putting botulism to work

labubu

AND I CAN'T EVEN ORDER MIDNIGHT DINNER COS #NOPHONE

so i left my ipad at my friends' house and my phone in another friend's car today. what the fuck is wrong with me

i don’t want to turn 26 i want to be turning 11 years old instead

it’smy birthday in nz (may 1) but still have an hour and a half here til it’s my birthday and it feels Weird. i’m going to be turning 26

i’m at the airport and i’m at the gate i am supposedly meant to be at Why is it saying china airlines. i am going to melbourneOk a man just asked me if he was also in the right place maybe we are all in this together

making a strawberry / chocolate / banana milk girly set

i never thought i would have the art vocabulary or tools to convey and communicate what i want to thru my art but i am so happy i am finally able to , i really like listening to ppl at cons talk about how it makes them feel or admire technical/thematic elements . it’s really special!!!

used this shitty painting to track my hp LOL

i love trans women . i am so grateful trans women exist

i’m in NEW ZEALAND with my big fluffy BEAST

the fear of failure is getting in the way of me drawing my comic but like :)

maybe media literacy is dead because yj did a very good job this season like did we all forget that shauna is still half convinced they all ate her baby bc they turned her pregnancy and baby into a Group thing

ok yj twitter is full of Posers you’re watching the crazy girls show and are mad when the girls are crazy

i want to have a social media acc where no one who knows me irl will ever find me i want to be disconnected from my physical form sometimes

me on a con weekend (literally)

i love an excuse to draw myself #starterpacknoai

going to sydney then straight on home to auckland (and then back to melb) for cons and on one hand i miss bo already + was just starting to get real cosy in melb BUT on the other: her

trying to resort out my sims now that my laptop has gone and died forever and now my pc is trying to kill me. it refuses to load the new sims world 😔

buying 4 thousand prints

do you think he's handsome

whhy is the quality crunchy

my lil bard kitri

@feeper.bsky.social are hyou going to AX

hosting dnd tonight and i don't own any chairs so we will be sitting on smaller tables

trying to make graphics for this magical girl stamp rally i'm hosting for overload and why am i so bad at this. graphic design is NOT my passion

narrowly avoided running my whole life tonight phew (left my bag with my wallet keys and ipad in it at a hungry jacks at midnight)(i got my bag and i think all my stuff is in it)

i’m late as always but here’s my favourite chappell roan fit

i’m not allowed to go on the other app until i’ve watched the new yellowjackets episode so hey what’s up

i’m in PERTH

i’ma strong believer in 2am posting

cons are so evil i’m setting up that 8am alarm like i’m going to the gallows

i’d love to do a proper painting of mike shinoda one day

the high of getting into AX vs the low of travel and accommodation costs

we’re trying to organise our trip to table at AX and like. jesus fucking christ man

the websites are tellingme i have cat scratch disease and am going to die

i love my apartment i just wish it had more sunlight and more public transport routes. i miss my old room (it had so much sunlight) but also everything then just felt like i was reaping the rewards of all the horrific healing i’d forced myself through

my son is #seated for yellowjackets not the manosphere

i want to go backwards </3

ok remind me to post art in the morning and also pay all my con invoices Thank you my little hairbrushedlings!!!

is this a safe space can i say i miss my ex(the alive one) i miss feeling so aligned with myself and also giggling :( continuously reminding myself that the stories i tell myself about being unloveable aren’t true but i am tired of mourning ppl dead and alive all da time.Anyway

i luv my apartment 🩷 it would be good if i fuckin cleaned it

ok it’s 12:40am posting this time sorry for only remembering to bsky when no one else is awake

ok das enough 1:30am posting i prommy to bsky tweet at a normal hour SOON

i saw a spoilery thing for the latest yellowjackets episode on sunday and immediately started watching the episode at the con behind my display (then despaired cos i had no one to discuss with!!)

anyway the crowd (me) is going wild for shauna yellowjackets . making her do the dirty work but condemning her for looking them in the eye.. yeah. yeah!

nothing is an achievement when EYE do it. writing da most financially successful ch*ices book of 2023? Whatever . getting into AX? it’s a fluke . producing for TV? i got lucky . how do i hypnotise myself into leaning into my leo north node orwhatever