Finally finished something.

Don't quite like how it turned out, so even skipped the watermark. The newest VtM character, Oriya. #vtm #vampirethenasquerade #wod #workdifdarkness #vampire #vamily #art #dogitalart #украрт

Running Kult: Divinity Lost. And I am sick of flipping through the PDF. Normal people buy the book 😂

The moon looks lonely

impulse control

Soooooo finally beat Far Cry 6. My feelings are hurt. BUT I have finally figured out a plausible approach to language learning, so now I know 10 random phrases in Spanish. Also "coño." They said that a lot.

I can read the room. Can YOU?

Literally have everything in my life begging me to quit. But momma didn't raise no quitter, so the universe will just have to try harder. I am indestructible.

My best friend. My confidante. My unbiased opinion.

"Hey, Max, how you doing?" I'm fueled by hot tea, a growing list passionate goals, and rage. Fuck the patriarchy and wet socks. Jack (my cat), honey, please stop LICKING ME.

Having so much fun pulling art from chaos.

I've been really enjoying the one line art styles of @zim2918.bsky.social and tried to teach myself how to do it just to try it out. This guy is scribbled on a dry erase board and not one line, but it's a start. Also check out Lee Zimmerman's work. I've really enjoyed what he creates.

My mom is fascinated with history, so we had a long chat about King Henry VIII. So to educate myself, I'm watching the Tudors. So far I've learned that Henry VIII just fucks. A lot.

Desperately trying to cram as much Network info into my brain to try and transition into a network job at my work. And so I'm trying to commit "Please Do Not Throw Sausage Pizza Away" into my brain.

lil sketch of swann while i wait to play more #lostrecords with my gf ♡

If you have #LostRecords fan art, I wanna see all of it. Just finished the first part, and oh man. What a great experience.

Panda.

The secret to my personal growth.

Home #criticalrolespoilers #criticalrolefanart #vaxildan #keyleth #cr1 #cr3 #criticalrole #crspoilers

“somewhere with darkness and light, and we build a little cottage.” 💜🖤 #CriticalRoleSpoilers #criticalrolefanart

I am so sick of coughing.

Update in the world of Max Plays VTM: I just sent my mother a 60+ page Word document of session notes because my brain is SO SMOOTH I can't figure out what I'm missing and she's good with puzzles.

I play a blood leech Banu Haqim in my very first VTM chronicle. And a blood hunt happened my last session. And I got to stave off a hunger frenzy as the only Kindred in a room full of Kindred who prefers Kindred blood. I may die next session. 😅

If you do not bring me peace, you do not deserve my energy.

I have social anxiety. Like intense social anxiety. To the point where I'm almost mute in social gatherings because I'm busy overthinking the right things to say to fit in and be accepted. But @rpgeeksdnd.bsky.social? They feel like home. They feel safe. I TALKED. Go watch their stuff.

My journal. My best friend. My confidante. I tell it everything, even the shit i won't tell my actual friends. It does not judge, it just listens. And sometimes that's all I need.

I created a website that I'm excited about. It's kinda bitty, and will expand over time. Nothing super exciting, I just wanna document broadening my media consumption horizons. I plan to add ways to interact with the stuff I add to it. But it's a blog-type-deal. Check it out. maxdoesstuff.com

My Dungeon Daddy brain is ITCHING

After spending my time playing through the different endings of the Stanley Parable, I now need a reassurance bucket.

Fuck you, this scribble tree is best tree. #art

should auld acquaintance be forgot and never brought to mind and may this year not suck as much as the last five years combined

My first completed illustration of the year is a follow up to one of my most popular illustrations (linked below). This new one is titled "Fealty." 😁

Dear 2024: you were a dick to me. I was surrounded by friends and had some great experiences, but you devastated me every chance you got. Fuck you. Looking forward to 2025, where i will be taking back control. Max 2.0 is coming.

Thanks @hintonusalex.bsky.social for the birthday gift. I'm having so much fun with practicing and I am so thankful he wants me to practice more.

I don't know when I decided to make my bluesky about analyzing my brain, but here we are. Got brain shit you're not dealing with? Write that shit down. Because journaling is truly such a great way to keep the mean thoughts quiet and help me understand what keeps breaking my brain.

I wrote letters today that I'll never send to release the weight that lives on my shoulders. And it made me feel so much better for it.

Nothing forces you to unpack 35 years of unresolved baggage like seasonal depression armed with a minor inconvenience.

Whoever made this, I salute you and your shorts.

-shows up wearing ceasefire pin -talks about how the art and magic of games comes from the creatives and devs -denounces the games made for quotas and in boardrooms -takes a shot at TGA about giving proper airtime to creatives -doesnt name drop any celebs forget the awards, this guy wins hearts man

My favorite thing about owning a cat is waking up to suspicious crunching, considering if I put all my cables away, and then getting out of bed before my alarm to clean up field mouse entrails. Does he have to bring it to my bed every time?

After buying a new hat, just tried on some outfits and had a little photoshoot with myself. And let me just say, after a series of progressively more suggestive selfies, I'm fuckin' hot.

Practicing photosynthesis today

Optimist: The cup is half full Pessimist: The cup is half empty Player 1: I insight check the cup. What’s with this cup? P2: I look around for other cups. P3: Can I make a history or religion check about cups? P4: I eat the cup.

Something told me to listen to this song. And then listen again. And again. Because self worth is what I'm lacking. So if I have to write down the lyrics until I believe it, then so be it. I am brave. I am bruised. I am who I'm meant to be. This is me.

I've been playing through various Far Cry games, and I used to be against Far Cry New Dawn but I really enjoyed the story so far. My one complaint remains it's a little too grindy. Like I have to do a whole bunch of stuff before I can kill the final boss or I die.

"Weak Men create hard times" Wrong. Paramore made Hard Times, and it's a bop.

Matt Berry rightly gets a lot of credit for how funny he makes random words but Nandor’s readings of “what is this shiiiiit” are so great too

Me. But with everything. Everything is rotting my brain 😂

My goal for 2025 is to talk to people. A lot of people. Make connections, shake hands, whatnot. My anxiety is rejection and abandonment, and I need to traverse the world armed with the tools to face the monster. So if you see this, say hi so we can tell my brain it's a liar together. #anxiety