can't wait for my tattoo appt this weekend heheheheh then pancake date with my lover boy⭐️🖤

all i can do is laugh rn 🤣

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Yoshi Victory

When you're 11 beers deep and someone asks who your favorite character from The Wire is

upon further research i still dunno what fujo or fujoshi is because i have a spouse, a full time job and a 32 tab search history full of well endowed women

laughing at you has been so much more fun than laughing with you x

ok u win with your gay shit #1 fucking gay best gay ur only person good at gay congrats gay everyone clap

out here acting like you're the first gay pop star u jojo siwa fujoshi

grasping at straws to find something to complain about while u sit miserable and alone in the spare bedroom of someone's home that doesn't want u

and wtf is a fujo bitch 🤣

faking my own death for all the right reasons

atleast the pain and flare ups has made me lose almost 30 pounds since last year

the chronic pain flare up is getting to me i'm losing my mind and has made me relapse sh im so guilty im a terrible wife and sister and i just want to end it im not going to i just need to fucking get a grip i want the pain to stop my scar covered organs

tw sh help

please someone give me wallpaper request and ideas i need distraction ive been in and out of the hospital with intractable pain from a flare up and i need a distraction desperately

ow

Today it's trans Kansans. Tomorrow it's whoever else doesn't fit the mold of the current administration. Either we all have the right to exist in public life, or none of us do.

Repost if your account is a safe space for the trans community. 🏳️‍⚧️

feel some type of way about a man continually referring to me as "girl" at work not even in like a trans way like any pronouns are fine with me idc i know who i am but it was like almost derogatory or condescending like referring to me and our female pharmacist a DOCTOR as "girls" "thanks girls" ick

must be skinnier than my husband

smiling friends getting cancelled is my 13th reason

NEDA awareness week and i'm so aware rn

coworker told me i'm looking really skinny thanks girl my chronic illness flare up combined with grocery prices made me relapse 🖤

yesterday in therapy i figured out that the reason i have no real career goals is because my long-harbored hatred for the corporate world due to growing up in poverty has prevented me from learning how the system actually works lmaooo

i feel like such a failure as an artist sometimes. chronic illness has really been affecting my work and i feel like maybe i have some internalized ableism towards myself. i keep making things worse pushing myself trying to pretend i don't need accommodations but then i flare up and thus no art

smoked a tiny bit of weed for the first time in almost a year and almost got into someone else's car leaving the store💀

9:30 pm on a MONDAY NIGHT got VIOLENTLY SH by a customer saying the most vulgar things to me AND coworker and then extremely angry was terrifying and to top it off this happened directly after i had a POTS episode passed out in the back of the pharmacy then verbally abused in drive thru right after

working my ass of rn constant ot and bringing my starbucks's people candy and photos of my cat are the only thing keeping me from a mental breakdown

what even is my job bro

eepy 😞

I LOVE OT I LOVE OT I LOVE OT (wage slave core) (i j wanna pay my gd bills)＿|￣|○

everyday is hard but i'm so proud of myself for trying to make it the best i can. i'm 3 weeks sh and purg free! i've stopped listening to any music that sounds sad even tho i love it i have to force myself to stay positive and it's so hard

why do i choose to hurt my own feelings ahhhhhhhg

hot

i literally can't even go on tik tok or and social media other than bsky without literally getting panic attacks from all the news. i want to be informed but how the fuck do i do that when all i see is everyone saying the end is near nothing u can do about it

faking it till i make it is really helping i think no sad music trying to not isolate myself and listening to wop by j dash everyday on my way to work as a manifestation of making money and paying my bills is working🎉

getting gender euphoria from getting sick and getting a deep raspy voice 😛

hey 24!

ITS MY BIRTHDAY RIGHT NOW RIGHT NOW AHHHHHH I FEEL LIKE I MAY HAVE SURVIVED ANOTHER TRIP ON A LITTLE LITTERED ROCK CIRCLING A BIG HOT FOCKIN CIRCLE

why am i getting a sore throat right before my fugging BIRDAYYYYY

i love my fat son so much

blah blah blahhhg

this year i have really set a goal for myself to be happier and try even if i have to fake it. and i apologize to anyone ive ever burdened with my misery it's hard for me to be honest to others with how i feel because ik sometimes im MISERABLE

regarding last post i just feel like i have to mask a lot because i don't want everyone to feel uncomfortable with my emotions because i even cringe at myself but sometimes it sucks holding everything in

everyone at work: you are so happy all the time like you are never in a bad mood you're just so positive me: well it's just cause i'm at work i'm just trying to give good customer service everyone: no you're just like the happiest person ever

yummy

CRINGE WARNING