Force me to read even more ryona yuri games next month: itch.io/jam/ryona-ja... #ryonajam

oh no

Folks calling the material described in that Horses ban FAQ "sus" is exactly why I don't trust people to be fucking chill about how I view and talk about my own experiences

I don't know any honest way to convey the thoughts and feelings I have around my experiences with grooming and CSA that wouldn't be considered "sus" enough to be worthy of a "just in case" ban so Fuck me I guess

To hell with honesty and truth in art, please sand it down and sanitize it and make it comfy for me please don't try to make me think any thoughts about grooming and CSA more complicated than "it's bad so we should kill you if do it or maybe even think about it too much or make art about it"

In the Pool

weaponize me

New sheep oc! 🐑 She already has her opinion of people, what do you think of her?

Therapist suggested that reading the gospels again, for myself, could help me heal from conservative evangelical (holiness movement) interpretations of the ideas. I did read the Bible all the way through as a kid, but I was not equipped to take it in besides “this isn’t what they’re preaching”

Thinking recently about the use of symbols in chaos magic. Conservative magic traditions often have a "set" of acceptable, properly spiritually energised symbols that are systemitized and empowered through their position as a shared referent What we see, looking at magic in the classical world, is-

i find it frustrating how in the dearth of cis people being normal about trans people, there's a whole cottage industry of "gender-affirming" or "trans-affirming" versions of pre-existing services where they upcharge on the promise that they definitely won't be weird (they will be definitely weird).

My little potted herbs remind me to keep reaching for the light

I have thanksgiving plans for the first time in probably a decade :3

I got all of my little demon chores done, and I even made time to write a letter today Plus, I had a cathartic conversation with a family member that helped us get past some communication issues

In The Labyrinth of Time, entering the Ziggurat without a lantern is supposed to show a black screen. However, the developers put in the wrong filename for the black screen, so it fails to render, showing a black screen instead

#イラスト #オリジナル

I cooked it in magic and now I’m cooking it lunch

Beau is Afraid is a fucking 10/10 I felt so much related to my own experience, and specifically the kind of parenting that can lead to a person just like Beau A scene in particular (being yelled at by his mom) took me right back

Abuse your kids if you want them to be really cool like me

I suck real good dick, know how to cook, can point-shoot a dinner plate off-hand at thirty paces, run a 5:30 mile, can leg press 650, and my life's dream is to murder every cop in America. In 2008 4chan was making memes fantasizing about women like me existing, but now i'm here and they hate me.

this is one of those things I've been quoting for as long as I've been on the internet and I have to actively try to not just repeat it as often as I feel like or else everyone will think I'm insane

My Dad Died at the Silk-Spun Heath I live at home with my mom. She leaves sometimes. My job is to keep everything nice and tidy. I live at home with my mom. She leaves sometimes. My job is to keep everything nice and tidy. I live at home with my mom. S howling-angel-games.itch.io/my-dad-died-...

Saving Grace Kinetic visual novel following Klein, a poet who acts as the Eyes of God. It befriends a vulgar warrior, and settles in for a night at one of the last remaining taverns. It drinks. And drinks. And it doesn't wake up. howling-angel-games.itch.io/saving-grace

Thread of my visual novels.

With Reckless Abandon, a maso-guro thriller. Malthus has a secret. She knows it could ruin her life. Her client knows, too. And she needs so much money for what she wants to do. howling-angel-games.itch.io/with-reckles...

Witches of Growth and Decay 🌱🍂

Untitled https://www.wikiart.org/en/zdislav-beksinski/untitled-332

I went to the vet today,,, scary,,,

Make ryona yuri. Have hurt women hurt women. itch.io/jam/ryona-ja... #ryonajam

Mana burn is so fucking cool dude bring it back

MTG Alpha fucking kicks ass dude

i think that people who use headphones in public places like trains are selfish. keeping all your cool music and podcasts to yourself is genuinely sociopathic and deranged behavior. play it on your phone's speaker and let everyone enjoy it, or don't play it at all

so much rain ☔️

Look I may be dumb but I *am* funny

I read the original MTG Alpha rules today In the past I've played some Set 1 Yu-Gi-Oh and the difference here is stark.

Legend of Blue Eyes feels like they just took the broad sketch of a card game directly from the Kaiba arc of the original Yu-Gi-Oh manga and printed it mostly unchanged. The game barely has mechanics.

MTG Alpha on the other hand already feels like a pretty well thought out game, with a lot of intentionality to both the gameplay rhythm and how flavor is integrated. It's varied, intricate, and charming, and simple enough at its core to pick up quickly.

I'm also getting a real sense of what was lost as the game picked up steam. Did you know the original rules include a line discouraging you from just purchasing whatever particular spell you want for your deck?

It was envisioned as a battle between two mages who had expecting and unpredictable spell books that they compiled through wit and guile, striking deals with other wizards or besting them in combat and taking their secrets for themselves. You were supposed to either trade cards, or wager them.

The basic rules for Alpha have you selecting a random card from you deck to stake on the outcome of the game. You weren't supposed to have optimized decks, you were supposed to have whatever you could get your hands on.

I think this element getting optimized out by the player base was basically inevitable, but I also think it's pretty sad.

Don't even get me started on the current state of Magic as a platform for branded crossover promotions

Whomst among us hasn't felt a little vacuum about snackie all done

Sorry everyone I forgot to give it meds this morning

Manifesting awful posts in my mind instead of looking at real ones

a girlfriend is a type of creature who will bite you a million times

Ryona Jam grows. #ryonajam

Look at its cute emo faggot makeup ^w^

Leaning into my ADHD is a form of unmasking and I can have it as a treat

Mental health treatment three days this week Slowly undoing what was done to me