Struggling to get a clearer shot of it but was happy to see a @transgressivemetal.bsky.social shirt pop up on Tip Toe. 💜

I never realise how angry and done I actually am until I listen to Primitive Man.

Heartbreaking to read that James of Gost has passed. His music left it's mark. I remember catching them supporting Perturbator in Manchester 10 Years ago and he was so surprised and happy to see people enjoying his set and going for Gost merch too.

You didn’t “hold it together.” You swallowed the meltdown and redirected it inward. Instead of screaming - you froze. Instead of hitting a wall - you hit yourself with thoughts. Instead of leaving - you stayed and disappeared. You never called it what it was. A meltdown. Invisible to others

The kind of post-black metal that really gets you. deadtreescn.bandcamp.com/album/new-wo...

Damn. This is good. hypnoticdirgerecords.bandcamp.com/album/he-lef...

Not all autistic meltdowns are visible. Some of them look like smiling, nodding, “I’m fine.” All while your body is on fire. Internalised meltdowns don’t disappear. They get redirected - into dissociation. Into self-blame. And because no one sees them, no one believes how much they cost.

New antifa feature at @toiletovhell.bsky.social just dropped. #metalsky

I have a pre order up for an AUdhd advocacy shirt! Donated to ambitious about autism with the last batch of shirts and will donate again to them. alexcf.bigcartel.com

Choices

Day 1247 of my Nature Photo Challenge and here's the grumpy neighbour at the next picnic table across from us This one is titled "Bad hair and attitude day" 🤗 #inspiringnature #wildlife #naturephotography #MentalHealthMatters #365DaysWild

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Best Christmas ad yet! Knocks John Lewis into a cocked hat.

Festive Found Footage: THE CREEP TAPES is getting a Christmas special December 12 on Shudder. "Nick is confronted by his therapist’s odd behavior during an emergency therapy session on Christmas Eve."

Some beautiful french skramz. 🖤 grosenfantmort.bandcamp.com/album/la-ban...

it’s 𝔣𝔦𝔞𝔡𝔥 𝔣𝔯𝔦𝔡𝔞𝔶 🗡️ new: Benedictine Shadows - Lamented Hymns (cs) Corpse Bird - Forge (cs) Desertdweller - Four Gates (cs) fiadh.bandcamp.com

Incredible metallic skramz 🖤 ostraca.bandcamp.com/album/disaster

Next up Itch! By Gemma Amor, unintentionally the 3rd book containing bugs I've read the past month. This Folk Horror has me absolutely gripped and smashed through the first 100. Though as an anxious scratcher it's set me right off. 😂 #Booksky #HorrorBooks 📚🌈

The Saddest Landscape - Hexes (XI/20/2025) Post-Hardcore / Screamo from Boston, Massachusetts. thesaddestlandscape.bandcamp.com/track/hexes-2

Today, on Transgender Day of Remembrance, we remember the transgender lives lost to violence. The Green Party stands shoulder to shoulder with transgender people in the face of increasing transphobic rhetoric in our society and politics.

My creep-athon continues with Season 2 of creep tapes. No spoilers but the setup for episode 1 is great and a strong start to the season. Looking forward to see how unhinged it gets with PeachFuzz. #HorrorSky.

Burnout has is grips around me again so Creep series is kinda like a comfort film for me I guess. Currently watching Creep 2. Wanna hang out with Josef before he eventually tells me things aren't as magical like they used to be before getting slaughtered. 🖤 #Horrorsky

Went to see Tina Romero's Queens of The Dead last night. I thought it's really fun watch and didn't drag at all (no pun intended) nothing ground breaking but a solid love letter to horror and queer culture Bless Barry he tries. 💜🖤 #HorrorSky

Finished Deliver Me, I enjoyed it enough but thought it would have more weird bug stuff and seemed to end pretty suddenly. Next is Jessie Elland - The Ladies Upstairs.. Mixed reviews but one review says Northanger Abbey meets Saltburn which seems appropriate so far in. 🖤 #Booksky 📚🌈

Not sure why but I can only ever really read if I have something bleak like this playing. #metalsky hautaveri.bandcamp.com/album/h-nen-...

Just learned that Moonflow is going to a second printing!!!!!!!!!! You know what that means - there's going to be more opportunity to get your hands on this gross, sexy adventure! Don't pass it up!

My reading music tonight is The Witcher inspired Hekseblad - Kaer Morhen 🖤 heksebladusbm.bandcamp.com/album/kaer-m...

Next read: Elle Nash - Deliver Me. A twisted Body Horror a little control of women's bodies. Oh and stuff involving insects and bugs... #Booksky #HorrorBooks

Disqualified, As a Human being.

Mood.

Next reads: Junji Ito - No Longer Human, totally forgot I reserved this at my library over a year ago until I got an email today saying it came in. Moïra Fowley - Eyes Guts Throat Bones. A collection of sinister queer short stories 🌈📚

Music will take you places you never planned to go. For me, Armagideon Time is one of those places and one of the most liberating things I have ever done. On the day of this show I had just rappelled 20 stories down the Dominion Skyscraper, then headed to The Camel to yell at people.

The Midnight Shift by Cheon Seon-Ran. The sleek cover drew me in, a queer vampire murder mystery is perfect for this time of year, or any time of the year actually. 📚🌈 #booksky

The latest Sunken is just pure chills inducing. A beautiful mix of post, atmospheric and depressive black metal. Just in time to accompany the seasonal depression. #metalsky #blackmetal sunkendenmark.bandcamp.com/album/lykke-2

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Next read: Before we say goodbye - Toshikazu Kawaguchi. Before the coffee goes cold was perhaps the first book I read when I was trying to get into reading the other year and really enjoyed the premise of it. Not read book 2 or 3 in series and I believe this is book 4 but doubt it matters to enjoy.

This is absolutely going to be my obsession for the next few weeks. FFO: All that post-blackened-shoe-skramz-core stuffs.. woundsofrecollection.bandcamp.com/album/i-foun...

Being my Mom’s caregiver was so hard. But it was also one of the most beautiful things I have ever experienced. Heed was always there for me, then suddenly it became my turn to be there for her. This is our story: “Falling Down” 🎞️ @BCMusic1st #eldercare #caregiving #dementia #dementiacare

Listening to that new Gonemage release just totally unlocked how much I used to smash chiptune in 07-08 (probably the ket) . My mates heads where definitely done in from me playing Sabrepulse - Lightspeed Disco, while in a hole.

Gonemage - Coldest Keep in Bitter Heavens (10/10/25) Chiptune x Black Metal from Dallas, Texas. gonemage.bandcamp.com/album/coldes...

Mental Health was naff so took forever to finish reading this but really enjoyed the gritty intensity of it. Next up is a Birthday purchase: Moonflow by @bitterkarella.bsky.social everything from the title,cover and synapse already has me wanting to blast through it. 🖤 🌈📚 #horrorsky

its the FABULOUS BODIES cover reveal, my latest horror journey arriving next summer. buckaroos are calling it DRIVE MEETS BEETLEJUICE (but COLLATERAL in palm springs with an undead queer icon also works). PREORDER NOW BUCKAROOS LETS TROT us.macmillan.com/books/978125...

Most people think autistic burnout is just exhaustion. It’s not. It’s years of masking, unmet needs, and contradictions your body can’t hold anymore. It’s what happens when survival becomes your baseline. You don’t “push through” burnout - you rebuild from it.

One final update: Martyr was found and is currently safe. Thank you to everyone who signal boosted

Finally got around to going to the allotment again after a while to pick some stuff. Absolutely no idea what to do with this so probably going to donate to a community cafe along with the rest of excess stuff. 🖤💜

emotional hardcore... screamo is for transexuals tidal.com/browse/album...

Another memory was seeing Nigel on his retirement tour at some random tag match I think on a PCW show decades ago, which seems mad seeing how he is in the ring so far on. #forbiddendoor

Okada looks like a stern auntie. #forbiddendoor

I remember seeing Johnny Saint Vs Quack in person yeeears ago when CHIKARA did tag world in Germany and thought he looked like an old man. Now nearly 20 years later and he looks younger somehow #ForbiddenDoor #wrestlesky #aew