All posts are now restored. More writing coming in late April and May.

Just a quick update: 1. I'm trying to reduce how much I use this website because it's a hedonic treadmill. I'll come back for March 28 - the anniversary of the day I took this name 2. Turns out I can restore all the stuff I took down from my blog in one click, so that'll be happening soon.

Regarding recent events and what I'm doing to change my behaviour.

like, am i being unreasonable, as an autistic white person who has, absolutely, benefitted from the colonial benefits of slavery and of the genocide of Indigenous American peoples, when I ask that Indigenous Americans do not harass me, as a disabled person, for speaking up on disability rights

QRPing an autistic person with "I hate white people" because you have the entirely reasonable take that Jamie Foxx shouldn't have said a man with Tourette's "meant it" when he involuntarily racial slur is not the antiracist slam-dunk you think it is

sounds fun, why not

one thing that's cool about old furry art is you can see how gradually the influence on furry artwork moved from Disney films like Robin Hood to anime series around the 1990s.

good news: my BP is lower than it was in December when i asked for a second opinion on ADHD diagnosis and i should be able to stay on methylphenidate if it stays that way bad news: it's still a biiiiiit too high. not immediately lethal but like, Will Do Damage If I Don't Work On It high.

just me and the homies hyping @kaijugirlruby.bsky.social on my server

what extra pisses me off about this is the amount of liberals with white guilt just being disgustingly ableist quite literally to soothe their own consciences for benefitting from white supremacy lmao

genuinely very funny that the only fullmetal alchemist character to canonically go to hell is that piece of shit who turned his kid into a dog monster

i really hope this campaigning pays off. i want to believe people aren't stupid enough to vote in a GB News presenter who once had to eat his own book on live television for their local MP.

[ cw blood ] mate why do shaving cuts always PISS blood. fuck sake

YO??????

The SM64 "backwards long jump" is such a disappointing name once you learn that the Japanese name for this trick is the "ass warp".

Share a crush from your youth

tch...you've been blocked by my firewall, liberal...try reading some ayn rand...

taking a deep breath and saying "we needed this" like a sprinkling of rain after 40 days of drought

nah i gotta straight up stop reading about the BAFTAs thing. actually getting angrier and angrier reading pages upon pages of abled people lecturing disabled people on how to make themselves more palatable in polite society. fuck off

Thanks for 1k followers! I decided to share my happiness over this achievement and mark it so no one will forget it!~ Art by @shoichii.bsky.social 💚💚💚 #giantess #feet #sizesky #nonbinary

it's so funny that as soon as Gainax dies we're getting new Evangelion projects. the evil is defeated

new double feature

keir starmer is definitely going to proscribe bash back before the end of the year, isn't he

Trans kids deserve more than the bullshit the state has given them today. The blocker ban has killed, and will kill more, so long as these unnecessary delays continue. The truth is this: Puberty blockers are safe, the delays are manufactured, the cruelty is the point. Take action. xoxo BASH BACK

[cw weight talk] I've lost so much weight in the last six months that I can now tighten my belt to the last notch 😳

thanks to Fly for reposting this because this show is extremely my shit

once i finish this essay i have an idea for a really nice cosy bit of size porn

the bleatings will continue until morale improves

Context for the quote.

All life on earth has gone extinct! Vinesauce Vinny is the only survivor!

6 away from 800 😳

I can't wait for someone to figure out a way to shoot these fucking things down

we're gonna b okay

"Would you be alright with me coming in your 'ass?" - Micky Flanagan, asking a woman from NYC he was walking home if he could come in and use the toilet.

weird thing i see a lot online is people thinking of Marx as like a democratic socialist who advocated a peaceful redistribution of wealth, whose ideas were corrupted into violent totalitarianism by Lenin, Stalin and Mao, completely ignoring Marx's own authoritarian tendencies

i think this is why I've stepped away from Doctor Who and Star Wars tbh. the fandom always ruins it

ever notice how every giant fandom becomes a toxic cesspool full of drama and resentment towards the creator of the work they're all obsessing over, hmm almost like centering your life around a piece of media is not healthy

if Americans think it's funny when i say "bottle of water" just wait until they hear me say "I'm going round my friend's house" as "um goin rand my friend's ass"

this is @bonesrambles.bsky.social

fuck morrissey but you can't deny that "the pain was enough to make a shy bald Buddhist reflect and plan a mass murder" kind of bangs as a lyric

For @bigenbytch.bsky.social!! Inspired by an old comment chain from a couple of months ago or so. Harri is looming over potch and motivating him to draw :> #sizesky cw: drool, saliva, spit

I say again, how can anyone ever vote Labour again

not to look a gift horse in the mouth but man. foot models sure do love talking about stuff i'm not into

i kinda laugh every time i see a screenshot of the jujutsu kaisen manga and a character's bottom teeth are visible for some reason. seems to be a quirk of the artist to draw people looking like their jaws are swinging from MDMA

by the way, the literal first line in the QED documentary is a 16-year-old John Davidson saying his disability makes him want to kill himself. you know, not to be manipulative, but I dunno, maybe hundreds of freaks on social media calling for him to be locked up in Broadmoor should reflect on that

two things can be true - it is bad to shout a violent racial slur at people who will hold personal and generational trauma from that word's use against them - calling for a disabled person with a tic disorder to never go out in public *in case they shout a slur at someone* is, simply, ableism

i'm not a fan of digital circus but uhhh i think maybe online fandom with 24/7 access to creators is bad tbh

that's my secret, cap. i've always been bnuuy