forgot yesterday was National Coming Out Day. i have gone beyond. i have transcended. wait, does this mean i'm eligible for the next Rapture?

That was horse shit

that call was bullshit. i don't even fully understand this game and i know that.

人生いろいろ、うさぎもいろいろ🐇 #飼い主さんのベストアングル見てみたい

#nw watching Twisted Metal “T3STDRV” (S02E03) this show scratches some itches for me. i just think it's neat! 🥔

finding a cidery within a reasonable distance of home that is also open on weekdays (because of our weekend work schedules) is... tricky. i'm glad i made some use of the cidery that was relatively near my old place while i was living there!

hot apple cider is necessary this morning 🍎☕️

when nobody ordered you anything from the ramen place

exhausted

はんぺん氏おかえりなさい！本当に良かった。

ペレ食べてるうさぎ、尊い

why does MyChart seem to only do the browser compatibility check *sometimes*? i was almost late to my appointment because MyChart didn't switch to Teladoc Health Patient as expected like it did for other recent appointments (different providers), but went to the broswer check. so odd and bad UX.

レタスわりと美味しくなって来たのか、食べる量が増えてるけど、相変わらず全体の5%しか可食部がない。（手前の落ちてるのは食べ終わったレタス）

locked keys in shuttlecraft

done with the one appointment (telehealth) i have today. now i can relax a bit and do things at my own pace until the kids come over later. hell yeah.

It's sweater weather

it's my bonus mom's birthday today so had a quick call with her. i don't think she got my card quite yet. excited. 🥰

shoutout to all the people who were made into parents of their parents and/or siblings from a young age. it's rough and i hope you can get therapy about it.

texting my d a d after not hearing from him for a few months. one of the hockey teams he follows is playing the Flyers. i sent him a Gritty GIF; he laughed and tried to dunk on it. we'll see how far this goes. he has slowed down replies. i have to wonder if he's hiding texting me from his wife. 🙃

Please don’t push your kinks on someone without their consent. Even if they gave consent in the past, that doesn’t mean they consent in the present or future.

diagnostic tech asked if i would be okay with students observing. normally this would be fine, but she did the prior test last Friday, so she knows: • it's a transvaginal ultrasound. • i just finished having a 25-day period (i think/hope). • i'm really not in the mood to have my pussy "observed."

Just want to remind everyone that little moments of joy are so important right now. For instance, my cat does not understand the human concept of kisses beyond Incoming Nose = Love. So every time she’s happy, she’ll smush her face or shove her nose into ours. Please share your joys with us.

that's my man in the Svengoolie shirt 💅🏻💀🖤

Happy Flyers opening day for all those who celebrate

“Go Dolly!"

i have so much to be grateful for, and yet there's still so much going on that's less than awesome. ah, well.

just realized that scheduling the diagnostic test completed a bingo for my week: i have had a healthcare appointment every single day this week. 😕

i have spoken entirely too much today, and i will need to speak at least a little bit more before the day is through. 😵‍💫

scheduled another, follow-up diagnostic test. the fun never stops. 😮‍💨 gonna get some more sleep if I can. ✌🏻

for all the help desk and call center folks, or anyone acting as impromptu tech support youtu.be/pQHX-SjgQvQ

had my (approximately) once monthly drink ✨ t i p s y ✨ because i kind of needed it

i lived alone for a few years, and was alone for much of it due to my medical issues and no family or friends nearby. there were weeks when i could barely get out of bed, much less leave my apartment. but i rarely felt lonely. i chatted with friends, had video calls with family, etc.

some of you are absolute badasses in one way or another, and some of you don't even realize it!

I just saw a SAW trap for New Englanders. CORN MAZE BEER GARDEN

today's been weird and i'm irritated

there was a truck outside our building making the most god-awful, higher-pitched sort of humming noise for almost 10 minutes. it finally moved on. 😵‍💫

does anyone else know someone who has (almost) no intentional routines – just those that arise organically – *and* does not use any kind of calendar or notes to themselves? me neither. seems like it would be chaotic, and stressful to the person and those around them, though.

vibes are off

eh…

This is what happens when you fill the city with National Guard and nobody wants to go out. Everyone stays home and makes this stuff instead

これは去年のトキ🎑

telehealth this morning and then who-knows-what (more of the usual). already kind of over today, so it has to get better, right? 🙃

まめちゃん似のふせん思わず買ってしまった。しっぽが白い！！かわいい！ 見せたらぶん投げられた。

チュ！

今夜もお月見〜

少し早起きして西に沈む中秋の名月を900mmの単焦点レンズで撮ってみました。 Tokina SZ 900mm PRO Reflex F11 MF CF ＋ SONY α6600 #TokinaSZ900mm #反射光学系レンズ #これソニーで撮りました #α6600 #ヒコーキのある空以外の風景の切り取り

Oogie Boogie is keeping me company. surprisingly, he's a very good little cuddle buddy. he hasn't leaked any bugs onto me, so we seem to be cool. 🐛🪳🪲

mixed states are challenging. really haven't liked the mopey aspect lately. the hypomania is easier to manage. i'll be letting my psych know as it probably has to do with recent med changes. just doing my best to handle the mood changes & symptoms/behaviors as they come. #bipolardisorder #bipolar

Hi! Have you had a high-protein meal or a big glass of water today? Are you slouching or sitting oddly in your chair? How about slowly rotating your head left and right, rotating your shoulders back, and then reaching up with both of your arms and then slowly dropping them down?

little bit of a weird evening so far, but also not. ah, well. getting back to it.