How to gather the bravery to send an Email

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HI I JUST FINISHED HEREDITARY AND WHAT THE FUCK???

i fantasize about rejecting the apologies that i know will never come.

#hatsunemiku #pim_miku

⚡ #Art by Eli Swinson

Living by "if they wanted to, they would" is hard when you know why they might not be able to :/

Aaam...... Hungry

is Love unethical?

i wish i could just enjoy having friends instead of like........ thinking i'm taking advantage of them

i want to work at putting together the complex mosaic of my childhood: to practice capturing feelings and experiences from the nebulous seething of memory and yank them out

i'd rather take out my guts than do my work lol

hnnnnn I have no mod rights on the personal server i cannot delete stuff AGHHHHHHH

I need to work on not just jumping into a relationship just because I think i will never get anything better. girl you're doing NO ONE a favour there

just made the decision to leave the (not really anymore)poly server. it really felt like i was just giving updates to a very underwhelmed following on instagram or smth, so I decided it'd be best if I left. Deleted my channels too. This is definitely not on them alone, of course-

affection is DISGUSTING. drown me in it.

Honest question: why are ppl going back to twt? Seriously. Like what do you see in that place. #jiraisky

New Image of Earth and Moon

Imagine a study that found kids with ADHD have more visits to doctors than kids without ADHD — and used that finding to suggest ADHD treatment doesn't work. That's the standard of evidence the anti-trans braintrust is willing to accept.

i cant imagine being anti-emulation, like soooooo so many games would have already been fully lost to the passage of time if we didnt have emulation and the people that preserve all of these games and systems for it!! 90% of my favorite games would be like fully unavailable to me lmao

public service warning: im not glorifying self harm. its a bad thing to do. i just do that bad thing. dont cut urself. 🙂‍↕️

Our little creek is still full of ice and snow, but the sun today did melt a little puddle on the top of the ice. This blue jay was heading down for a drink! #Birds #photography #wildlife 🪶

Use alt text to describe your image and if the pic has text in it put that in the alt text too okay 👍

There goes my momentary freedom to be mildly hurtful to myself (⁠っ⁠˘̩⁠╭⁠╮⁠˘̩⁠)⁠っ gotta wake up early for that one now

totally not directed (nobody here)

If only you loved me like you love smokin’ weed

I actually did it a bit ago -> bsky.app/profile/my-d... here!!!!! posting link bcs i'm too lazy to alt text it again

we're loathed together and nothing's left we're all together and they're all bereft

me showing & giving affection: oh man i really hope im not overstepping boundaries here. what if i make them uncomfortable? do they feel obligated to say thank you? am i going too far and scaring them? what if i'm annoying? me receiving affection: AAAAAAAAA!!!!! AAAAAAA!A!!!!!!!AAAAAAAAAAAA

i have found her! she's an angel with the dust of the stars in her eyes.

WHY IS ME GETTING ALONG WITH ANYONE ALWAYS SEEN AS ROMANTIC THIS IS BEING 5 AND GETTING ASKED IF THAT IS YOUR BOYFRIEND ALL OVER AGAIN I FUCKING HATE IT I SHOULDN'T HAVE LEFT THE HOUSE TO BEGIN WITH

Two people have joked about me getting romantic with 📟 (we have talked irl TWO TIMES MIND YOU) and now i feel like i'm taking advantage of the poor guy bcs i do not think he is my type at all but like HE DIDNT SAY ANYTHING OF THAT SORT IT IS OTHERS GIVING THAT IMPRESSION. FUCK OFF. I HATE PEOPLE.

I just want something that is Mine, fully mine, but I keep following the urge to share and now it becomes Not Mine, and I remain Less

Shut up shut up shut UP!!!! none of you know how hard it is to stay here there's so much I fucking hate about everything but I keep it inside so no one gets hurt IT'S HARD OK???? But i also don't know how to do anything else

I'm both the breakdown and the stare of those judging. I stand still while i wish to smash my head open. Eternal denial and eternal withdrawal.

Wanna die wanna die just get this over with but also don't i'm scared i'm scared i'm so scared

I'm just a waste of space fr

Im fucking useless useless useless useless useless

im failing life

Well, well, look who's inside again Went out to look for a reason to hide again Well, well, buddy you found it

I wanna dress pretty

@mizkyuhachi.bsky.social HIIII THANKS FOR THE SPAM

Aaand the inner thigh of my pants is torn again, y'all skinny ppl dont know how expensive this gets /j

i still confuse being misunderstood with feeling shame