Welp my foster mom saw my whole ass bong and dab rig setup ☠️ f uck she knows about it but man I was hoping to hide it better

i love weed

I think I'm gonna try to craft a monster shaped gun like this.. it doesn't look that hard ngl

auuaaah i want jirai kei clothes ʚ₍ᐢ ›̥̥̥ ༝ ‹̥̥̥ ᐢ₎ɞ

Gastroparesis sucks ass.. if this shit gets worse I'm gonna be put on a feeding tube and I really don't know how to feel about that..

The people at the piercing shop were so nice ;; I kept apologizing and they kept being like 'you have nothing to apologize for!!' I got his personal info jic something comes up with my piercings as the shop is closed on sundays rip

I think I'm gonna get back into being a plant dad ;-; I miss it

I tried icing it but it made it worse fuck me

My high nostrils are swelling, so I went in yesterday to get one resized.. and now I have to go back today to get the other one resized, and I'm embarrassed and anxious about it ;-;

Low-key think I'm having an anxiety attack smh

the weirder you are the more i trust you

Black coffee my beloved

My foster mom asked me to stop buying things but.. I need more jirai coords.. figures.. drvgs.. accessories..

Witnessing southern states rush to dismantle black voting power is truly truly some heartbreaking shit to behold

Therapy was great!! Apparently my PTSD is as bad as someone who fought in active war 🫠 we barely started talking about my trauma and she noticed that I was freaking out so she grounded me and suggested 3 types of non verbal therapy she specializes in, so I can process and heal ;;

Time for therapy ~

My psychiatrist asked me when my last seizure was and was overjoyed that I documented it because apparently he's had most people just go 'idk' (mine was last on April 22nd) :3

@vespulamaculifrons.bsky.social thxxx for the spam～♡ 🥺

Shout out to this one girl in hs who deadass thought I didn't have any ears because I always had them covered by my hair in an emo ass haircut dbsjdhhd

I started drinking a large iced s'mores coffee at 8am.. it's almost noon now and I'm STILL not done with it ☠️ dhdhhd

ppl love to forget that mental illness can be a disability

My cat just farted on me -_-

My psychiatrist was really nice!! He was a little fruity which was nice, haha, but it was essentially a bunch of getting to know each other questions!!

I have a psychiatrist appointment today for the first time in over a decade and I'm nervous 😞

me frl

I have a snap interview over the phone here soon and I'm nervous 😞

Everyone should be nicemaxxing. You should be kindmogging everyone

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AME ;;

Chronic fatigue is getting me really bad today..

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「元気?」って言葉だけで泣ける日、あるよね。 #jiraisky で誰かに出会えるといいな...

Yummy cold medicine 🤤

I know that means it's healing but my nose it's itchyy ;-;

hai #jiraisky i am new!! pls give me a warm welcome :'3 #jiraikei

Spirit Airlines has officially shut down operations. Well, you know what that means...

I woke up so early oh nooo

My nose is so swollen and sore aghhh >.<

Went to a garage sale and got some books and some wax melts ~

My foster mom FINALLY finished the house in tx so now she's coming to fix the house here after the whole sewer disaster 2 years ago now (and to take care of my foster sister who is having surgery) dhsjdhdh about damn time

may is bpd awareness month. i have people in my life who have bpd and i love them so dearly. how deeply they love and feel is so pure. it’s like seeing human emotion in its purest form. you are not broken. people will love you for who you are. you are so deserving of all things good in life🩵

Got my high nostrils pierced today!! Also got a double chain for my pre existing nostrils, got a shorter bar for my eyebrow piercing, and swapped out my snakebite bars for some hoops~ my nose is all swollen lol but worth it

sometimes it feels like I’ve lost a piece of myself that I’ll never get back.. I'm lost in this neverending fog - post I made and left in my draft while I was on this one medication.. anyway it was the medication and I'm much better now 🌈~

Wake and bake with some s'mores coffee~

If you hug me too hard my piercings pop out like this

🛡🩷💙🤍

Hate how I get a 2 day notice on something to do as a disabled person, and it's massively physical with no other options, and I'm told 'well make it happen' when I say I can't do it 🙃