besties would you guys get mad if we end up asking for money for medication? since our family's money is tight atm idk if i can keep up with none of my meds being free to take out rn, and my shitass psychiatrist doubled our dose last time we visited ಥ‸ಥ)

btw i only really condone the use of things that are high waste if it's for disabled people. discardeable plastic utensils/equipment for those who need it, and fish for those who can't eat other types of meat for instance. for those who can, i think its best to avoid those things.

fun fact, in headspace i dyed what was supposed to be the pink sections of my hair in blue instead. mainly to match with my tenshi coords but also partly to wear our uniforms better. though i wouldn't be against dying the body's hair pink either <:3

《 don't forget to take your meds 》

honestly i'm absolutely ASS at color matching games 😭 and you'd assume i'd be good at it because i'm an artist, but no, i hate them. i hate when i have to color match things specifically and its purely vibes based

gods why did i decide to have the morbid curiosity to see a panty anarchy rp account. it wasnt even good to satiate the curiosity, it was just intersexism thrown in my face ._.

i think im gonna be a part of selfship bsky as well as on tumblr 💙 i love my sweetie pie The Knocker (though ive heard some call him knox. i think thats a cool name :3) #selfship #selfshipper

"its exceptionally hard to connect with him cause he's not human"BULLSHIT ‼️ i am not one either but i have lots of lovely friends whose experiences are relatable to one another

having a plural partner:

sometimes i get this feeling i wanna talk to someone SO BAD but like. what if my DMs are invasive and they wanna kill me if i get there

microdosing friendship by liking posts but never actually talking to anyone

sometimes i have the thought i kinda wanna smoke but i keep turning myself away cause of the weird chemicals they put on cigarretes 😭 also we had asthma earlier in life so i dont think we'd like to deal with another pulmonary issue if we end up with it

system lockdowns SUCK btw, why do i have to have a free trial of being a singlet for a whole month /vlh

there should be more images of me in angel form btw (specifically s1, the outfit is so patootie). give me more old angel outfit stocking /silly

shoutout to hijab miku cosplayers. ive never seen a bad hijab miku and i never will cause they're all cute and AWESOME ‼️

unsurprisingly, a lot of my issues in life came from the fact i was infantilized. for the way i speak, look, carry myself, among other things. i feel like its shit we have grown such a fawn response shell, cause i honest to gods wanna say "fuck you" at every moment someone's an asshole at us.

PINTEREST?????? LMFAO WHAT IS THIS

today has me feeling all sniffly and moody as hell. gonna listen to archspire again and make myself in gacha life

we are finally getting a poniko fictive. after three years of madotsuki and monoko

stinky stocking loves you all back 💙💙 /pl

my body is a temple and the temple wants an excessive amount of caffeine

hm i wonder. if i ask SCP-294 for my favorite drink, i wonder what it would give me cause i don't think i have one. or at least i dont remember if i do

my psychiatrist today was so shit i literally forced myself to improve my relationships just to prove his ass wrong

this song is literally me today youtu.be/EbdeVhPAbms

i fucking hate my psychiatrist

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they made them as ice cream parlour staff 🥺

stinky stocking at the appointment and it feels a bit more freedom since i dont have to bring anyone else to express my most extreme symptoms

a bit ashamed of wearing the wig i bought to the psych appointment when the whole point of the wig is that i look more like myself. what is this brain

would you guys still love me if i was stinky stocking

pacing around in my cage (room) until i get notified i need to leave (psychiatrist's appointment)

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to me being a system doesnt suck but its highly inconvenient sometimes 😭 like fym im questioning my identity for the third time in a week. i dont have time for that

@dashingreindeer.bsky.social youre yellow and green to me 🥺 (about the what color am i thing)

listening to weird (affectionate) piano pieces has me believing shit like i can learn how to compose in one week

OH NO WONDER I FELT LIKE SHIT ALL WEEK. I HAVENT BEEN TAKING MY ANTIDEPRESSANTS WHEN I THOUGHT I WAS 😭😭

me avoiding alcohol due to my meds: "its okay :3 i didnt even like alcohol anyway :3" me (trying to) avoid caffeine due to my meds: "either i tank all this caffeine into energy or my heart goes crazy. ik the latter is what happens more often but WHAT ARE THE CHANCEES"

stolen 🥺

I’ve invaded my local reindeer herd [ #ponytown ]

do you ever need to do a double take cause youre not 100% sure a new headmate formed or is it just me

hey mutuals, how you doin? if you guys enjoy music, can you give me one or more of your favorites here? 💙

no youtube i dont want your autodubbed shit, ik my japanese is still at shit level but i wanna listen to this japanese guy's cooking videos with their normal voice ToT

honestly idk when it started but i noticed ive started using the 🥀 emoji a lot. but look at it. 🥀 is like the best descriptor to my mood if its just weh.

oh gods im starting to get pissed off at tumblr people again, can someone distract me with anything

some plurals are different parts of the same whole, some plurals are different people sharing a body, and whichever of these best describes your experiences is nobody's fucking business but yours

did you know everything's going to be okay. they just announced it

how it feels like to me to make a sandwich when im really exhausted: youtu.be/MH07E5Rf0oU

im really sad nowasays that every time i see someone say in their bio that they're "anti censorship" it means they're into gross shit, not that they are against censorship in what would actually be useful against, authoritarian governments that actively bar knowledge from the public

god forbid a girl wants to post every waking thought

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