beg (on your knees) 🎧

sometimes I talk a lot and sometimes I don't talk at all and somehow both are embarrassing 😕

coughing fit so bad I fell off my couch and now I'm just laying on the floor..

the 6th of January needs to pass already too much anxiety over this checkup 😮‍💨

answering with "it's spicy you won't like it" when people ask what I'm thinking 😌

what's it called when you're hungry but lose your appetite as soon as you take a bite of food? 😖

you can't hurt me i had bullies literally hold me down and take an eraser to my skin so say what you want 🫡🙂‍↕️

how to unplug brain so that it shuts the fuck up long enough for me to get any length of sleep tonight/early morning 😤😭

when I'm trying to sleep but then I remember and remember and remember and remember...

door dashing a little kiss to your forehead 😚💙

my appointment went just as I thought it would and I was right this stupid cough bruised my ribs. fun times fun times 🙃

introduce yourself with what almost killed you. hi, I'm open heart surgery 😅👋🏻

I think i have a phobia for feeling like i'm bothering people

this pneumonia will be the death of me 💀

6 colors, pixelart

starting the new year off being sick how fun is that 🤧🤒

I got this word twice. back to back 😌

🎧 oh, lead me to the truth and i will follow you with my whole life🎶

what was that? i was so busy making normal human gestures to show i was listening that I wasnt able to actually listen..🙃

imagine opening the front door at your friends house and seeing someone you're absolutely terrified of dropping off the groceries they ordered..and the only reason I had to open the door is because they were in the bathroom and because they ordered alcohol so i had to sign for it..*crying*😭😭

thank you for the email! unfortunately, I have filled my pockets with stones and am making my way to the sea..🌊

feeling incomplete lately 😔

why do I feel absolutely awful for standing up for myself? its supposed to be a good thing right? why do I feel bad? I feel awful for how the other person must be feeling after I told them to stop messing with me and to stop calling me mean names.. 😮‍💨

can we lay in the grass and stare up at the moon or is that lame? 🌔🖤

driving at night with astigmatism ✨️💥✨️💥👁👄👁💥✨️💥✨️

deceiving me is pretty easy because I believe you :) why would I not believe you...

every time I get close to someone I feel like a stray dog trying to live in a house. like I don't know where to put my body or how loud I'm allowed to be 🙃

*having the worst, most graphic intrusive thought i've had in a long, long time* ok now do a silly one..please 🥲

being asked to speak up as a soft spoken person feels like a humiliation ritual I'm not even kidding 🙃

do you know how draining it is that my brain is programmed to think worst case scenario of every situation just SO I'm mentally prepared when stuff goes wrong 😔

me: *is feeling bad* also me: *can't think of a way to make it funny* brain: can't talk about it then 😮‍💨🤐

🌧 rainy day ⛈️

everyday I wash and dress myself like a wound every night I fester and ache like - yeah you get the idea 😮‍💨

I was really hoping that today of all days my brain would give me a break but I guess not 😮‍💨

I've never kicked anyone out of my house faster in my life. you can't come into my home and think you can hit my animals 😤

how often on a dailv basis do you wonder if you're One Of Those Annoying People Who Cant Take A Hint and people only respond to you because they feel obligated?🙃

I need a sous chef for tomorrow I'm about to drown in the kitchen 😅

sorry i talk about you to everyone i know. it’s because every cell in my body loves you

its either serial killer documentaries or Christmas movies till the end of the month. we're either "sleighin" or "slayin" 🎄🔪

what my secret santa from work gifted me. I've never heard of boutiq switch and I didn't know it was 3 strains in one little pod thing 🤯 I can switch between them or do all 3 together. 😱

I'm not sure how I feel about this being spot on 🙃

"when did you stop believing in Santa?" when I was a little kid. I used to write a letter to him every Christmas for as long as I can remember. I only ever wanted 2 things. a new heart and to be adopted. I would open my one present hoping for a heart but it never came. neither did the family. 😅

Repost if you're having gay thoughts

Christmas stockings with my little nightmare complete. she asked for fnaf and poppy playtime characters for hers so I did what I could. I let her do the paint dots on both stockings as well as the little snowman on mine. she had fun and so did i honestly ☺️

if i lay here if i just lay here would you lie with me and marathon the extended edition lord of the rings trilogy? 🖤

I found childhood teeny tiny D (me) photos and I'm upset 🙃

my little nightmare put up her Christmas tree today and shes been all smiles ever since. she was most excited about getting to put her glinda ornament up ☺️