i might make my journal into the journal pages from night in the woods

i have no friends 💔

i’m coming back for you richard

buying tickets for a supernatural convention!! i’m about to meet jensen, jared, mark, richard ( again ) briana ( again ) ruth and DJ QUALLS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

the feminine urge to deactivate

gonna get a DJ qualls photo and a video :3 gonna tell him i loved him in supernatural and z nation. my citizen z garth

whatever i’m meeting jensen ackles and he’s gonna hug me

chat what do i do if he always has his girl friend over and she stays there for weeks because she lives out of town and she spent $200 on him and he’s going to spend $200 on her but she’s “just a friend” y’all she bought him underwear. of course the first time i actually put myself out there-

i went on a DATE for the first time in my entire life. i went out and met someone and actually went on a date. i honestly can’t believe i did that because of my anxiety and not seeing anyone besides family for YEARS and he actually liked the way i look. chat i’m so proud of myself

i can’t even be happy for 5 minutes before i feel nauseous and stressed out and depressed again

i’m coming back for you richard

buying tickets for a supernatural convention!! i’m about to meet jensen, jared, mark, richard ( again ) briana ( again ) ruth and DJ QUALLS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

night in the woods is saving me

love being prescribed to take ativan 3 times a say. i love being really mentally depressed, nauseous, sad and stressed everyday and crying 5 times a day. we love that for me!!

i’m really not okay. i’ve cried everyday at least once for the past week. i don’t know how to get over these thoughts. they terrorize me everyday and i can’t eat or be happy or be clam for even one second. i can’t stop crying

bro i’m fuming the leafy graves level on night in the woods demon towers is driving me insane

adhd 🤝🏼 adopting a new hobby every other week

i want to be pregnant so bad

i’m actually scared of everything lol

show your lock screen

hi chat i could really use some positive thoughts. my mental health is really bad. i keep thinking about death and what happens after you die and i can’t get it out of my head and i keep crying everyday. i dont want to spend my entire life worrying about death but i am. i’m so scared :(

i need someone to talk to i’m having really bad thoughts and they won’t go away :(

god i feel like a fucking loser

having really bad thoughts again :(

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looks like my kitten!!

proud of you all 🩷

me @ all my moots 🖤

i can HEAR the nirnroots

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