king shit

need to pet a dog soon

my last two therapists told me that loneliness at my level hinders any sort of therapeutic progress. I'd spend the entire session just being like, oh, a friend

should really learn to be more independent. raising myself, moving myself across the country, getting myself into therapy (and then psychiatric help), kicking an alcohol addiction by myself, celebrating birthdays alone wasn't enough. gotta be more independent.

turns out it's still not okay to be vulnerable with men

growing up my mom made me plan out every detail of my birthday, down to the presents I got. not only was there no surprise but it showed that making me happy is an incredible and horrible burden that no one wants to shoulder

happy sunday breakfast crew today I am performing jihad

scrolling through this while huffing and puffing like an upset dog

my husband: "won't fight in front the kid i promise" also my husband: "hey skynet whats up with my shitty wife"

very neutral tone for an article admitting that Ocean City relies on the trafficking of teenagers whose lives are legally more exploitable than americans. what the fuck

I think everyone who meets me assumes that there must be other people in my life who are giving me the attention I deserve so they don't need to contribute. But every single person thinks that and I'm all alone.

thought i was gonna maybe treat myself to something today but i just don't have it in me to reward myself for a continued painful existence

doesn't the term "24 hour news cycle" imply that there's constantly something new to talk about? for the past week it's been the same ninety minutes of news just reheated in the microwave

an d thos boys? baltimore oruioles

makin beans & readin memes

Netanyahu: ‘These So-Called Genocide Experts Have Probably Never Committed A Genocide In Their Lives’

the atlas clowns were out at the o's/yankees game last night and they weren't wearing orange

lol just remembered my last viable tinder match was with a barista at a cafe I visit maybe twice a year and she broke it off because im a customer

should probably apply for a job at some point

If I had realized that no one was coming sooner, I probably wouldn't have made it this far. So I guess it's good I spent most of my life being delusional but I wasted a lot of time trying to convince people to care about me when I could have been doing anything else

Last month, I had a vision of myself curled in a ball & weeping at the burnt out end of our world, & realized it's just as pathetic now in what is the practical end of our world, but that didn't make me feel any better

yarrrrr

Don’t eat at any of these places. Don’t eat Atlas: The Admiral’s Cup Atlas Fish Market Azumi The Bygone The Choptank Cunningham’s Cafe The Elk Room Harbor East Deli Italian Disco James Joyce Kannon Loch Bar Maximón Manarque Nine Tailed Fox The Oregon Grill Order of the Ace

former coworkers checking in after you get fired from a job: has this actually happened to anyone?? or just another tv trope

jeez I am absolutely drowning in friends and social activities I need to get off these apps and go soak in how good and easy my life is and has always been

Jeffrey Epstein and Ghislaine Maxwell could not have sold children for sex without rich perverts buying children for sex. I feel like more people should mention that.

I’ve teamed up with the homie (1st pic is his & rest are mine) to sell some records. For me pickup in the NoVA/DC area for him pickup in the Baltimore area Shipping to the US only. HMU if you have any questions or details about something *Please ReSkeet & Share*

an d thos boys? baltimore oruioles

some deluded pinterest mom at barcs has made the decision to add AI slop to their foster/adopt ads and it needs to stop immediately

The Fire That You Have Ignited Within This Wife (Dir. Tyler Perry, Bron Studios, 2018)

white men are creepy tbh

oate

Never forget that on 9/11/1973 a US backed coup overthrew and murdered Chilean President Salvador Allende.

somebody remind me what the New York Yankees tribute to Heather Heyer looked like

think I have the skills to build and operate a coffeeshop from scratch if someone with money in Baltimore wants to make something weird happen

vaxxed?

guys guys I know it's hard but don't let yourself be desensitized to seeing fascist bigots being murdered. it should be a joy each and every time

baristas of Baltimore decaf this man

just wish my life wasn't like this.

matcha madness

mood for september

no one wished me a happy birthday this year

welp i just got fired for no reason

any and all commentary on an american football game just sounds like pure agony. why are your sports like this?

just another manic depressive monday

got to really admire those who stand strong when they're all alone and everyone tells them they suck. reach out and give a kind word to (for example) the homeless guy on the corner, or the benson boone supporter on bluesky

going to be real hard for folks to get to the benson boone concert at cfg tonight. my heart goes out to those sixteen people.

luv it when customers ask if they need to order at the register first before sitting at a table im like baby girl u don't need to do anything u have free will <3