I think my next step of learning is when call ins are appropriate. What level of relationship is required? Is it more harmful or less harmful to be quiet in which situations? My discernment for online is lacking here. I understand the context IRL. Hitting the books

Im beginning to realize that people IRL take my enthusiasm and sincerity as a threat? Im not gonna stop, but damn that makes me so sad for yall I’m used to most everyone lying too, but I hope that being consistently loud will eventually show the truth of it I will find others too.

I tried a ginseng and red jujube tea for the first time last night/this morning I was not expecting that flavor?? It’s AMAZING I need 10 more I’m happy I’m at the point of recovery where trying new things can actually be fun regardless of the outcome, and not dysregulating just because it’s new.

My little Bubber-bear He getting older so now he sleeps more than anything else He’ll always be the little kitten I brought home in my coat who could fit in my hand I’m so happy I found you Bubby and that I have been able to take care of you for so many years I am so grateful you’re my lil guy 💛

Whenever I see someone do or get something incredible. I genuinely get so happy for them. It's like it happened to me. I get even more motivated to do better and grow as a person and creator. I love seeing people win!! Feel free to share your wins in the comment section!!

Howdy yall What can you do to feed my friend & xyr family? Repost, share directly to a friend, but especially give! Any amount is supportive & appreciated. #MutualAid #BlackMutualAid  #TransCrowdFund #MutualAidRequest #TransMutualAid #DisabledCrowdfund #USGovtShutdown #MABoost #HelpFolksLive2025

This can be a really rough lesson to learn, especially if you've been taught to suppress your needs all your life, but I can confidently say that learning to let other people help me and believing I am worthy of being treated well has massively improved my life and the lives of the people around me

Im literally trying to write a post about if I *get got* the real facts about myself,for years, I’ve (barely) talked about my story anywhere but I have been stalked harassed death threatened & monitored by both the people who tortured me & their fans. And ya know what I will but not today.

I came far. Two different mediums, but I’m still partially proud. I used to think this was amazing in 2020. So, that means my 2025 is equally shyt. I can’t wait to grow even more. P.S. she looks like a pigeon person. P.p.s. She reminds me of Bob’s Burger. #ZaireArt #BLackWomen #Procreate #Render

“And I’ve been looking for someone to put up with my bullshit And I can’t even leave my bedroom, so I keep ‘em pouring” . . . . . . . . . #Cry #Tears #ZaireArt #art #BLackArt #Procreate

#MutualAid What would you do if you lost your freezer full of food? Repost, dm a friend, send $, don’t look away. My friend is hungry Please join me & support #BlackMutualAid  #TransCrowdFund #MutualAidRequest #TransMutualAid #DisabledCrowdfund #USGovtShutdown #MABoost #HelpFolksLive2025

All of these men are white.

Ok yep nope Staying off the internet Big ol reminder to the civvies though: This is everywhere Your churches Schools Courts The whole system Your uncle cousin aunt Babysitters It’s a byproduct of unchecked power and access to vulnerable And that means it’s MOSTLY white men. Sit with it

I think I need to stay off the internet today. Fellow survivors, sending you love Civvies, mind your p’s and q’s

I still love her. I’m so so tired of losing people to addiction I’m so tired of being sober all alone

I forgot how much it hurts when you realize some folks are not in the fight with you once it no longer benefits them personally, when they balk at challenging the system because they still want to succeed within it

BIG OL CSA TRIGGER WARNIN’ I survived childhood trafficking in my local church. (Cult) I am super proud of the Epstein survivors I am rolling my eyes at how yall don’t get how common it is And how yall conflate it with SW Remember as your processing, survivors see the whole thing

Rearranging my bedroom furniture I still need some assistance, but 1.75 years ago I couldn’t walk. This is a WIN.

Bubber wants you to repost so his friend can eat and he can sleep easy

Yall thank you for the motion, let’s keep it going! Let’s feed & obtain freezer so no more food is lost #MutualAid #BlackMutualAid  #TransCrowdFund #MutualAidRequest #DisabledCrowdfund #MABoost #HelpFolksLive2025

Cutting off all my short shirt sleeves is correct and good Then I get cold, so I wear long sleeves underneath Do not judge my arms it makes sense to them

This is white privilege for real.

Black women are not built to be everyone’s lesson.

I love this.

Yall thank you for the motion, let’s keep it going! Let’s feed & obtain freezer so no more food is lost #MutualAid #BlackMutualAid  #TransCrowdFund #MutualAidRequest #DisabledCrowdfund #MABoost #HelpFolksLive2025

145 for me and 160 for my sis. There's also a deep freezer on my sister's wishlist so we can prevent this from happening again 💸💞 #MutualAid #BlackMutualAid  #TransCrowdFund #MutualAidRequest #TransMutualAid #DisabledCrowdfund #USGovtShutdown #MABoost #HelpFolksLive2025

Final progress for the night It’s bed time

On this Veterans Day, it’s worth remembering that the GI Bill helped many white veterans thrive after WWII, but discriminatory systems kept over a million Black veterans from accessing the same opportunities.

When the sketch comes out as good as your 20 hour painting 👌🥲 #digitalpainting #digitalart #art #landscape #landscapepainting

another dumb fuck tree #pixelart

Boopin’ along

OK THIS IS RAD, RAD AS HELL. ORIGINAL CONCEPT ARTIST IS @anhdangerous.bsky.social And GingerofOz made him FLESH youtu.be/dSBNs3TeINc?...

Progress of Número Dos

This is cool as hell!!! !!!!!!!! youtu.be/Se2n0cmBefU?...

Bluesky and or my Internet are mad about how much I’m posting for this live reaction to one of the most horrifying movies of all time, Vampire Kiss with Nicholas Cage. And it keeps throwing me out of my thread Either that or I am just that far skidoodled.

I thought he was crying about getting fired But it’s even more pathetic of a tantrum Dear god this is satire right They knew what they were saying right? Poor Alva I’d be stressed too.

Dang nabbit I messed my thread order up somehow. This is what I get for live reactions and intoxication.

I’ve been watching movies I’ve never seen before as part of recovery. Tonight is Vampire Kiss with Niclas Cage First impression: the hell is that accent, sounds like middle school boy tried to be posh? 10/10 highly suitably aggravating for this character

Leftover tacos, cuddle cats, setting up my desk so I can be serious about my art and not just dream it or bounce around an available seat in the house crcicking up my back. Make the right choices for you and you will be able to do more of what you want. It ain’t easy, and it’s lonely, but…

I am pro veteran anti war type of person. People over profit, people over greed, people over corps, people over hatred. Veterans Day always gives me mixed feelings. I miss my dad. This is when I would call him and talk. But he chose the greed war fash route, so we can’t do that ever again.

Like, not to be entitled or anything, but I should have had a set of parents from childhood to adulthood that didn't actively try and fuck me over

Hey lesbian DV is not just a thing it’s frighteningly the norm, at least where I live. Currently trying to recover but still live with her cuz *gestures at economy* My other (safe) roomate is not here rn She’s pulling all kind of sh!t Posting, art, cat is keeping me going

#MutualAid #BlackMutualAid  #TransCrowdFund #MutualAidRequest #DisabledCrowdfund #MABoost #HelpFolksLive2025

I added a new deep freezer to my sister's #ThroneWishlist bcuz we're now worried about putting food in it. That freezer is twenty years old anyway, so it was working up to its lifespan. Sister's food goal: 160/500 Her cashapp/Venmo: squiddcandy Her Throne #Wishlist throne.com/bayonetbunny

We're at 100/500 and 75/500. We just lost food cuz my sister's deep freezer failed. We honestly can't even get it looked at by a professional and frankly there's electrical problems in the house right now 😩 food first unfortunately

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Every day I reach a new goal and every day I am more tired and proud of myself. Sometimes the goal IS to cuss people out for trying to take advantage of you, and laughing in their face when they pikachu all confused cuz they didn’t believe you have boundaries now. Anyways looking for a new roomie

Headed to bed, will you match me?

Hey if you’re making food for your friends and you know they have allergies and you don’t scrub your whole ass kitchen down, yes I do mean that, then you don’t care about your friend and it’s more about your ego. If you’ve can’t do all that, it’s okay, find another different way to show care.