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A little doggy coming by just came up and almost climbed in my lap 🥹🥹🥹🥹 blessed

Something was kinda painful in the fresher wisdom tooth removal site and I've been sort of poking it with my tongue and A bit of glue that holds my retention wire came out It came off before christmas IT'S BEEN STUCK IN MY GUM THIS ENTIRE FUCKING TIME

MY SON IS SO DUMB LOOK AT HIM

Also apparently my boss went 丞しんどそうやけど、大丈夫かな to my coworker today but like. Didn't ask me how I felt or anything so like. Girl. You're 40 get your shit together

PLANS FOR TOMORROW CANCELLED LET'S GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

The scratch is back and ofc it's at the least okay time for it to appear. Eh. The timing of this entire breakdown sucks man. I hate this.

We have an update on Charlie’s newfound love of printing.

Not only did my boss seeminlgly not care yesterday, even though whenever someone writes they're not feeling well she's all get better soon! She doesn't even grace me with a "you ok?" after I left the party abruptly yday saying I'm not feeling well. Gonna cry again.

My head hurts double bc of TN and crying my fucking brain out, and even though I'm spiralling to the point of checking what's legal for the company to do regarding contracts and contract ending etc and if i can sue for damages I'll have to wake up in 8h, go to the office, work as usual and smile

It's been a long while since I've wanted to do something stupid this bad

You know what's funny? I went outside in a hurry bc the food that came gave me massive nausea, spiralled, and the waiter cared about my wellbeing more than my boss and manager who know about my medical conditions. Who know i was feeling really bad today.

Aaaaaaand here we go, breakdown

I'm seriously considering saying the headache is back and going home bc man it's really hard to not cry, looking at all those people and knowing they got their bonuses and I'm just. Here. Putting so much into my work I don't have anything else left vut dtill somehow worse than everyone else.

It's a bit hard to enjoy the new year party now

Mmmm apprently other ppl got the bonus :) and the company did very well :)) so... What's up?

the paycheck came in and there's no bonus yet, so unless my boss announces bonuses on the company new year dinner today and sends them soon, if I don't get neither bonus nor a raise, I think I'll actually start looking into a different job within the traditional craft support sector tbh.

gods literally. can't focus my eyes enough to see the screen help

crying bc the tn from yday turned into a really bad one, the "can't stand straight bc my balance is fucked and i might throw up from the pain" kind, but I have a 1:1 with my manager (possibly performance review) today and also there's a construction going outside my fucking window

Uhhhh neuralgia j dont feel good

Anyway what i know if i had 2 drinks with a (not super close) friend today and it made me think I'd love to get hammered and just cry all this heaviness out and uh. It's usually a pretty bad sign. Anw hugs appreciated or sth

Uhhhhhh work's been busy and life's been kibda heady this past week and it doesn't make sense from hormonal point of view so idk what's up! Cat withdrawal?

cleaning up my desktop and found this little gem

ASTRONAUT CHEESE PUFF

we’re in the vet’s office waiting room and they just called for Agamemnon. we all looked at the Great Dane but it turns out Agamemnon is an orange kitten in a backpack that makes him look like an astronaut cheese puff

Lrt (?) i love how ppl still use the homestuck quadrants to describe relationships.

couples that slay together stay together #RadioStatic #MurderMedia

I've been doing a lot of thinking and I think if I at some point decide to quit or lose a job here and for whatever reason don't get another one in Kyoto, my next choice of a place to live would be Norway

13 years, eh?? Hope nothing bad happens this year!! (a joke)

Violently nauseous once again. Let's see what happens next: 1. I manage to make food 2. I throw up Vote now on your phones

I processed two weeks of customer support tickets IN ONE FUCKING DAY, while also packing and shipping multiple things and making sure daily ops happen. if I get ANY shit for not being fast enough with things, I will make a fucking SCENE

Oh nice, I'm already at tickets from 3 days ago! Yay! Should be able to leave the office before 9pm!

Email: your order has been shipped Customer: HAS THIS BEEN SHIPPED YET IT WAS SUPPOSED TO SHIP BY NOW WHY IS THIS TRANSACTION SO DIFFICULT I WILL QUIT. THROUGH THE FUCKING WINDOW

Also I just found out, the coworker who's been coming to work masked and sounding sick the whole week? HE TESTED POSITIVE FOR COVID ON MONDAY. BUT "IT WON'T BE THAT BAD BC IT'S HIS 4TH TIME"

In other news, work made me cry three times already today. Mm. Doing great

#radiorose i like them ❤️

Oh also yea a coworker got angry at me that I asked what a huge vacuum cleaner was doing in the most crowded space of the office and askdd to not just throw things in there. Bc she "didn't know what to do with it bc it used to be in a space that now is set for her" and "doesn't know how to throw -

After three days of intense work i have finally caught up with CS! ... For 12/26-31. Now I just gotta do 1/1-9 🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃

Who do I talk to if i think my manager has recently been taking out stress on our team by being unnecessarily harsh and utterly unhelpful

Man I've been back for 3 days and I'm kinda at the end of my rope here. Getting scolded bc someone else fucked up and does not realize the way they staffed someone breaks labour laws? And me not being aware it was on purpose, considering that everyone else is staffed in accordance with that law? Wow

Love doing my job properly and then getting questioned on why things happened.

I'm so tireddddd man while I did manage to wake up and not sleep through my alarm I did fall asleep not too long after lol i'm so tired tho i feel nearly feverish. I'm going home right when my work hours end and go to sleep immediately after I get home

#hazbinhotelseason2 #hazbins2spoilers #hazbinhotels2 #radiorose #humanalastor #blood “𝓣𝓱𝓮𝓻𝓮’𝓼 𝓷𝓸 𝔀𝓪𝔂 𝓸𝓾𝓽~” 🥀

magical

My babiest babygirl Frytka came to snuggle up a bit tonight 🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹

Omg guise the academic journal i wrote an article for is here!!!! I am now a twice published author!!!!

"there are no seats available for your flight for online check in, please perform check in at the counter" say WHAT BITCH

Had the nicest tea practice with my tea teacher here in Poland by candle light, in a small group, with charcoal fire and warm mead between the forms to get a bit of the tea gathering flow and my heart is so warm now, I love her so much

Note to self: bring a fuckton of jp soft tissues next time when you visit your parents bc yoU'RE ALLERGIC TO CATS AND BLOW YOUR BRAINS OUT YOU FUCKASS

We had a good run