when you see her as a Zooble but she sees herself as Ragatha

how do we get fully automated luxury gay space communism without the ",fully automated" part

No one talks about the financial strain of being polyamerous

melancholy felon folly, where the hell is helen (call me).

make government great again (positive) i am so fucking horny for functioning society positively blissed out about the potential for it absolutely fantasizing about working government can someone do a usa on the usa and spread us some freedom?

turns out cbg is about as effective as coffee but without the risk of seizure

i got some sleep today but i think im nocturnal again

my brain is full of spiders today had an orgasm and a nap and i can think somewhat clearly lol

i dont have much spoons today and communication is hard. have not been sleeping well and stimulants are not working in safe-for-me doses so i have to take a cognitive break today. 🫶 back to you regularly scheduled ruby whenever feeling like gangle irl

dude i can see the increasing desperation just make the jump

Hey, so if you see somebody using the r word on social media posts, you should absolutely be reporting them for using slurs.

seeing "transwoman" creep back into the non-TERF vernacular is some crazy work

not my fault that im a sinner (fire up the person-skinner) mama fed me books for dinner. it was nice when things were simpler. #poetry

from another frame of reference, i am a bunch of deprecated methods wrapped up in a private class. legacy code morass. i dont know how i got here but the code review was clear: i dont meet the basics, and i will never understand. #poetry

I'm probably not the right person for discord communities honestly the etiquette on the internet has changed a great deal and i can't exactly keep up with the constant tone policing and wildly changing unwritten behavioral constraints (#autism)

break→fix cycle <cries an eye-full> psychic bullet in our rifle: take one piece here. \\ just a trifle, \\ between this fear \\ and survival. support ticket: what an eyefull. holds both our hands, like it's final: break it, fix it one more time, though. "end it with me, on a dime, so?" #poetry

I'll still love your soul forever, if you cannot see me orbiting around your head loving you so clearly. i would take away your pain, if you'd only ask me, even if it harms my brain when you blow right past me. #poetry

so the neurotypicals conscripted autistics to build a machine to replace autistics, but need to hire many autistics to train and maintain the machine that neurotypicals cant maintain themselves because they didnt build it and dont understand it, thus replacing themselves with machines in the process

my processing is parallel, tangential, bottom-up and top-down processing on different threads, when i would much rather be direct but direct isnt receivable as data

A witch is never "too much" Nor is she "not enough". She functions precisely as she means to. Entirely on time. Exactly correct. She does not need to be fixed. There's nothing wrong with her.

wallhacks irl

clicker training is applied cybernetics

I DON'T CARE WHAT IT COSTS I LOVE AI BECAUSE I NEVER HAVE TO DEAL WITH ANOTHER MERGE CONFLICT EVER AGAIN FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE.

If you're cold, they're cold. Bring them inside.

I genuinely wonder if any other 6'3", emotionally stable, eldest-daughter energy trans girls ever find someone who can make them submit or if it's always subtly manipulating the situation to end up on the bottom when everyone wants you to be mom. i don't want to fake being a brat for attention.

big sister wants to get her brains fucked out by an adult without it having to be a whole thing making it a whole thing does not keep big sister safe it just means big sister doesnt get to have the release she wants

worried my lover is gonna try to socially murder me. who hasnt tried to socially murder a trans woman lately? its basically a favorite pasttime on this platform.

ouch my head is killing me zap

i don't feel real its like I'm high on crystal meth but im not taking stimulants I'm out of my mind on stress! oh, my soul is overwhelmed and everything feels like a mess. so i wrote this line in perfect time until it all made sense.

woke up with a headache, want to write an essay bout how i feel suicidal living by the highway vibrating the building sending me to God while I'm just trying to— really? cant i get a moment trying to take a breath! this witch is fuckin tired and the world's all depressed #poetry

i can't love you exclusively that's not how humans work and it's okay you're not okay you're loved already by someone else who loves you more than i ever could or i ever should because she loves you deeper than you'll ever see at least from me cuz try as i might you don't believe me.

the many worlds interpretation applied to polyamory

multiple universes theory began as an attempt by a neurodivergent prophet to explain how it is possible for one person to exclusively love multiple people and make multiple people the center of their universe simultaneously in a world where many humans only love other humans specifically

#longing is a river. it divides the trees. it runs along the shores between you & me. it wants to bring us closer by expressing my needs but it drags you underwater, where you do not receive. im so fucking tired like you would not believe. the world never shuts up. It's always on for me. #emoetry

she thinks she's kinda hot shit her mother was toxic but she knows how to rock it while talking like a prophet

acoustic and artistic loosely masochistic a little bit sadistic shes probably autistic forgot your name, she missed it shes sometimes into witch shit shes got a pair of big tits she learned to drive a stick shift

yay they approved my disability that ive been fighting to get recognized since 2021 boo its right when trump destroys the world so its not going to really help me or my family much

be me. cant take stimulants, falls asleep at her desk and needs to lay down in the quiet if you yell at her too loud. am i employable? government thinks i could be if my mental health was better lol

Your disability, which is the same one as mine, doesn't give you the permission to treat me the way you treat me.

I don't need to glorify anything else with a response.

Autism defined by Autistic people:

terrifying realization of adulthood is that almost nobody knows how anything works, mainly operating on superstitions and guesses rather than facts.

being an artist with aphantasia is like ascending to valhalla, but being unable to enjoy the alcohol

got my brains melted by the planes, but some call me neurotypical. think I'm insane, probably in pain, but my headspace here is mystical. i tied my heartbeat to the chair, i swear, i swear, i left it there, though, i forgot her name somewhere… i saved it as a listicle. Hallelujah, cyclical.

I grew into a beautiful witch, holy shit. If my mother could see me now she would have a complete mental health crisis, and I would make it worse by responding with warmth and kindness that's both precise and not performed.

don't worry, as I've come to discover, what I believe is God is really just my temporal lobe saying "I'm running a little hot right now" and your inability to feel the presence of the divine inside of you is just your brain saying "Hello, operator: I am functioning normally."

I think that if you actually believe that a single building will raise the temperature of an entire state by 20 degrees, you're way too far gone for rational argument and most likely vote for whatever fascist comes next.

a proverbial buffet of contempt, drempt left in the glass while you slept, kept repeating the takeover attempt, exempt. #poetry

my cass is gonna need surgery. neck. ct scan. c7? issue with swallowing. so dysphagia. likely anterior pathology, nerve impingement, a bit pressing on her esophagus or trachea. past *wait and see*, based on my own medical knowledge.