i spent months on end compressed between a hydraulic press of material crises & incessant, unappeasable berating while dangerously underslept & underfed & Still made bulk dinners & did crisis support & helped ppl get transition care regularly. let me fucking recover if u want me to do More than that

my trans organizing work is stuff no one who didn’t rlly rlly care abt it would do & when ppl approach me & r judgy abt us not having bandaids or treat us like a giant org they’re smugly critiquing & act like idgaf for no reason its rlly discouraging

playing burnout whackamole

it's always two furries pretending they aren't until it's time to fuck

made a little event post for ig vending: may 28th (tonight) east falls beer garden may 31st - Clark park zine fest (with my needle exchange/harm reduction distro buddies!!) june 27th - lunar faire!! upcoming guest spots to be announced: July - Baltimore md August - Kingston ny hmu for info!

If you are considering HRT you should start it regardless of what people discoursing online are saying

the "automation" in question

I love trans women so much im so happy that I have so many transfem friends & co-organizers and im so happy that I get opportunities to do things that make them smile:) having transfem friends & community makes me feel so much safer & brings so much joy to my life

open.spotify.com/track/0qawQ0... today’s mood

none of this will ever stop me

Ill never delete my messy posts. i contain multitudes . an organizing friend told me I practice ‘artless disclosure‘ which i think just means autism.

i wanna be able to enjoy having a couple good weeks, a good relationship, etc without feeling an impending sense of doom and having anxiety spirals bc my brain is convinced im too comfortable & am about to be hurt rlly bad but yeah sure i should just be super chill & content that ppl did this to me

ive forgiven and found empathy for multiple people even after they have hit me & threatened me & let me down horribly, I think anyone who starts trying to tell me to be less angry or more patient shld take that into consideration and shut the fuck up

I love my friends n my dog girl and the bounty of philadelphia our beautiful city which we will soon reclaim from the despotic rule of that horrible woman and her cackling posse of destructive malice and rebuild In a way reflective of our culture & soul !!!

kiande amedha is soooooooooo good i love them so much i love the way ppl who turn up for them mosh:)) i rllly need to get back on my cardio so i dont almost die next time lmao

SO TONIGHT, WE’RE GONNA FUCK SHIT UP TONIGHT WE’RE GONNA FUCK SHIT UP TONIGHT, WE’RE GONNA FUCK SHIT UP WHOA OH OH OH OH

me and my dog moshed too hard and bonked noggins like in a cartoon

remember that they have never been able to stop trans people and they never will be able to stop us. they have nothing without their fixation on us, and we have everything, whether they like us or not. they depend on us as an enemy & scapegoat; we live for love of ourselves & each other, independent

ok ya part of why there’s an abundance of food based mutual aid & not other types is free food is easy to get & brings ppl together but its also bc shit is depressing and potatoes r easy for depressed ppl to make

Evil evil period cramps

ive got a pussy like the sidewalks of Philadelphia. badly maintained and subject to frequent use by multiple people

last night my roommie tried to tell me i was catastrophizing & bad things wld not necessarily repeat themselves 4ever & i was like ’no im not catastrophizing bc I don’t think it’s inevitable i just think i need To consider all possibilities. Like the evil one.’ me when im wrong.

gonna brute force leaving behind my anxiety attack yesterday by embodying amyl & the sniffers open.spotify.com/track/6MYReE...

this morning i kept falling back asleep after my alarm bc there was some kind of distant machine noise happening and my half asleep brain thought it sounded like cat purring and felt safe

it wld be cool if I hadn’t been slutshamed & treated like a vehicle of sexual & trans contagion & infectious disease by so many people that i now have anxiety attacks about it happening again at 2 am right after taking THC

nothing hits harder than delicious deli sandwich on a nice day after leaving work early

teleporting is real if you consider drunk driving a form of teleporting

half those ppl btw sought me out explicitly for easy sex but then got rlly mad if I tried to communicate about it or ask for what I wanted or ask what they wanted. actually this makes sense bc they were older ppl seeking someone 2 infantilize rather than a partner w communication skills & agency

my ramona flowers moment evil exes newest to oldest: -older woman w trust issues who wouldn’t give detail abt her past & got me hooked on meth -person pretending to have DID bc of psychosexual obsession w 19 year old, now asking current bf‘s partners to spot her 500$ worth of K -DJ -bakugo kinnie

on antibiotics, 3 year old at work screaming at the top of his lungs for 30 straight minutes, mutual aid event right after work this Saturday and ppl staying over at my house so I have to do tons of laundry and dishes tn after I get home at like 8 or 9 pm. and im expected to not abuse drugs

wanted to post some cute fit pics from this winter but most of the selfies I have r nudes I took for my gf loll

Let us not abandon MN purely because the news cycle has turned

What the fuck are we doing here

being on apps makee me feel a little insane yall like. we are not "fixing democracy " or whatever the fuck ppl are idealizing with their little broken brains. this colonial bullshit was always always bad and the message is still LAND BACK. thanks goodnight

God took a 20% cut of his lifespan

Reposting the image with alt text. So EVERYONE can see which of the thirteen airports will have ICE agents on site

Ive been getting stopped & patted down by TSA almost every time I’ve flown since socially transitioning at 14. pre-top surgery I’d wear a sports bra instead of a binder to the airport so it didn’t show up as an abnormality, didn‘t matter

Pro tip: engaging w other organizers by being like ‘Ya im an anarchist but u dont have to be one if ur chill w doing anarchist work’ ensures u will keep ur circles anarchist & future anarchist only bc any ML u speak to will instantly give a 10 min lecture on why we need communist prisons & leave

Our January article on the conditions faced by two of the defendants — Meagan Morris and Autumn Hill — also emphasized they are part of a history of resistance to injustice both behind bars and outside them. That struggle, for Morris, Hill and all political prisoners, continues.

Not only is this 100% unarguably true, trans folks have been telling you this about the NYT for half a decade. There's a record and history of that too! Here's me and @reallandsend.bsky.social talking about it IN MARCH 2023 soundcloud.com/deathpanel/t...

The last part of @thefreeradical.org's tour de force Liberation is a Riot series debunked the status quo's sanitized version of nonviolence. The finale deals with history's hard truths about riots, rebellions and how trans communities have to grapple with violence to survive.

recent tattoos!! 💙

The biggest threats we face aren't from those who openly seek the destruction of trans lives — dangerous as they are — but from the many, many more who will readily carry out whatever they say. Every cis person needs to ask themselves that question. Would you do that? Will you?

perfect representation of the vicious asininity of our persecution and the banal mechanisms of its implementation: these regular-ass people, the staff at the dmv, dutifully inflicting whatever absurd degradation they're told, no matter how blatantly, cruelly pointless. would you do that? will you?

these people should all hang

In 1938, the German Reich invalidated all German Jewish passports. They must surrender them, after which their ID will mark them as a Jew. In 2026, the state of Kansas invalidated all correct trans drivers licenses. They must surrender them, after which their ID will mark them as trans.