youtu.be/HJsWhXAAzGM?... okay i want more considering most kamen rider is a toy ad this is the best lipstick advertisement ever even if it doesn’t really make sense as she wears a mask. I don’t care give her a series or movie already!

Finished The Cipher and The Black Farm both very squishy books. Time to give Annihilation another go.

I’m streaming on @joystick.tv! Being manic and loud!

definitely adding this to my wishlist

I finally put out my figure after three years of owning him and keeping him in a dusty box. This Kozure Okami/Lone Wolf and Cub themed Mandalorian is such a cool doll!

They’re arresting press rn for reporting on the recent ice related church incident and adding peaceful observers documenting them to a list. This is getting worse and worse everyday. Each of our constitutional rights are being stripped away. It’s terrifying.

Damn, I learn something new every day.

Brits: you are nowhere near frightened enough of what's happening in the US right now and what UK politicians are promising with the help of Palantir and friends. From @ markmcposts on IG.

A TikTok “glitch” is suppressing news about ICE and Epstein

Seems like a good video for his trial

I think my birthday gift to myself will be taking a hiatus from social media today.

hi it’s my birthday if you’d like to buy me a slice of pizza or help me pay rent (I’m 300 short) that would be neat but not required. venmo: beakindrewind I’m sorry my mental health isn’t quite on par for me to do my birthday stream but much like irl we’re going to celebrate next week.

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Disclaimer to my new followers who might be unaware I’m a SWer, I’m typically just a slut on here. An opinionated emotional slut but still a slut 4 $. I won’t be offended if people unfollow me when I return to posting tits. I’m not offended that people have unfollowed me for not posting my tits.

Because genuinely this isn’t great for my streaming income or lack there of right now.

It’s absurd but ever since I watched the execution I’ve struggled to play my shooter games. Theres a clear difference between real gun violence and a video game. But the cold hearted nature of the moment has genuinely left me having tightness in my chest and an inability to enjoy what I enjoy.

I feel like I’m in an abusive relationship with my country. An abuser that gaslights, demeans, and tries constantly to break my spirit. It wants me gone but also wants to control me and not let me go by my terms. Speaking as someone who has been in such toxic relationships. It feels so similar

I’m a 1st generation American, my family has had a long complex history with war & governing powers seizing our livelihood & controlling our narratives. I was told to be careful if I ever visit my parents home country because they could abduct you, kill you, make you vanish. The irony is bitter.

this has never been about immigration reform.

It’s frustrating that I was able to buy a gun as easy as buying beer where I used to live. A receipt no training, absurd. Now I live somewhere there is so many formalities and fees that are beyond my means to protect myself against those armed to hunt me with impunity. There really is no middle.

I’m just a part time cam girl trying not to die for being queer or for my ethnicity. I’m not undeserving of dignity because I utilize SW to survive. My worth shouldn’t be based on a 3 strike rule of morally righteous people who lack compassion. I am not just the things people hate me for.

When is it talking about politics and when is it confronting the painful truths of humanity? What’s the line of detachment and avoidance we are taking on for self care and not just complacently looking away and letting horrible things happen? Do good people really pretend they don’t see it?

I apologize I can’t verify the legitimacy of this video. But it’s not out of the scope of reality of what is happening. Untrained army is being armed and given federal level immunity to attack civilians. Thats true enough.

oh heck my birthday isn’t next week, it’s tomorrow that’s how out of it I am. Funds are too tight and my mental health has been a challenge. I had already talked to my partners because they really want to celebrate it that we will do a thing next month. I really lost track of my own birthday, wow

We didn’t know Alex Pretti but we watched him die minutes after it occurred, a public execution. We could see someone we do know or even ourselves in his place. A woman is shoved to the ground, do you help her? Do you have to think about helping her? Do you think you’ll be murdered for helping her?

Local bureaucrats letting down their communities while putting on airs with power tripping big government is becoming so fucking old. Choose a goddamn side, not everything can be centrist when lives are at stake. There is no money, there is no power if you turn your back on your people. So stupid!

One of my oldest friends who I’ve never met is helping me get my passport. I didn’t want to accept her generosity but realizing we live in a world that terrible things could occur to me if I don’t have my “papers” is jarring. Feeling anxiety walking my dog and having to hide my face is so wrong.

You should not be murdered for protecting women from murderers.

My friend was referring to a video game we both are familiar with, but with my birthday coming up next week I couldn’t help but make this joke.

Seeing that post about an ICE agent who had his finger bit off by a protestor. Why the hell was his hand in their mouth in the first place?

Even the NRA is calling out the BS right now.

Everyday citizens have become war photographers. A career my mom a survivor, soldier, refugee of war forbid me to pursue. A career known for its extremely high mortality rate either due to death on the field or taking their own lives due to the atrocities they’ve had to witness in person.

It’s not about being pedantic comparing these people to nazis, it’s about the tragedy and inhumanity we are witnessing in real time. We are not animals, animals are innocent as they act within their nature. But if our nature is to heartlessly brutalize each other, we are worst than animals.

You clearly see the agent with the grey jacket remove his gun - it is slowed down, stabilized and zoomed. This is extremely graphic but it is clear murder and the shooter(s) should be arrested

Kare 11 local news just read, in full, this statement from Michael and Susan Pretti, the parents of Alex Pretti. "Please get the truth out about our son."

Alex Pretti was a colleague at the VA. We hired him to recruit for our trial. He became an ICU nurse- I lover working with him. He was a good kind person who lived to help and these fuckers executed him. White. Hot. Rage.

He was on his on his hands and knees. Truth doesn’t matter to these people, it’s about agitation, frustration, distraction, manipulation. They want you to waste your time arguing with each other. People are being murdered in front of us, babies literally babies are being taken.

It’s hard to be sexy, to enjoy playing video games, to stream or even smile for me rn. It’s hard to not feel how crushing reality is and let myself ignore it. I’m sorry to my followers you don’t follow me for this stuff on your feed but I just can’t look away.

they're executing moms and nurses in the street. they're using preschoolers as bait. they're stealing people's dads and grandmas and children. they're tear gassing babies. they're staking out schools. there is no remedy but abolition. any proposal that doesn't start there is an act of violence.

I’m legally an American but I’ll always be looked as an other by certain people. I left one place hoping that merely being clocked as 🏳️‍⚧️ threatened my life but the reality is I’m in a country where just not being passing as what the people in power sees as 🇺🇸 is a threat.

Alt text available. My observation of today’s murder of Alex Preddi

He was directing traffic, they shoved a woman down, he went to protect her, they tackled him, his hands were clenched in fists while they were beating him An agent yelled he has a gun. An agent walk away from the dogpile with a gun His hands still clenched on the ground They shoot him 11 times

The man murdered today was an ICU nurse named Alex Preddi

i just saw the other angle and that was murder massive trigger warning www.tiktok.com/t/ZP8fqeqSX/

another shooting, another video. We’re seeing it happen, children being abducted and people being executed.

my passport expired and I’m genuinely nervous to be outside now as a person of color.

Rabbit, Sweden, 15th century