i'm like if a girl was doomed by the narrative but she kept going exclusively to spite the author

i'm so tired of the entire internet becoming a nazi bar

periodic " moots add me on discord in case this place sinks " post. @kobalent ; ask me about my signal username over there since i don't have access to bsky dms

y'know, i keep saying that the first time i tried shrooms i didn't feel their effect, but i also watched mean girls for the first time that night and i do not remember anything about it ( though the 100mg thc edible i also did that night could be the culprit ) anyways, happy mean girls/fma day

learned that apparently you can spin hair into yarn, so now i'm having Ideas™

hello panic attack in the shower, my old friend

was hoping to get stuff done today, but it seems to have been a bit of a dud

Is it dread or pride that my extremely negative views are turning out correct/true? It's bitter.

fascists are weak. they terrorize because they have no other way of earning respect

It’s trans people’s god given right to be annoying and unreasonable.

i think my inability to draw the human form might stem from dysphoria

OKAY WHO DID THIS, WHO'S RESPONSIBLE

basically. if u want to be cool with the dolls. u are going to have to make decisions that are political. that might get you in trouble. theres no way to be cool with the dolls and also perpetuate the status quo

This shit makes me so angry. They did this to my mother, which is how I ended up unhoused.

Make Nazis afraid again

the problem, as always, is that you expected better from people in positions of power in the first place. they are your enemy and always have been.

it takes like 2 minutes to open a thread, 5 – 15 minutes to load images most of the time ( even when composing a post ), following feed and notifications often fail to load, can't post link previews because they time out, i need to manually sign in whenever i try to switch accounts.

also in this thread, paul goes on to say that jesse singal “hasn’t violated TOS” as if the bsky TOS/moderation policies have EVER been consistent in any way, shape, or form. he then maligns this specific user for calling jay a bitch. she spat in the face of her trans userbase. that’s bitch behavior

blocked the waffles cunt 🤷‍♀️

Help an old comrade.

i find it amusing that i can figure out what leg i'm supposed to do my injection on when i forget by searching @katie.bzky.team's post from the previous thursday since we're in opposite leg schedules

bpd fucking sucks

dysphoria hitting like a bastard tonight

the limes were too sour and i used a couple too many 😞

i wonder if my outdated bsky app is so slow and terrible for my phone's battery health because of the age verification bullshit that's been implemented last few months

emotions kinda all over the place tonight

like, when i was first learning english, i quickly noticed that there's a big difference in the acoustics of a voice in this language compared to spanish, which led me to develop a second voice ( which has kinda become my primary atp but whatever )

combining voice training with learning a language is really neat ngl !

a couple nights ago i was writhing in pain unable to sleep. tonight i'm the comfiest i've been in a very long time ! nightnight ☺️

had a slow everything shower and did my skincare afterwards as a reward for my hard work today ☺️

had a decently productive day of chores today and feeling accomplished c:

🧵 UPDATE FOR MY BIRTHDAY: Hi, so AI killed my career(s) and I'm still barely holding on. Some people tried to get me to start a fundraiser, but that felt weird, so I thought maybe if I was contributing something? So I started making shirts. Can you share this and maybe think about grabbing some?

having recovered from feeling like a wet noodle for a day and finally with my vyvanse, today i've folded and put away clothes from weeks ago, doing laundry, washing the bed dressing, cleaned the bathroom, decluttered a bit we're so back

feeling less beat up tonight so hopefully i can manage some decent sleep !

a hydraulic press would work, too

i still feel like a pile of mashed potatoes

i hate that now i hesitate when using the word for frozen water

everything hurts too much to sleep, staying awake also hurts, idk what to do aaaaaaa

i truly do love being trans

my legs have been burning from all the extra walking i had to do yesterday ( had to return to the pharmacy 3 times and the last one i had just made it home ), and my arm is ouchie from the vaccines, and tummy hort, so i'm having the least restful night in a long time :c

the regret of getting two vaccines in the arm i rest my weight on when trying yo sleep 😭

at least i got what i need to make carne con limón so i'll have some tasty meals in the near future !

so much unnecessary waiting in today's errands i'm starting to dissociate and i'm not even halfway done aaaaaaa

so that 2-hour call was for nothing, and now i have to wait >30 minutes still for them to fill them lol

i just want one week where i have the energy to do all the chores i keep putting off

todo : my shot, go pick up my meds, hopefully flu and covid shots, get groceries on the way back currently in my way : uncooperative brain that hasn't had its vyvanse in nearly a week

do y'all also see a vivid picture in your mind of what you touch or is it just me ?

mRNA is amazing

sad for no reason today /: