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Looks like my mom is next Fuck Cancer

Broke down after work. Had to cancel today. Was like I was 5 and hearing the news about my dad. Quiet screaming for over an hour.

Returning to work today. Entertaining people is going to be hard. 😔😮‍💨

these kids are good.

I just want to make cool shit with good people and celebrate good people making cool shit. And, y’know… burn to the ground and abolish any of the awful stuff or foolishness this world has to offer. I am a simple girl!

The days her easier and harder somehow. There are moments I feel like, "I was wrong. This feeling can slowly go away." Then it creeps back in and I am reminded of how core to my Being it is. That these random encounters are a forever feeling.

Finally turned on my gear and made some music today. It wasn't easy. I have a looper and am learning how to do it. I'm also about to leave to house alone for the first time in a week. My partner has gone on walks with me since finding out about my dad.

Deeply recommend getting absolutely brainrotted about a pairing/oc/concept that no one else is making food for so you have to cook for yourself. Not only is making what you want to see deeply rewarding, you will improve and it will not even be on purpose it will just be the inevitable byproduct.

I got a gig today. Performing at an art gallery in the city. I'm happy I went there. I had a long walk today. Trying my best to get out some each day. It's getting easier in some ways and harder in others. Went it hurts...it's a horror movie.

Care for your friends. Savagely. Be willing to destroy an entire society for them.

Seems my uncle isn't long for this world either. Fuck. Cancer.

So, on Tuesday I discovered that my father had passed away on Dec. 4, 2024. I checked his profile on a whim. Condolences lined up. I wasn't informed. I spent 4 hours calling and texting those who should know and those I needed to ask support from. I only found out how he died last night. 😮‍💨

This was posted to their porn pages uncensored, the red is me censoring my own children, only posts away from this bitches nudes and he USED PORN TAGS TOO. Had her own kids as her cover pic on her SW page uncensored, stealing their clothes to make content, being investigated for what? & so much more

Hot take: People get far too up in arms about details in media that can be interpreted poorly by bad people. Instead, we should continue to educate those ignorant people about how their interpretation is wrong and harmful. Rather than calling to censor the material being misinterpreted.

Babe, it was always fascist, from the moment our ancestors arrived started exterminating the Indigenous population & brought over their human trafficking victims they called slaves.

*leans in real real intimidatingly close to your face* even if they're a protagonist

Dirty talk is so good. Bet you can't make me blush.

I've always found it funny how much people will work extra hard to come across like they're not judging certain people/ideas/tastes. I can assure you, I totally judge people based on their tastes. I just don't treat them weirdly based on my assumptions. But we're all being judged. All the time.

#filmsky #horrorcommunity #horror

Something I think very important is that even if you're not a creator of NSFW art (as I am not), you still have to stand with the sex workers and NSFW creators because they'll come for you too eventually.

The Nazis destroyed the livelihoods of many creatives by calling their work "degenerate." They didn't like it, it scared them, it was ugly, the makers were gay etc etc This pattern is emerging again. It's driven by fear and insecurity. You don't have to like it, doesn't mean erase it.

FYI: The first-ever HELLRAISER game is in development at Saber Interactive, with horror icon Doug Bradley returning as Pinhead for CLIVE BARKER'S HELLRAISER: REVIVAL.

The dumbest most boring and hateful losers stomping their feet and getting whatever they want is getting really really old

This is good for a laugh. 🤣 Just say you don't know how to give pleasure, bro. Could not be me.

commission wip for CinderFlower 🖤

To love is to suffer. To be is to be Nothing. - dolorem 🥀 #darkambient #foundfootage #horrorsky #goth #dolorem

Idk. It's a cornerstone of capitalism. It is a pretty incoherent way to think about culture. We still give credit to composers from over 100 years ago. When we hear their pieces, we hear THEM more than we hear the people performing the pieces. Copyright is inherently capitalist. Thus, a problem.

So, chest pieces are big and owwy.

Nah I'm still pretty good with hating any and all fascists.

Getting a Nosferatu tattoo today. A full chest piece

We're well into our editing process, and wow. These stories. So many incredible authors submitted to Salon Sinister and working with them has been a true honor. We can't wait to show you what we're cooking up. There may even be a few surprises on the horizon...👀

So. I told my friend I have feelings for her. It's a very complicated situation on her side of things. I just wanted her to know. So, I could say sweet things to her without it being shocking. My heart is heavy. My nerves are on fire. I just think it's important people know they're loved.

Every single one of them.

stop putting politicians on pedestals and get back to bullying these assholes

I’m so over pretentious as a dirty word. Maybe if more of us were pretentious we wouldn’t be stuck in an epidemic of baby food culture.

hey remember when a rich ceo died then when they caught the suspect they made a circus of it like they found osama bin laden and charged him with terrorism but less than weeks ago two democrat lawmakers and their spouses were shot as literal assassination to shift control and everyone already forgot

The Zionist conflation of the Jewish people with a settler colonial apartheid state built on the ethnic cleansing of the Palestinian people and committing live streamed genocide for the last couple of years is the greatest source of anti-semitism in the world by far and we should all say it.

Guys fascism is ruining the fucking country and lots of people are not capable of handling the mental load that brings. Idk what to say but maybe like do something fun and don't always hyper focus on how fucked everything is because you will spiral out at some point if you have no good days.

The United States never has enough money to keep people alive at home but always has enough money to kill people overseas.

By the time you’ve reached your forties you will have lived to see the newspapers that insisted that the country you grew up in was on the verge of social collapse portray those very same years of your youth as a period of blissful social cohesion.

Forever a good memory. Even if it becomes a painful one some day.

For real. Time to grow up.

My heart remains untamed. Every moment I end up with her it set aflame. A union that cannot be. Until one of us is free.

jinkies

I love how this company keeps giving nods to indie darlings i happen to personally adore.

This is THE tweet of all time