I think in the winterish months/later in the year, I am gonna "hibernate" Calbar. I'll still be here normally on streams and socials. But I am going to focus on getting art of my other characters. (Probably after Halloween, though. Gotta get that costume art.) Just a random thought.

I should say, I am also happy to just play normal Commander or 1v1 Magic with folks. I just happen to have a silly idea in my head right now, too.

Ok, I need to find three furry friends who would be up for doing a streamed Commander game on Tabletop Simulator with some, for lack of a better term, wacky bullshit. Not necessarily wacky decks. Just some utter silliness introduced after-the-fact. Dunno when this would happen, but I have IDEAS.

Ok, one more for tonight. Y'all seriously should come watch Lee's streams. It's a nice and cozy chat with a yote who knows quite a lot about the games he plays, and is happy to teach others. And yes. He can be very big and round sometimes (with enough channel points). www.twitch.tv/erebus_FE

OH NO The yote got so big, he's gone recursive!!!

I’m so excited! I got my first ever ref sheet done by @mossrats.bsky.social !!! They perfectly captured what I was looking for, I’m so happy!! :3 It looks incredible and there’s no real other way to say this but it feels like….well, me! This is me!! 💜⭐️ #furryart

studies - #art #digitalart #animalart #bear

Between @heavyrocksboar.bsky.social encouraging this bear to get even bigger and @kayohtie.blimps.xyz threatening to make me huge... I am gonna end up *very* prepared for hibernation this winter!

Whoops. Realized I had the "birthday bear" thing on my profile for over a week after the day.

Friends are making me feel nice and BIG today. I... I like this. Bear is gonna be extra big today!

I'll have a graphic for it later in the week. But the plan for Sunday is to do a longer Hitman stream to celebrate 6 months of streaming. Definitely some kind of viewer input, though idk what that will look like yet.

Neptoon is live! Come tune in to some cool games with a handsome lion and his new PNG!

www.twitch.tv/thatlionnept... We are live with my affiliate celebration! I hope to see yall there!

I am once again going to take Wednesday off of streaming this week, but in return, we're doing a big thing on Sunday. Details to follow.

16 days, 16 states, and over 4100 miles of driving later, I have made it back home. Good heavens, I am a tired bear now. Will discuss the trip (Anthrocon, the trip up, the trip back, all that) after I get some sleep in my own damn bed. But I will say: That. Was. Wonderful.

Come stop by Neptoon's stream tomorrow!!!

I tweaked some settings and messed around with some stuff. I'm gonna try like hell to make this event work. If you guys wanna be there, it would mean the world to me

Did not expect to like road trips, given how much I'd disliked driving before. But this has been phenomenal. Getting to see so many friends & family, sharing stories & meals, and just embracing the serenity of a nice podcast or song on the open highway. 9/10 would do again (with better planning)!

My brain is about 60% Magic the Gathering cards and deck ideas right now. I like this feeling. Lots of creative energy and silliness given clear direction but with enough wiggle room to stay wacky. ... I should probably start actually *playing* more Magic again soon.

Inspired by Sol's post yesterday, if you had to assign this cerb stats, what would they be? Strength: Dexterity: Constitution: Intelligence: Wisdom: Charisma: If I get a few responses I'll share what I'd think they'd be. ;3

first time meeting your boyfriend in person (explained) well as it turns out, he IS as big as a bear, and im just his lil lion. but somehow, the size difference just makes sense! 🦁❤️🐻 special shoutout (again) to this birthday bear, go wish him all the donuts and hugs! @centurioncalbar.bsky.social 💙🧡

simply put, bear hugs are the BEST kind of hugs.🐻 But, this cuddly bear (and the cutest boyf out there) will forever have a special place in my heart. Truly one of the best days in my life, and on your beaw day too wah! Again, happy Birthday to this big ol' bear of mine 🎂 I love you, Cal 💙🧡

First time having all-you-can-eat sushi, and oh man, I am a fat and happy bear tonight.

It's that time of the year where I bust out my MS Paint skills! Today I have turned 36 wurfs old! No that is not 108 in cerberus year- wait, what do you mean I made that joke already???

Best. Birthday. Ever. 🧡💙

Also a shoutout to @centurioncalbar.bsky.social, who we discovered during his visit shares a birthday with me! Happy birthday to you too, buddy! :3

It mah burrthday!

Guns | Now: Borderlands 3 | The Push for 1750 Followers !bg3 twitch.tv/kolkhaos #furry #furrylive #furriesontwitch #pngtuber #protogen

My feet hurt so bad, but the rest of me feels so good. I fucking love furry cons. I love being a furry.

@anthrocon.org 2026 Mario Kart 8 Deluxe Champion!! Honored to share it with the one and only Astra! Thank you Astra for taking a picture with me!

You know the REALLY cool thing about all the history I've built up over my years in the fandom? ... It's that anyone here reading this has probably built up their own really cool/cooler history in the fandom. And you should share it, because otherwise your history is something only you have. <3

Welcome to Bilyon's Pixel Show! I created a fun gallery site featuring all of the pixel work I've done over the last year, with a fun collection feature! bilyonpixels.com

Neptoon's been my stream mod for many months now, and he's a lovely lion and a great friend! Go check out his stream, give him a follow, and be sure to tune in on the 13th for his PNG debut & celebration stream!! Let's give him a BIG bear hug of support!

I really hope to see yall there

Meet Kelteo 2.0!! I’m picking him up at AC this week! He’s been in the works for a bit and is 100% worth the wait! I can’t wait to do all of the fun shenanigans with him & @nearlysquid.bsky.social! Huge thank you to SarahCat - truly the best to work with! 🧵 @sarahcatfursuits.com #fursuit

Keep this bear from going to bed early with one simple trick: Make his tum as big as the bed, then tuck yourself in on top of it while he sits at his desk.

You know, I would have thought going to bed on time would be the hard part of resetting my sleep schedule. Turns out it's not falling asleep mid-day and taking naps. Need to push through, so I don't have the urge to nap midway through these long days of driving.

No stream tonight. I feel great. I just wanna spend tonight more in the zone with D&D prep stuff, since my brain is still in that space several hours after a wonderful session. Plus, I gotta adjust my sleep schedule for this trip, and streaming keeps me energetic pretty late at night.

Thanks so much again to Erebus for hosting me on his stream!! He's a lovely friend, and incredibly experienced with GW2 stuff. He's made getting into this game so much easier and more enjoyable! And thanks to @zawii.bsky.social and Selvis the Bat (idk their socials) for tagging along for dungeons!

It's GW2 time! Slight change of plans! We're gonna be helping @centurioncalbar.bsky.social flesh out his build/abilities real quick before jumping into Story Dungeons with him. Then I'll pick up Map Completion when we're done. Join in! www.twitch.tv/erebus_fe

Bears that are FULL of Pride!! 🐻🌈 Stay safe have fun celebrate who you are no matter where you are at in your journey ❤️🌈

Happy Juneteenth, y'all!

Calcharr is becoming more realized!! Calcharr, Calbar Jr., and Minibar (Got to lvl80 in Guild Wars 2, so I could finally use the bear head helmet from the Dragon Bash annual achievements.)

Enjoying donuts with friends and letting a friend use the bear belly as a trampoline. Hard to think of a better afternoon than that. Thank you so much @twizzthetoon.bsky.social for this lovely piece, and for @erebusfe.bsky.social for joining me in this silly idea!

Not quite sure what were in those doughnuts but they both make for awesome trampolines! Commission for @centurioncalbar.bsky.social featuring @erebusfe.bsky.social!

To whoever needs to hear it, if you’re finding yourself, depressed, upset, and can’t find your direction in life-please don’t give up. If you find yourself thinking you’re a failure, forgive yourself. You are valued and your life is absolutely worth living. 🫵🧡

Vtuber commissions are open now! See more details below! If you get a commission you're helping me pay for my dog's CT scans he needs, thank you in advance!

Gonna go ahead and call off tonight's stream and next Wednesday's. Gotta lock in and get some extra work done before my big trip. See y'all on Sunday, either at the usual time or a tad earlier, then we'll be off for a few weeks (as planned).

Not sure exactly how big Calbar is today, but clearly the answer is simple: Not. Big. Enough.