With most of my friends being at AC and not being able to stream, I've been so lonely and I've been turning to meeting people who absolutely don't like me for me. Granted I don't let them take advantage of me but I feel stupid being part of the cycle

With a heavy heart, I just completed my last stream for a very long time. Unfortunately, my hardware cannot keep up and it is becoming near unwatchable. With the price of pc parts, I cannot afford to replace anything so it will be a while. Thank you so much to everyone who supported my journey.

I will be continuing with my stream on the 13th. I will be unable to debut my PNG Tuber but unfortunately I can't do much to fix that. I may also reconsider joining affiliate as I feel it may be unfair to play ads on my stream given the quality. If yall feel that pressing on is unfair, let me know.

I think I may have just jumped the gun on streaming. My hardware is bad which makes my streams look like a mess. I should probably just quit while I'm ahead and use the time I spend on my pitiful stream for something that doesn't waste other people's time along with mine.

Live now with some late night Zelda and Metroid! Come say hello! www.twitch.tv/thatlionnept...

ANOTHER BANGER ICON 🎨: @seiryuuden.bsky.social

I'm starting to devote a larger amount of time to setting up my stream and it feels good

I really hope to see yall there

To any furry streamers out there, whether I know you well, have met you in passing or don't know you but are looking for friends in the space, I wanna do more streaming and gaming with other people. If you wanna game together or hop in a call and have some fun, that's exactly what I'm looking for

Another one in the gallery from the amazing @pandabeto.bsky.social

For those who are interested in seeing it, I hope to debut my first PNG Tuber sometime in July. I'll keep yall posted. It is gonna be a big event for me if yall wanna be there

happy fat fox friday my dudes 🦊 quick study sketch~

You ever just look up at the night sky, see countless celestial beauties and ask yourself why do we pay taxes?

Genuine question for anyone that knows me. What is it about me that causes people who meet me under the idea that they want to be friend, to almost immediately catch feelings for me? I know it sounds like I have a huge ego but I absolutely hate it when that happens. How can I make it stop? It sucks

As of today, I am swapping my account to be strictly SFW or suggestive at most. I'm so sick of getting weird messages from people who don't know me, asking for NSFW stuff from me. It is destructive to my self esteem and has caused me several issues with my mental health. Thanks for understanding

I hate to vent yet again but it's bad. My mom is so insistent that I do not have a life of my own that I am no longer allowed to sleep past 9am and when I am awake, I have to be around someone at all times. Otherwise she's cutting me off. I work at night so I guess no sleep for me.

"Was about to go for a walk then someone wanted to see my gains or see what i was packing not sure what he meant but what i did seemed to cause a nose bleed, i think liked it :D" Had the fun working on da arts :P

You never realize how much you rely on a hobby for your mental health until you can't do it anymore

doodle

🎉 100 FOLLOWERS! YCH RAFFLE! 🎉 Thank you all so much for the support! I'm raffling off 3 slots for this YCH! HOW TO ENTER: - Follow me on Bluesky - Repost this post - Like this post - Reply with your character's ref sheet or art Entries close on June 25th at 8 PM UTC #furryart #ych #art #raffle

I read a comic today that definitely showed me another perk of working out. Wanna get huge for the potential future bf

A bit late for Father's Day but if you don't feel like celebrating your own dad, I'm happy to fill in for a bit. I've got some experience.

Happy Father's Day to every dad out there. My relationship with my dad is bad to say the least but he's here and I'll show him the gratitude I can. If you can, show your dads some love today.

also a random big boi for the night 💫

it is i, the late night lion 🌌

Yall, I had such a good time with this. Please go give Kel a follow, he's amazing!

If through my actions, anyone was able to smile, then all of it was worth it.

As you can see, there was a favourite emote on stream today. Thank you everyone for coming! Was amazing having everyone there 💕

Yall, if you aren't already, you gotta go give Leon a follow. This is one of the best pieces I've gotten! His style can't be beat, especially if you're a lion!

Enjoying donuts with friends and letting a friend use the bear belly as a trampoline. Hard to think of a better afternoon than that. Thank you so much @twizzthetoon.bsky.social for this lovely piece, and for @erebusfe.bsky.social for joining me in this silly idea!

This is so embarrassing but I'm desperate. Do any of yall know jobs that are easy to land? I am fucking hurting for money to get my arm checked out and to buy my anxiety meds.

I forgot that Father's Day was this weekend. I guess that's where the last of my funds are going actually. And what an awful place for them to go

This is so, so embarrassing but I may have to look into either enabling ads on my Twitch or selling some stuff. I am actually on my last legs financially. I can't even afford my SAT fee coming up

One day I hope I can meet them all. The people of this endless world.

Hit me with your best shot.

I really want to break up all the negative posts with something but I can't upload some of my art (this app hates to let me post files). Best I've got is a flexing pic. Don't feel super great about it and yeah I don't look amazing but I'm passionate and that's the vibe I need to spread right now.

Anywho no more depresso have the first reward from @kelteo.bsky.social stream raffle. Honse belongs Drwnwlf sorry I don’t have their bsky info

I can officially say I have some paw art, thanks to the amazing @animalkingdom.bsky.social! This is so cool and so kind, I’m speechless. Thank you so much!! (He got my good side, huh?) 🎨 by @animalkingdom.bsky.social #paws #macrofur #macro

I have been trying to balance my academic life, living my own life, and taking care of my mental health. Unfortunately that doesn't cover the biggest requirement of my life: being a good son. That is forced upon me above all else. I had a panic attack earlier and my mom barked orders at me

Seems someone wanted to take a picture decided to oblige them :3 :P

This lion is a lover and a fighter. He's always ready to go another round and when he gets knocked down, he gets right back up! Amazing piece by ObenPanda on the other site!

Finally feeling proud enough of myself to fly my colors this month. I'm gay, I'm ace, I'm a bear in both senses of the word. And I wouldn't change it for the world. Happy Pride, y'all! (A lovely, lovely YCH by @nimbustheliger.bsky.social! I cannot thank them enough!)

If I really listen to my heart, I think someone really did take advantage of me for my body. Always, always, always think before you do something stupid. I have to live with this in my head now

I've been in a bad spot mentally for the past few days. The way I'm coping isn't healthy at all. I wish my mind would stop going to these scary scenarios. I'm breathing but that's really all I am doing at this point.

doodles fo the night 🌃

It's summertime, so relax and have a nice poolside drink with the big bear! Full art credit goes to @pupcoffeebear.bsky.social for this lovely YCH. #furry #bear #furryart #summer #gay #belly

6am and I haven't slept a wink. Stress is wonderful

This is truly me asking for help. To anyone who can give advice or just lend an ear, thank you. How do I cope with my life falling apart? My family is awful. I have no job so I have no hope for a future. I'm gay but in a place where that's considered wrong. I need help. I'm so scared. I want peace.

I've been kind of an anxious mess, rotting in bed all day. Low energy, really only reading whatever job rejection emails come in all while my mom tells me how ridiculous I'm being every 5 minutes. The direct was cool today but my reaction would've been insane if I had the energy for it.