Auntie win: months ago I told my sister what K-Pop Demon Hunters was about, and gave my approval for the niece and nephew. Sister was worried it was Bible demons. She actually understood they're not the same. Anyway kiddos seen it countless times and we broke out into singing from it together. 🥰

I am dropping in to say I got the amazing pleasure of being a shadow for the donations department for an upcoming Speedrun event! Really excited to learn the ropes in a completely different area. It's my second new thing I have tried this year with charity events and I'm so happy!

I have to be off this website because I am avoiding everything Hazbin season 2. Outside the trailers I haven't seen or heard anything and I plan to keep it that way. Also I'm in prep mode to learn some new twitch mod programs and prep for my next event at the end of the month. Ya fem keeps busy!

Important

Okay but Peacemaker season 2 had me in tears. It went places I never expected and that good character growth I love!

The only reason GLITCH hasn't made a big V figure like the one they made N earlier this year is they know the entire fanbse will goon over it. Also just a gif of me making this post. I'm proud to be part of the Murder Drones fandom, but this is a whole thing, LMAO.

Once again Suzanne Collins made me sob. Now I'm gonna move on to a light novel series I bought last year since it's short and not depressing. 😭

life is worth living

I'm finally reading Sunrise on the Reaping again. Had to fully start over, but in days I'm already halfway done. Ugh, I miss being able to read books in a week or less. And I finally feel the need to keep reading. I have literally over 30 books in my TBR that I own too so, this is fantastic. 😅

finally some cool news

Well guess I can't fly with my wheelchair anymore. Laws being pushed back that protect wheelchair users from airlines destroying our wheelchairs. Looks like AGDQ I'll be with just my walker and cane. Thankfully cold weather helps my symptoms that cause most my need for my chair.

My friend: So if flirting with you just sending you Murder Drones 3D print files I can make? Me: YEAH, IT REALLY IS. 😭😭😭 Anyway, talking about all my planned cosplays and what parts I can't make with foam and planning my multiple cosplays, finally. 😅

Tis the Season!

I'm finally realizing that since 2022 I have been unable to enjoy hobbies for long or have energy beyond existing due to the living situation I was in. Few months of no longer being in that and I am finally able to do things without my ADHD meds as a daily help. I am gaming and crafting again.

Please use alt text when posting illustrations or photos or other images. I realize it feels like an inconvenience if you didn't ever do it at the other place, but folks who need it are a zillion times more inconvenienced every single day.

AGDQ hotel room booked!

Had the drive finally to customize my Lafufu. I couldn't find my acetone. 😭 I just want to make this ugly as sin creature ugly as sin in a way I control. I don't find Labubu cute, but I do find them fascinating. And being able to custom color and work a dupe sounds enjoyable to me. Alas, not today.

Ah, GamesDoneQueer chat-mod team, LEGGO!!! 🤩 THE HYPE IS REAL! I'm super excited And honored to be part of the team for a really cool new event! Great way to spend Halloween!

Just put in my application for my FIRST IN PERSON visit!!! I am super hopeful for volunteer positions, at least one remote and one onsite. Ahh, I just cannot wait to be there. I'm gonna hug my online friends!!! 😭😭😭😭

Sometimes, I love the state I live in. 😂 Anyway, you know where this is going. 😉

My brain has like few modes and currently most of it is, "play Kabuto park for two hours, now remember where you're stuck in that other game you're almost done with? Yeah, I won't let you get back to that". Curse you ADHD. My unfinished games list cannot grow, I have two I can beat in a DAY. 😭

Welcome To Nightvale Live is so good. I waited 10 years for this. Honestly I missed out on a concert I super wanted to go to, and all my friends failed to contact me on trying to make plans with me for that. So I'm thankful for this, wheelchair makes solo events impossible a lot.

Last second my friends bought Welcome to Nightvale tickets and letting me pay them back next week. I'm trying not to cry, I have been wanting to go to a live show for about 10 years now. It's finally actually happening. 😭 Tomorrow cannot come soon enough 😅

I'm not a platformer fan, so Gris being in my radar was mostly due to how beautiful the art was. Anyway, I FINALLY am playing it and I can honestly say, it's a masterpiece. I have definitely missed some things, so probably a bad ending for me. Good thing I plan to 100% this on round 2!

Another event down and my second ever Flame Fatals. It was so good to back back for Fatals again and I cannot thank my team enough for being amazing. I love doing this volunteering thing and I hope to just add more and more to it! Till next time.

Wow life has been, non-stop. But after this week, I AM FINALLY FREE AGAIN. Like back to normal schedule I have. Move happened, still unpacking because barely been home. Metrocon and DragonCon happened. Flame Fatals is currently happening. More posts later about stuff, but I'll finally be back on

HATSUNE MIKU?????

Can't wait for volunteer positions to open 👀

Against every single odd, I am making DragonCon happen! Will I have any fun money? Heck no! But I'll be able to pay my bills, gas, hotel, and most of my food! Life trying me, but my friend from the UK is flying to travel up with me and room with me. I can't drop. Satan himself can't stop us!

Disabled people joy, enjoying a concert the best way we can. Years ago my bestie @dimbledude.bsky.social thought going to concerts would be too overwhelmimg. This year we did TWO concerts back to back pretty much. #actuallyautstic #disableandcute #concert

It finally happened. A stranger touched and pushed my wheelchair without asking. I feel like I got a achievement that no one wants. I was so shook I just didn't say anything 😨 Thankfully it wasn't long he pushed me. Seconds. But still, it was very uncomfortable, even if he was staff. Stranger danger

Kingdom Hearts 2 had some peak and amazing gameplay and I think as gamers a lot of us have been chasing that high ever since. It was so smooth and has aged so well. It's literally one of the best games to go back and enjoy due to how smooth it runs still.

Guess who is returning at Chat Mod for Flame Fatals? Somehow, once again, Pumpkin has returned. 😅 Between this and HotFix (when I am settled into my new home I'll finally be able to make that a more priority) looks like GDQ gave me a sword and let me keep it.

Finally life can kinda chill out for me. End of May, got told we had two months to find a new home. So I spent that whole time till LAST WEEK in survival mode. Then I did METROCON and Ado's concert on moving week. Why? I spent too much money to drop on them week of imo. I'm finally back though

Hey, #metrocon2025 has a cool Fire Show and they had a cool Uta song playing. Well tonight, while Fire Show happens again, I get to hear the song sung by Ado, Live. I'm not crying, you're crying. I feel a little connected to my friends in this.

I'm here early and COMPLETELY NORMAL about this. I didn't tear up as soon as I saw the venue or blurt out that I'm breathing the same air as Ado and that means my life is complete. They're going to record this concert for the pro-shot meaning I'm gonna be in it. I literally am so normal about this.

One of my best friends came by to help me pack today. They took down my prints for me and my figures in my room. And seeing the bare walls I think is what is hitting how the move is happening so soon. It's so weird, saying goodbye to the home I have lived in the longest of my whole life.

New housing GOT!!! NEW LEASE, SIGNED. 😭 After literally two full months, we FINALLY at the LAST SECOND secured housing. I can finally breathe again. SGDQ, Fatals, and close chosen family have been some of the only ones keeping me together since May. We still have a lot to iron out, but we have +

Hatsune Jinxu ✌️💙 Inspired by that one time I was squinting at a distant cosplayer trying to work out whether they were cosplaying Jinx or Miku... #art #hatsunemiku #jinxarcane

⚠️ WARNING, VIDEO CONTAINS FROG AND WORM scroll past if you do not want to see a frog eating a worm ⚠️ And for those still here... FINALLY, after a year and a half, I got a video of my frog eating! 🤩🐸 Love my weird pet, who just before this held my finger while he ate his first worm. 🥹🥰😍

My life isn't AS on fire so I'll finally be online more again! Anyway, I'm addicted to Cookie Run Kingdom now, finally playing video games again, and as soon as this wretched month is over, I'll feel like I can breathe again. Anyway, not sorry for being gone, mental health is my important. 😅

Wild that right-wing families somehow aren’t to blame for their longstanding and systematic snubbing of queer and lefty children.

See you all online for FF and IN PERSON FOR AGDQ, BET IM MAKING IT THIS TIME!

Okay I'm not crying, you are. I had the best pleasure of being a Host Judge and Chat Moderator for @gamesdonequick.com this year for SGDQ. It was my first major event Honestly I'm so proud of the community and the 2.4 million raised for @doctorswithoutborders.org!! This community has been the best

—Things Heard At SGDQ 2025— it begins!! welcome to my thread of favorite out-of-context sentence fragments I overhear from Games Done Quick hosts, runners and commentators! #SGDQ2025

The Messenger got @reesebruh.bsky.social a letter! For private eyes only, of course. #epicthemusical #Hermes

My life is still on fire but I'm back to say something important. If someone in a wheelchair is waiting for the very few stalls they can use, do not cut in front of them and take one of those stalls. If you need the handicap stall to (invisible disabilities exist!) please, wait you turn still.

Four years ago one of my best friends left this world. It's hard every single year. I miss you. I miss your voice. I miss you jokes. I miss you shows, humor, and mostly I miss how you were so loving and kind. You were so supportive. And your community, we miss you so much. Shine bright, Superstar.

PAT5 was amazing and I for sure will be back for PAT6!! If you're looking for a charity marathon for speedrunning to dip your toes into, this is definitely one I can suggest! Everyone is so welcoming and you get a ton of overlap from other events. It's just such a nice community 🥰