why did i have to eat so much during the pandemic

my loose skin + dysmorphia combo is making me so suicidal 🤤

being hydrated is not worth the bathroom trips i’m sorry. i just can’t keep pissing, i’m tired

ok pinterest, not too much now🫩

realistically i need to eat something but nothing sounds good and choosing is overwhelming and im so tired but i cant sleep bc im hungry and ive been running on caffeine all day but the idea of eating anything makes me sick to my stomach and im so sad

19lbs away from my gw. I’m about to lock in rq

I think there’s at least 10lbs of loose skin throughout. Praying it evaporates in my sleep

I’ve lost more weight than what I currently weigh. If my loose skin was gone I think I’d be at peace tbh

i need to lose sm more weight bro

father’s day makes my heart sink further and further each year. i’d give up anything to have a present father who cares, even if it’s just pretend. it’s such an odd sensation feeling like a paternal orphan while he’s still living. anywho, happy father’s day to those who celebrate😚😚🤍

my ass is honestly about gone, i think i’m gonna start strength training and raise my intake

17lbs more to lose and then i’m out of the overweight bmi’s

i had 31g of fiber yesterday 😩

when i lose 25lbs more i think ill be okay w myself

i lost 8lbs the past month let’s gooo

one of my friends somehow develops one-sided beef w me and reposts shady shit on tiktok ever so often. how do i even confront this shit without looking crazy 😭 if i reposted something then its gonna seem like I give a fuck and we’re too grown for that

heyy

did 15000 steps this morning and i don’t feel that tired 🤤

i got a new portable treadmill and it’s max speed is more than double the speed my current one goes 🫶🏼 yippeeeee

bruh

back in my honeymoon phase perhaps 🤨

so i’m actually 5’3 (160cm) not 5’4 so my bmi is a point higher than what i thought 😔

🤯

dw babygirl ur future’s bright

i’m 9lbs away from my lw 😩

i haven’t been posting the february tracker but i’ve been consistently hitting my goals 😩

this is what i got !!

Day 3: right at 1k cals 😏

i’m in 180 jail idk what the fucks going on

hi! ✨ i’m a 26 y/o disabled, queer woman in desperate need of financial help for my medical bills. i have POTs, hEDS, PCOS, Endometriosis, Fibromyalgia, and a degenerative spine disorder. i’m unable to work & don’t get disability benefits (because my state sucks). anything helps! cash.app/$didihamen

i might eat at my bmr for a couple more days bc i haven’t pooped in a while 😔

i’ve been sleeping on the opposite side than usual and my eyebrows are starting to look more symmetrical 😭

WOOOOO

i struggled today since i only lost 1lb last week but i’m still locked in 🫶🏻 i’ll have a better day tomorrow

⋆˙⟡⋆˙ feb accountability ⋆˙⟡⋆˙

i just ordered some makeup from ulta yipppeeee :0

yesss guys keep posting your february trackers… i’m not stealing them or anything🥸

i gotta be 169 by march 1st pleaseeeeee

why did i only lose 1lb since last sunday….

Fun fact but everyone who isn’t from edsky who interacts with my posts is cursed for 1 trillion years 👎🗣️ seriously leave me alone

never again, any time i drink alcohol my face puffs up the next day 👹

960 cals & 10.6k steps today :3

does anyone have a february calorie tracker they’re willing to share 🥺

(｡•︿•｡) intro ☾ 31 | no minors 𖤓 ednos/bed ☾ 5'2"/157cm 𖤓 autistic | pots/chronic illness&pain ☾ pro-recovery | not pro 𖤓 love green ♡ + ↻ for mutuals

i miss living in a walkable neighborhood so much

my older sister is constantly competing with me in her head. the projections are crazy