Last couple days, self confidence has been feeling especially low. Can't quite explain why, but there's been a feeling of just feeling like I don't really measure up in any way. It's a really frustrating feeling.

Man Who Threw Molotov Cocktail At Sam Altman’s Home Claims He Was Following ChatGPT Recipe For Risotto https://theonion.com/man-who-threw-molotov-cocktail-at-sam-altmans-home-claims-he-was-following-chatgpt-recipe-for-risotto/

INTRODUCING: Thousand Island Queer.

I run burrito taxi on the side and although I'm glad the delivery app wants me to keep my deliveries straight, I'm sure I can tell the difference between someone's dinner and a big bag of cat food.

Mash Up Bands The Alan Partridge Project

Book 3 for this year is a book of poetry by @andyeyeballs.bsky.social who I feel so flattered to know. Much like Andy them self, this book of poems defies convention and harnesses so much good energy. Not generally a poetry reader, but this collection spoke to me. #booksky💙📚

Trenton wants justice for cricket! #nokings

NO KINGS ABOLISH ICE PROTECT TRANS LIVES LIVE FREE

what a great Saturday for #petanque with @alphagunny.bsky.social and @polluxpup.bsky.social in Brooklyn.

High anxiety day for a number of different unrelated reasons. So I'm doing my part in my town to do the right thing for people. It might not be much but it's not nothing and action evaporates anxiety.

In Northwest Indiana, it would have either been to the Indiana Dunes State Park or Chicago's Museum of Science and Industry. The Chicago ones were always exciting because we got to ride in real buses and not school buses!

for World AIDS Day, a 1988 cartoon from the Advocate's Gerald Donelan

The world is on fire but I think I look cute in my leather fit today.

I had to wait for payday, so it took a bit longer than 24 hours, but happy to do what I can to help our queer fam in need. Thanks for doing great work tcpipeline.org

I gave what I could. You should too. Just because attention has gone elsewhere, doesn't mean the situation in Minnesota isn't still troubling. Please help, please boost.

I have developed an affinity for the worst liquor ever. It's handshake oclock with malört and savior.

I feel like the next step for people who like espresso martinis but don't want that much caffeine in their cocktails should consider a sankatini.

Slow start to my reading year but I finally finished "The Doorman" by Chris Pavone. Book 1 of 2026. An engrossing read about a murder in an exclusive NYC apartment building during a riot in the UWS. Feels like an episode of Columbo in reverse the way it weaves back and forth. #booksky💙📚

I'm flying to Chicago today but more importantly I look handsome in this lighting.

How is this both the shortest and longest movie ever at the same time??? #microwavemassacre

Decided I need to subject my boy to one bad Tubi movie each visit. tonight's film 1979's MICROWAVE MASSACRE

When you need more performance, but not too much more performance, you make baby' first car mod. #spoilers #carsofnewjersey #carmods

Hey look at me on a flat cock Friday! Been challenging myself to stay on #teamlocked for a new record. And this #fcf makes me just three weeks away!

two good boys having a lazy afternoon.

Things are dark and grim, sure. But I got work to buy me a really clicky mechanical keyboard for my desk and now I feel like I'm typing on an old typewriter and that feels so good!

Preparing for my next business trip…

100 people last night in my local training to keep our immigrant neighbors safe. Times are horrifying, but its reassuring that so many of us want to help each other. We keep us safe.

@dogparkdissidents.com are good folk. <3

Things feel out of control. Because they are. I can control what I can control. I can only help where I can help. But I help, because action evaporates anxiety. I'm out when I can, where I can. Worried about things? What are you doing to help feel your agency again?

a couple hundred of us in Trenton today to get ICE out of NJ. Immigrant rights are on the agenda in the statehouse tomorrow and we were out there to let people know that noone is illegal and to Fuck Ice.

had a playdate yesterday and I think I look pretty good in a wetsuit. #gear

Happy that TIDAL is auto generating @dogparkdissidents.com related playlists for me today.

spending the weekend with my SIR @alphagunny.bsky.social was really nice. I want to be more focused on providing service and being in touch with my submission this year so I made sure to make time for his boots. They looked alright I think.

There's shit that's scary, dangerous and I can't control that's going on right now. No hot take will do anything worth while. So @alphagunny.bsky.social and I went for an icy steep hike in the Palisades. Definitely the right choice.

This year, I want to read more. The goal is 26 books this year - and hopefully I can hit it. I want to cycle more - I want to hit at least 600 miles this year, and I think I can do it. I want to be more financially secure - and have set some goals for that. On the spicy side, I have specific wants.

Been thinking about the things I sought to do this past year. Wanted to read more and I did that. 15 books wasn't my goal, but it was a lot more than the year before. Wanted to do more politically to make my city a better place, and I did that - and I think my work had an impact. Wanted to bicycle

I'm not sure what was happening on German television for New Years Eve but I am 110% here for it. #zdf

felt cute today.

I just spent a solid minute at the bathroom mirror trying to brush a single hair off my forehead only to discover it was actually a fine wrinkle.

Stole this from a friend on Facebook today.

So phallic, no wonder so many have Santa issues

Female Trouble (1974, John Waters)

Introduce yourself with five concerts you've seen. Oasis first US tour David Bowie/Nine Inch Nails tour Atari Teenage Riot Sugarcubes 20th Anniversary Reunion Whale/Tricky

In a cruise ship hot tub by myself in the dark, ama.

Get in losers, we're going to Ft Lauderdale (derogatory)

Book 14 for the year is "The Fetishist" the final work from Katherine Min and published posthumously. It's an interesting study of the damage done by fetishizing certain types of people. Heartbreaking at times, wryly funny in others. It took a bit of work to get through it but glad I did. #booksky💙📚

Lyndon LaLouche. Is this something?

My neighbor is Scottish and hung out with the Beach Boys when they would tour the UK in the 60s which would put me three hops from Charlie Manson and the Maharishi.

Happy Halloween

Won't fund the fash! So I canceled my Spotify subscription. #didittoday