why do cats bust open the bathroom door when you're pissing as if they're FBI (feline bureau of investigation) agents looking for drugs

Well I've officially made the switch from estrogen in pill form to injectables. It almost feels like starting HRT over again. We'll see how I handle it when I pick up the stuff and take my first shot.

I love being a girl

i worry for the trans woman who fears femininity and so chooses to suffocate rather than embrace her expression just as i worry for the trans woman who forces herself into a femininity unnatural to her because she fears that any less will strip her of her womanhood

look at this idiot

@fadedrainbows.bsky.social 🥺

Um Um Fuck

> I should get disability for my executive dysfunction > looks inside > requires executive function to get

I hate the disability system. How the fuck am I supposed to get disability for my crippling executive dysfunction if you make the whole process take months, multiple appointments, and a ton of paperwork? Why the fuck is the system I need designed against me?!

From a glance I'm your average perfectly normal and healthy 28yo girl. However: Mental: PTSD, ADHD, ASD, BD2, UDD Physical: hEDS, POTS, MCAS I've faked being well my whole life because I thought everybody just had life this hard.

You can’t tell if someone is disabled just by looking at them. There’s no such thing as the “genuinely disabled”. You are not entitled to a person’s entire medical history just so you can decide whether to believe them or not. People are not faking disability, most are trying to fake being well.

Ableism never makes sense because you're being hateful of a community that you might end up being a part of. You don't find out, identify, and decide to join the disability community. You spontaneously end up there and have to decide to socialize with the others in it or not.

Okay fr though, an important part of my sexual formation was stumbling on a forum of "normal boobs" as a 15 year old and realizing that women's boobs can vary wildly and that it's okay and kinda cool

Some people don’t like to commit to bits any more! It’s the worst

all these bitches know is bsky, make they discourse, post, be plural, take hot lewd & lie

Growing up there was a radio station called "KSHE 95" (pronounced k she) and now all I think about is "they/she 95"

popular opinion, boobs

I couldn't ever be a therapist because I'd be saying, "aw shit, yeah I forgot about that" too often

I I just I just love Esquie so much

I don't get why people give a shit about genres and subgenres I thought you liked metal not an infinitismally small slice of it The only thing you should care about is if it goes hard as fuck

It's funny how much of the plural experience is going "hahaha shut the fuck up" to the people in your brain

I firmly believe that I've always been trans but I was just beaten so hard with the cisheteronormativity stick I ended up thinking all men wanted to be girls and that was just life

I'm having so much difficulty coming up with a name for my system it's insane * "Helios System" feels selfish * "Tethys System" is a strong contender but an obvious WuWa reference * "Solar System" would make us the 90th one named that * anything related to Xanothius/Xanothia is too hard for others

miss me with that straight shit

when the fuck did I become an Uma and why did nobody tell me

tboys I'm so sorry I've betrayed you I see you hornyposting and think "ew, a man" I DON'T MEAN THE HATRED I PROMISE, LOVE ME PLS FOR SOME REASON MEN BEING HORNY GIVE ME THE ICK AAAAA

why do toddlers look at you weird when you make the same noise they just did you fuckin started it you weirdo

I genuinely think being on so much ADHD meds during my formative years actually burnt out my dopamine receptors Like they're just broken now

the thing that "no one would work if they didn't have to" rhetoric ignores is just how demoralizing it is to work a fake job wasting hours of your day to appear busy instead of contributing something meaningful to society

I have to be up in 5 minutes to face a day that is literally a physical manifestation of stress that has been hydraulic pressed into a concentrated form that was unceremoniously shoved down my throat sloppy style help

We're just going to go to bed. It's really late (gotta be up at 6am) and I've gotta go console an elf. Love y'all!

It's such an odd feeling when you've gone through something and suddenly realizing that somebody else inside you is torn up in such a different way from it than you were

oh fuck just realized Aelena is holding some trauma I didn't know about babygirl I'm sorry, it's okay I promise aaaa she's crying

if I'm being an idiot, just tell me, I can be accountable, trust

It's really easy to be "non-political" when you don't feel like shifting political winds will ever harm you

Stop Asking Disabled People To Work For Free

the next day shouldn't start until you sleep this is bullshit

I hate how the executive dysfunction screams that makeup is way too much effort I need to find something incredibly simple that looks good and takes as little time as brushing my teeth Like, 5 minutes worth and 5 steps or less

I'm talking to my gender doctor about injections because the ADHD makes pills effectively incompatible at times Not even Aelena can help if she's distracted by the ADHD too

Stop CEOs

oh my god we're seriously doing discourse about discourse DISCOURSE now?

I love queers and queerness

Am I a real trans now

lesbians should be able to teleport and its homophobic that they cant

No matter how delicately I word the TRAUMA I went through, no matter how I try to work WITHIN the restrictions, that content is suppressed. “Not suitable for advertisers” FUCK ADVERTISERS. The fact that I cannot HONESTLY SPEAK about ANY ASPECT of my life online is going to be my 13th reason.

The fact that you cannot discuss the sexualization of children online— even in ways that seek to prevent that harm from occurring— without being heavily censored is a FEATURE of the system, not a bug. Algorithms are designed BY child predators FOR child predators.

Removing the funny for context: Intrusive thoughts tell me to do something for a bit, predicated on the fact that I have enough cognizance to just not follow all the way through because I'm not evil So would somebody who doesn't have that stopgap just be... well...?

is the difference between a psychopath and not being a psychopath just following through

Me to [REDACTED FOR PRIVACY]: "You're doing so good, I'm so proud of you! Oh wait am I being infantilizing? I don't mean to- oh yeah you're an age regressor- -THAT'S SUCH A GOOD BOY!"

mmmm tall womennn