I love seeing newer BMTH fans discover their older stuff. I remember riding the bus in high school listening to Count Your Blessings & would have never imagined the trajectory they took. With newer fans, it’s like watching that happen in reverse lol.

I’m so tired of everything 😩

on the one hand, i can be really bad at reaching out & replying. on the other hand, i am very friend-shaped

I’m about to have a new supervisor at work so I can start earning my lcsw hours & I just hope she doesn’t hate me bc I am a mess 🥲

sorry it’s been three weeks since I posted. I have no concept of time so it felt like three days tbh

having vivid, realistic dreams can be fun until it’s of your partner breaking up with you out of nowhere & you wake up sobbing while you try to process everything if he didn’t know before how devastated I’d be, he does now 🥴

Teen client wants to spend the whole time talking about video games & beating me in Uno? Hell yeah let’s do it 😎

Shoutout to all my trans clients just trying to live their lives in a society doing all it can to prevent that from happening. I feel very grateful that they all continue to choose me to be their therapist & hope that I’m truly helping, at least in some small way. 🏳️‍⚧️💞

I let myself get a couple of weeks behind on notes & am almost caught up with the first half. Never again™️

Oh no I just had an editor ask me to "avoid semicolons and em dashes" YOU WILL TAKE MY SEMICOLONS FROM MY COLD DEAD HANDS

Random story time: when I was in the 3rd grade (2000-2001, Catholic school), everyone in my class had to write to a celebrity of some sort. Several of us decided to write to George W. Bush, but only I asked him why he cheated to win the election. I was also the only kid who didn't get a reply. 🥲

dance gavin dance fans are insufferable lol. saying this as a (returning) dgd fan. it's like the final fantasy fandom of music (also said as a ff fan)

i had a chance to catch up with one of my closest friends from middle/high school. it's overwhelming me with this sense of gratitude for everyone i've been lucky enough to love and be loved by throughout my life. life has never been easy for me, but it could have been so much harder without them

Me by myself watching YouTube at 2am.

anxiety is dumb as hell

that breath of relief when you check your bank account and you haven’t impulsively spent (all of) your bill money

I got too used to being able to afford food, rookie mistake 🤦🏽‍♀️

watching a video about how good the NieR:Automata OST is & I could cry, everything about this game is so fucking good. 100% my favorite game (replicant is a very close second)

who tf is calling me at 6 am...? i mean i'm still fully awake from the night before, but still..

self-love, self-transformation 🧵

me to me, trying to get my fucking notes done

the fact that I’d literally be so screwed rn if I didn’t have a partner with a full time job 😭 grateful for what I have but damn it’s rough out here

May or may not have completely forgotten I was doing laundry, but at least I’m not the only one. This other person’s clothes have been done for close to two hours. Will update if they’re still here when I come back for our clothes. 🤔

i was trying to think of something witty to post but i’m too hungry and eepy to think 😩

It’s my fiancé’s birthday & the first we get to spend together after starting long distance. It’s also my older sister’s birthday, the second one since she died in Feb 2024. I feel like there’s some sort of meaning in that. 😩

HAPPY BISEXUAL VISIBILITY MONTH

the fact that some of us still like men is proof that sexuality is not a choice

idk why i picked now of all times to try to get back into ffxiv after quitting right before dawntrail, but here i am

tomorrow 🖤

psychoactive substances and chill music? yes.

A vampire that isn't Dracula 🧛🏼‍♀️

not up with current events 🌊 #sharks #art #comics

notes are done, hours are in, and now i can enjoy a weekend with crippling anxiety in peace.

So I got a Uber with white upholstery today and I was like sorry I’m a little sweaty and grimy, I hope I don’t stain anything and the driver was like don’t worry I’ve gotten blood out of these seats before and I was like wut

Good morning beautiful people 😌☕️ Have a lovely Saturday 😁🫶

me if i was the baddie of my dreams picrew.me/share?cd=cfr...

ughhh i need to work on my notes so i can enjoy the rest of my weekend. we actually have plans for once 😩 11 to go.

🎃👻✨ picrew.me/share?cd=W4W...

Finally had a client take me up on playing a game bc she didn’t know what to talk about today. I love getting to have fun at work on occasion. 🥰

I took nap between sessions & ended up dreaming that Abby from ER was my client. Maybe I’ve been binge watching a little too hard. 😩

speaking as a therapist, nothing gets my imposter syndrome going like not being able to manage my own anxiety

tiny froggy shenanigans (wip) #frogart

Water-types!

I just need to go to bed for a few years.

my license was approved & I can FINALLY call myself a social worker 🤩🖤 pay raise here I come

I can’t wait to be financially stable for literally once in my life. Like how much of my anxiety would just disappear if I didn’t have to worry about how I’m going to pay all my bills before my next paycheck? 😩

found this cute picrew & had to make me and my fiancé uwu 🖤 picrew.me/share?cd=thu...

this isnt even my final form picrew.me/share?cd=AMS...

i remember when i had my pc built in 2021, this guy on discord gave me so much shit for getting 32gb of ram instead of 16. i told him i was making sure i wouldn't need to buy more later & he told me i was stupid. all my open tabs & 88% ram utilization continue to prove i was right and he's stupid