edge forever, never cum

should i loop some brainwashing this evening?

my response to the ehrc, as all other transphobes is: kill me yourself, cowards

it weekend. go insanely berserk.

it is 12.55 on a Friday and it cannot be the weekend soon enough

i have got like two days in london next week and they are accounted for but i am still thinking of more things i want to do with them. i need to Calm Down.

i need to be able to project music directly into my skull. this would help me to shower more efficiently.

the quest for a sadistic owner is always active but i get distracted by side objectives a lot, you know how it is

1047 days edged and denied. my nub is SUFFERING.

fuck. im horny.

I am a mindless hypnoslut I am a mindless fucktoy I am a mindless edgeslve Please help me break

Oh to be put in a hypno visor and and locked in a room and just left there for god knows how long only for the tist to come back to me being a drooly, leaky, mindbroken mess helplessly susceptible to their suggestions and their programming drilled deep into my empty head 💕

denial bluesky meetup at my place

but i'm not wearing a butt plug??

posing my tdick next to an espresso cup

wfh but actually taking edge breaks a lot

dude i fucking hate it when the nurses sedate and transfer me to the room where all the walls are covered in screens that display pink hypno spirals 24/7 as a "funny bit" while they're forging documents to make it technically legal to do weird sex pervert stuff to me and call it experimental therapy

edging makes me easier to control

My dumb brain is craving to be bullied

Obviously, I love brainwashing someone and slowly changing the way they think over time But conditioning someone, no swirls involved, just strict behavioural modification through punishment and reward to make a docile, obedient pet goes so hard.

sources say it's edging again

All I'm saying is whenever a domme clearly enjoys hurting me and has The Look I will remember that for years otherwise idk it's just not as cool lmao

yay!

my denied nub deserves to be owned

Hey you! Do you feel sad and purposeless? Like a fuckup? Did you know you can exist as a toy for a sadistic woman instead? Its true! She won't solve any of your problems or even really care, but she's getting off on hurting you and that's what matters <3

impact play tonight maybe. maybe try to get some marks.

no thoughts only chastity yearnings

i am so tired

is it a good sign when u get home from work and immediately put ur brainwashing loop back on

it feels better when i'm helpless and controlled

at the office and i am so so bored

i am helplessly denied and i am SUFFERING

denial is a weapon. use it against me.

sadists should get everything they want forever

i looped this for about seven hours yesterday and it's back on again now

i need to be bullied by a spiderenby very badly

please have no mercy on my needy nub. it only deserves to be tortured.

two edges and i haven't even got out of bed yet

my desperate nub has been edged and denied for so long 😭

keep my fuckholes filled for hours

Spider girl with webs as strong as steel. She meticulously crafts bindings for her prey she keeps. Cuffs and collars so lightweight you can’t even feel them but that can’t be cut off with a hacksaw. A woven chastity cage that despite how soft it is, will never come off or budge for an erection

my dms are open if you want to fuck with a semi tranced brainwahsing victim

The gap in my resume is from when I was kidnapped and brainwashed into a mindless empty husk of my former self and sold at an auction to the highest bidder where I lived as a hypnotized slave who's only purpose of existence was to serve and obey my master

this is my brainwashing today hypnotube.com/video/mindwa...

i would enjoy being told i had to do hole training on threat of moderate punishment.

extra day off work! for brainwashing, and hole training

terrible cravings to be called terrible names

I don't really want rules so much as clear expectations

having stupid impulses to burn my life down by putting all my dumb kink things all over my main accounts and it's not even a sex thing, it's just like. i want attention and an excuse to fake my death.