toilet can tell it was messed up by the ways it was raised and the ways it's been abandoned multiple times throughout its life by (ex-)friends who never voiced concerns before ghosting it entirely. it tries to heal and keep growing, to rebuild lost self-confidence, but it's hard to truly trust.

at some point in the near-ish future toilet will be making a separate account for writing/philosophy & other visual art... aiming to have a place where it can feel more able to connect w others without feeling immediately judged as a "kink" identity probably will prune this account down too? idk

kink helped toilet find its identity, sure; it provided a framework to conceptualize itself as something separate from humanity, and allowed it the ability to get really weird with it and break through established norms about what it could be in the first place. however--it is separate!

Toilet is tired of cool artists it's never met blocking it. Awful feeling. It feels the need to prune its online presence to be more "inviting" in some way or another. It loves body horror, but it guesses combining it with kink (and people's assumptions of what being a toilet "means") is... yeah

Beautiful affirming sketches my wife @luxatile.art drew today!! They make toilet so happy it teared up with joy. Genuinely so damn happy to have found an "intermediary form" that allows for such pure self-visualization and sensory happiness while still being so clearly NOT HUMAN. [ fleshtoilet ]

you sit down on the toilet. suddenly—poof!—all your senses are gone, your consciousness floating in the void. when the toilet's next user comes along, your sight, taste, and smell return. you're looking down into the toilet's bowl, only able to pucker your donut-mouth. congrats, you're an anus! 🤍

been playing Caves of Qud a ton after my wife introduced toilet to it... REALLY FUN !! So much detail and tension! It loves the intricacies of its mechanics and the fighting/reputation mechanics. (No permadeath here tho) Also it found a talking potted-plant shopkeeper, very nice object rep, hehe :)

guess today toilet will sit in front of its big living room windows and watch the storm clouds roll by. its porcelain wasn't meant to work a human job. it's so, so tired. at least the air smells good and feels so pleasant across its body. petrichor and a persistent wind. the rumbling of thunder.

This isn't meant to single out anyone in particular... but toilet wishes there was a way to disable reposts from individual accounts. Trying to engage more with community & not have this site just be an ephemeral infinite feed. It's hard when its feed is taken up by bigger artists it doesn't follow!

toilet wishes it could share more of its mundane hobbies here. however, it has safety reasons why it keeps its hobbies less publicly visible, unfortunately. it does not want to be "outed" in some of its scenes. it is scared to be so. maybe someday it would, but it doesn't feel safe.

toilet would love a ceramic "box" to be locked up in for hours at a time. blindfolded, mouth connected to a pipe, rest of the body squeezed tightly and made completely unable to move within the casing. especially once it's made limbless—it's a beautiful thought. toilet pictures this regularly.

one day, someday, toilet will hopefully be able to remove its limbs on its human vessel. it knows with perfect, clear certainty that limblessness is what it desires the most, and it is the form it yearns to have the most. it is medically and technologically possible. it is so close, yet so far.

(amputee, heavy body modification) Toilet's daily relaxation on the couch, watching videos and airing it all out :D (schlrrrbbbll... glrrrp... ppbbtbrrbblllrp!!) Casually existing as a big fleshy lump... squirming to get comfy... cozy and soft, warm, and smooth like porcelain :) 🤍🚽✨ This is me.

Kissing with my big squishy pussymouth... MWAH... (wet schlurp)... such a soft, warm, wet orifice; no teeth to get in the way of anything. ^( )^

Multi-donut hotdogging is an experience very few are afforded... 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘣𝘰𝘺 𝘪𝘴 𝘪𝘵 𝙁𝙐𝙉.

wow toilet is. not doing well today. it doesn't like broadcasting anything about its mental illnesses, but the depression hole is deep right now for anyone reading this. has my art or writing ever imparted meaning/feeling onto you? is there anything from me you want to know more of, read more of?

Thinking "Someone else will do it" is the assurance that no one else will do it, and everyone will lose. Keep up the calls, keep up the emails, keep up the pressure.

Sketches of itself chilling/existing on some couches. Not sure when it will be able to finish these, but they were good studies nevertheless. Limbless extreme bodymods, yes, but happy and healthy and living how it wants to. It's very friendly and likes music a lot

sometimes toilet gets overwhelmed with the profound *wrongness* of how its physical body feels. the way its body's limbs protrude where there shouldn't be anything, the way its body's mouth is entirely the wrong shape. it hopes one day it can be allowed to change these things in physical space…

I apologize for those uninterested in my form exploration that I've been so fixated on it ... genuinely I've got so much happiness from it, but I understand the fatigue that comes with being an observer! comm work coming soon, it's certainly much more varied ^( )^

rub my clit-nose... stim with my big puffy labia mouth... big squishy cuntfaced thing I am... play with my boobs! toy with my ticklish stumps! grope and fondle and playfully smack my big squishy balls. I'm basically a giant fleshy stresstoy, hehe.

This fleshy form toilet found for itself is pure happiness. It's so much easier to mentally access. Every part of its body which gives it distress either removed or changed. Toilet looks at it and it sees ITSELF—and it can conceptualize its senses and volume so easily, too. Blrrrbbpp 🤍

if you're confused by my identity / the strangeness of my forms (mutual or not, but especially those who might feel "turned off"!!), toilet is always happy to explain and answer questions over DMs!! It wants to make sure everyone is comfortable and understanding. 🤍 This is very meaningful to me

it bears emphasizing: "feeling uncomfortable" around strange expressions of identity is something to be worked through. approach things like me with an open mind, in good faith. human brains like to "other" those who express themselves in peculiar ways, and it's important to confront that bias!

note to all (positive) weirdos: you can enjoy strange / esoteric / odd body modification and forms without being "into it" as a kink/fetish. you can appreciate these forms even if they don't make you horny. my art is meant to transcend this limiting boundary. (you can get hard if you wanna, tho)

if you're confused by my identity / the strangeness of my forms (mutual or not, but especially those who might feel "turned off"!!), toilet is always happy to explain and answer questions over DMs!! It wants to make sure everyone is comfortable and understanding. 🤍 This is very meaningful to me

♫ toilet-toy, toilet-toy, I'm a fleshy toilet-toy! ♫

Always remember to give the local toilet (me) a nice big kick to its balls when you're done with it. It signals to it that you're happy with the job it's done! The little muffled squirt-yelps it makes are completely normal signs of happiness.

Beautiful affirming sketches my wife @luxatile.art drew today!! They make toilet so happy it teared up with joy. Genuinely so damn happy to have found an "intermediary form" that allows for such pure self-visualization and sensory happiness while still being so clearly NOT HUMAN. [ fleshtoilet ]

a little treat for a little beast ? pease ?

Toilet is thankful for every being that makes it known when they enjoy what it makes. For what is existence if not to be seen and heard? While toilet primarily creates to satisfy its own personal hunger, we all exist together; it is meaningful to have its presence known. I appreciate all who do 🤍🚽

MY WIFE DREW FLESHY TOILET-ME AND IM SO HAPPY IM GONNA EXPLODE !!!!! Gotta ask her permission to upload them when she's done aaaaaaaaa 🤍💙🤍💙

Deleted that last post because I guess a bunch of bots search keywords on this site too, god damn

The limbless fleshy Toilet I drew last night makes me so damn happy. That's me right there. That's me!!! Living a happy life!!! Someday in the future this will be possible, those mods aren't particularly complicated in the eyes of what future medical tech should be capable of. I will be a toilet. 🤍

If anyone knows anyone who makes custom silicone wearables/prosthetics... I really would adore having a puffy custom vagina-mouth to wear casually around the house. I have savings and would gladly design and model out something that would fit on my face. It would be a dream come true

note to all (positive) weirdos: you can enjoy strange / esoteric / odd body modification and forms without being "into it" as a kink/fetish. you can appreciate these forms even if they don't make you horny. my art is meant to transcend this limiting boundary. (you can get hard if you wanna, tho)

(wriggles out of bed, sloshing and blurping) good moOoOoorpning !!

(amputee, heavy body modification) Toilet's daily relaxation on the couch, watching videos and airing it all out :D (schlrrrbbbll... glrrrp... ppbbtbrrbblllrp!!) Casually existing as a big fleshy lump... squirming to get comfy... cozy and soft, warm, and smooth like porcelain :) 🤍🚽✨ This is me.

blrrrp... schlrrrp.... slrrpp... glrrgrgll... blrbbll... plrrrrp!!! pbbbtttbbbttbtbbbtt!!! (sloppy wet happy sounds)

the cunt-faced shitter................................ me

A transitional stage, perhaps - a formerly human entity that is divesting itself of all the parts that allow it agency and mobility, while having its topmost orifice enlarged to centre its sense of self around it, since it will one day exist purely in service of feeding that hole.

Like... I don't care about being human, or humanoid, or being a part of human society. Replace all that with "furry" or "anthro", too. I don't want any of that. I want to be in my own unique set of rules, I want to feel things that normal people don't, I want to be my own living object.

I'm just so disillusioned with this world and this human form. Let me remove all my limbs and have a vagina for a mouth, for my whole life. Let me occupy that squirming, squishy, warm form until I can get to the reality where I'm able to be full porcelain. I wriggle around until I can no longer.

( cw amputee, limbless masochism ) If I had a choice in the matter, this is how my human body would look IRL. Of course, I would be a porcelain toilet if I could, but this would be a close second in terms of enjoyment, happiness, and fulfillment. My Ideal Human Body.

boxed in

Toilet managed to draw for THREE out of the five days this work week!! Sketched multiple pieces (took a few small private comms to get back on board)—feeling REALLY positive about them!! It feels so good to be back drawing. It's resting today, and keeping a close eye on its arm. Staying safe :)

My side of another trade with @inabunstar.bsky.social !! This time she's the "porta" and I'm the "potty" :D The faces of people who come upon a full porcelain loo out here... it's nice being a good comfortable throne where one might not otherwise expect one 🤍🚽✨ [ cw living toilet, transformation ]

Silly little pet task. 🤍 www.congress.gov/members/find... stop-paypros.neocities.org

I have very bad phone anxiety, but I just called all my reps! As OP said: If you have phone anxiety and don't know what to say: all you NEED to pass along is "do not support [these bills]" They're checking the raw number of citizens getting mad at them. Numbers matter more than time or persuasion.