熱の緑

every once in a while my brain goes "you need to construct a symbol cipher for your art so you can put text on things without feeling cringe" and i put it off. but the urge.

bleedingheart (2023)

[has an emotion] whatever [puts on fast music and imagines cool anime fights instead]

⭑彡

cursor

sickly heart, ever starving (2023)

death's handmaiden

guess who took 6 years to realize he could make his phone stop autocapping "i" without fully sacrificing autocorrect by just removing the suggestion for capital i. it's this guy. finally my cool and irreverent internet grammatical dialect can be restored to its natural state, effortlessly

all i want is to be more than nothing at all

self-denial is all ive ever known... the world spins and spins but i stay in my cage like a dumb dog, starving the worm in my heart. it's safer in here but at what cost? i chew on the bars until my teeth crack and fall away. now nothing for myself can be unpainful.

i am full of blood :)

i would like to be myself but unfortunately i live in a cage built out of the desperate & futile desire to avoid the neverending pain of being a living thing

the thing I missed the most about a twitterlike is the freedom to rapidly post bite sized garbage nonsense to an audience of virtually no one

despite everything I stay worm-like and somewhat putrid

screaming and yelling and bleeding and ripping my hair and tearing my flesh and turning into dirt and worms and when I finally calm down all dizzy and confused the flowers and fungus begin to grow from the pile of what used to be me

maybe I will figure out how to schedule posts and queue some more of my art to be uploaded here... we shall see

death's handmaiden

all this to say if you for sure want to see me (me?) active On Line... this is it probably: necronoia.tumblr.com

im a living unliving organism, ever changing, decaying, blooming, rotting, being, burning....

maybe i will be a User on this Webbed Site now... unlikely, but perhaps? (i am lonely lol)

I look and feel like a slug

website. wwhoa. I'm here

gothic lolita shadow