1k posts it's time to kms

i want priv accs so bad so i can have two layouts at once 😞 im greedy missing an old otter layout i had for a while on sh3twt like 3 years ago 💀

I can actively feel my migraine getting worse just reading this omfg that pisses me off so much

"their belief (and their specific idea of their religion) is more important than me as their child"

nothing says good morning better than family members screaming at each other from across the house 🥰🥰

Finished:))

i dont like this piece of info so im going to ignore and and say its not true

i get so embarrassed when i have tr@uma responses because they are always over such stupid things my brother was yelling and hit/punched his door a few times and i literally started crying and hyperventilating 🧍 he called me "fucking insane" and "ridiculous" but is he even wrong atp 😭

Something about the internet that makes me feel oddly comforted is the fact there are so so so many people out there experiencing the same hardships that I am. It makes me feel a little less alone seeing just how many people have shared experiences with me, even if they're not the happiest

booty

sorry for being inactive i was busy graduating high school 🔥

false alarm after literally only 10 minutes of talking with my mom she said "fuck that shit. bring him over here" so we good

if i'm finally able move out of my dad's he won't fucking let me bring my cat who was given to me when i was 8-10ish i can't leave her here alone because if im not around he will likely neglect/abuse her like our past animals, yet he won't let me take/have her because he "loves her too much"

i was over 2 months clean and i just fucking ruined it

love this for you

i have puffy/curly hair that is about the same width as my shoulders (most days) my mom just told me i have "80's glam rock hair" and should "wear it like an 80's rockstar guy". so excited about this compliment that i needed to post about it 🥴

sorry for blowing up moots' replies it will happen again

October yayyyy

I love those drawings with animals heads/eye next to someone's head/eye and so I'm redrawing one I never finished awhile ago, but here's what I have so far.. I kind of wanted to make the snake darker or red but idk (also trying a new style with the person !!)

uhhh i picked at my skin (shoulders+arms) for three hours today lowkey might r3l@pse just to get this to stop 😭 finding harm reduction behaviors for harm reduction behaviors (aka rel@ps1ng & fucking up all my progress)

i might try posting art again but just censor everything i type so its less likely to attract normsky 🥲

i hate the discover page and i think we should collectively review our morality 😀 wtf

yeah and so what if I ate an entire box of granola in two days...

yes. yes you are

drawing nonstop in order to gradu@te, and one of the pencils i use has this a rough grip on it that shreds tf out of my ring finger so, naturally, i peeled all the damn skin off the area that it was shredding and now it bleeds/hurts to draw with any kind pencil why am i fucking STUPID 🔥🔥🔥

vape is burnt why has god forsaken me 😞

elt0n j0hn is emotionally carrying me lately

Yeah so immediately when I got my hands on weed my appetite goes back to normal basically ugh I binged today need to be more careful

i provide both for myself call that a selfmade man

why is all of my body f@t stored in my arms took such a good bc that i would lowkey post if it weren't for my arms looking like that wtf

- like rotten fruit, i’m full of soft spots for you -

"you need to eat more!!" proceeds to make/buy food that i dont like

i love staring at the bones that are more visible between my 2o25 b0dych3cks literally am just flipping the pictures back and forth and zooming in on things/b0nes like a lunatic

please do not let my brother turn out just like my dad i am on my KNEES lord

absolutely locking in with d1gital art

"you're looking slim" THANKS the guilt is consuming me 💀

I love how my account is just me complaining about mt dumb life lol

i might be forced to rehome my b3ardie i really do not want this for him, he's already been rehomed twice before me and i was supposed to be the forever person, i was gonna move out with him, etc. my dad is telling me he doesn't want him around and my mom can't have another animal in her house

Really just asked myself "is half a bagel, a small bowl of rice with broccoli, and a bag of popcorn too much food for one day?" Idk what to say for myself ngl

"i feel dissociated when i don't leave the house" that is not what dissociation is. have you ever had a panic attack that you can't even fucking feel because you are CHEMICALLY dissociated. have you ever watched your body shake and sweat and hyperventilate without feeling it???? fuckkkkk OFFFFFFFF

"you are not living in reality" thanks dad! i actually miss school because i almost never feel real, not cause i just "don't wanna go". it's been a long time since i've recognized myself in the mirror or looked at my hands and felt like i was controlling them, so i yeah maybe you're right. -

I miss cutting like a lot actually :/

"i would like to support you but you need to be doing something that i can support" somebody kill me

i have been eating way too fucking much this weekend 😃 probably over 1k cals today 😃😃😃😃😃

seeing the way my dad interacts with my brother makes me think everything he did/said really was my fault

there is no sweeter innocence than our gentle sin

missing old moots from $h3dtWt prime wayyy too much, really hoping they r recovering now

have any moots done dr1ver's 3d because i have my first beh1nd the wh33l tomorrow and am scared shitless 😭 i started the classes pretty late

praying my friend doesn't notice my w3ight l0ss tomorrow because we met in ed residential and i really don't want to trigger her

i should have notifs on for mooties 💔sorry guys