gone for like 2 weeks and i missed like 100 mootie life events. how tf 🥲

I painted the window!! Its kind of hard to see when its light outside though lol

sorry guys i'm back

anyone remember peak?

i am not looking forward to thanksgiving dinner at all ugggghhh

i should really start writing in verse again why am i so lazy about hobbies 💔

fml dude there's something that i can't remember but i know is there its the same feeling i had for at least 2 years before my last repressed memory came back except ive had this about a far back as i can remember can my brain STOPPPP i don't want to remember shit 😭😭

i am way too s0ber right now 💔

MARLEY HAPPY BIRTHDAYY!!!!🎉🎉

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hot take but some people fake mental illness just to fake it and it isnt always a sign they have something wrong other than being genuinely just attention seeking liars 😛

i need a more animation friendly art style smh

"I was ashamed of myself, when I realized life was a costume party; and I attended with my real face" - Franz Kafka

my mom just brought home 3 of my safe foods and there were already 3 in the cabinets beforehand FAWKKK lord please dont let me binge on popcorn and fruit strips

feeling stupid drafting messages to old friends in my notes app that i'll probably never send funny how mental illness forces you to lose people you love ! 😀

“you cant just keep your emotions bottled up-“ YES I CAN!!! 7️⃣ YEARS GOING STRONG‼️⚠️NEVER LET IT OUT👀⁉️🗣️NEVER!!!!🙏‼️

i literally just check my mootie post notifications for the day and dip🥲

i need to draw fan art NOOWWWW

im so scared that losing won't make me look any more andr0gynous and ill still have the same proportions that i do now i dont want this fem body get AWAY!!!

i know "parents aren't supposed to vent to their kids" or whatever, but i always listen to my mom when she vents to me she doesn't blame me for her problems like my dad does so i want to help the best i can and i don't caaarrreeee if that's "not ideal"

i can't allow myself to believe that it happened to me that was a different person and i am not who that was i used to be a different person and i'm not that person now therefore it didn't happen to me. any of the years from those ages that i can't remember didn't happen

[ draculette's edsky intro ] 18, they/she, ednos goth furry stonerexic of ur nightmares - stats: - 169cm sw: 62kg　 lw: 52.9kg gw: 50kg content warning for my life

getting really sick of living as myself

do y’all remember the life app 🥹 or wtv the fuck it was named GOSH i miss it so much 🥹

getting the feeling my mental state is about to absolutely plummet

synesthesia is fun sometimes because i can just sit and rock back and forth to music and see a whole different world behind my eyelids

😀

i hate being afab because i can't dress in (even slightly) fem clothes without being immediately perceived as a woman

I think I'd rather crucify than learn!!!!!

having several special interests but no current hyperfixation is weird because what do i do in my free time i'm currently in the middle of playing three different games, watching two different shows, worldbuilding for several new ocs, working on 3 drawings and a collage adhd is genuinely insane

thanks to my downstairs neighbors who have been blasting floor-and-wall-shaking rave music directly underneath my room for TWO DAYS IN A FUCKING ROW can't sleep cause the every time the beat drops it VIBRATES MY MATTRESS 😭😭😭

all my extremely low effort digital elio doodles gonna make an actually good drawing soon but these were for my ocsn account so idrc

not targeted but why do so many people glamorize mental illness this shit is not fun i promise you don't want this !

actually i could just not go but it'll just lead to guilt tripping and a one sided blame game (courtesy of my grown ass father)

i fucking hate going to my dad's house but i stayed with my mom last + this week so there's no escape this time

im actually so excited, i love messing with things and have always wanted to better my skill at any visions that have come to me so i really hope this helps🕺🕺🕺

i don't think there's anything that can ever top finding new albums to put on repeat

dude litro and it just keeps getting worse nd more popular for some reason?? and most of the time they lie about going to wards and starving. i dont understand how people can lie so confidently especially for something so damaging and competitive. but then again its the internet so nobody rlly cares

This for art class

apparently i'm right back on the emo posting sorry wtaf 🧍

rel1g1ous gu1lt be plaguing my brain lately and for what i literally haven't fully believed in years can my brain stop 😀

i love art so fucking much i need more art in my life everything has been so shit and dull since ai came out

i still talk to oomf i met on $h3dtwt almost 3 years ago who is now rec0vered and so happy (on im3ssage ofc, no twt anymore) i love seeing people get better 🔥

how to talk to mooties off platform

sorry for disappearing i'm not dead 🔥

HAPPY HALLOWEEN GUYS

Happy Halloween yayayayayayayayayayayayayayayayayayyayayayayayay

it's hall0ween and i am joyous happy hall0ween mooties eat candy and watch something spooky

nevermind i just vomited 1,000-ish words about one of them i do NOT live in reality but its kinda great so