Haircut… Done, Bag pack… done, luggage… done, Dinner… done, tomorrow’s lunch and breakfast… Done!!! This boy is ready for his trip to NYC tomorrow to put to good use my borderline OCD helping @iangray.bsky.social 😊💙

Blocked!!!

I guess therapy has done its work, today I had my last session with my therapist, I was sad and cried a bit, but the sadness didn’t dragged all day like it used to. I’ll miss seeing him, but I’m so thankful for all his work and help. He’s one of the people I owe to be less messy ☺️☺️☺️

The highlight of the birthday weekend. Sparklers, singing… to an empty chair. While we were focused lighting things, the birthday boy took a bathroom break.

My dyslexia played with me again… on our way from Michigan to Chicago, I read a banner that say “I regret my Abortion” as “I regret to be a Bottom” 😅😅😅😅

Wanting of a nice unexpected cuddle session accompanied with kisses, appropriate and inappropriate touching, with a nap after (TBH the cuddling and the nap would suffice)…all this with someone I have a reciprocal intimate and emotional connection. It’s been really a while since I had that.

Anyway… I lost the count of days, but I finished this digital watercolor over several bus rides using @procreate.com in my iPad. From a picture I took of a Roman sculpture exhibit at the Art Institute of Chicago.

This feeling of loneliness is hitting hard this afternoon…

I finished watching the Glee episode honoring Cory, last time I rewatched I stopped watching because of Naya’s death, reason why now it hits harder.🥺 I feel I also needed a good cry, I haven’t really cried (just teary) since last year,😭so this helped. I still need more but for now this will do. 😮‍💨🥹

I just saw this trend from a few months ago, and had to do it… but I have several, they had less than a season to 2 seasons… Name a show you’re positive no one remembers but you

What movie did you see way too young?

Things that made me queer: Male underwear packaging. Quo magazines (Mexico) The cast of the Mummy (1999) Bruce Willis and Milla Jovovich in the Fifth element (1997) Spice Girls & Spice World Disney animated movies Max Steel toy Web chats/internet Mexican teen pop music Mexican teen telenovelas Pecs

When I say I have a type (a few of them) I mean it… Can’t believe that now have a crush on a Smurf 🤩 kind of helps that Nick Offerman is voicing this character.

Movie you’ve watched more than 6 times using gifs.

This is getting out of hand!

Happy Pride, Milwaukee! Glad we got to share just a small part of it with you!

@jalans07.bsky.social and I accidentally showed up for Milwaukee Pride Weekend.

Late post, Day 71+ the + is for the days that I worked on the commission painting and other portrait which cannot show until they make it to their owners. I had this one traced and ready to paint on leather, also wanting to do something sexy ☺️

Post your first (cell)phone Ericsson Kf778

For noen kan et lite regnbueflagg bety at vi føler oss tryggere. Man ser flagget og tenker; « her kan jeg passe inn» En enkel måte å vite at jeg også blir satt pris på. Veldig fin video Oslo Pride🌈

Looking cute being woken up by the construction work happening on TWO neighboring buildings… My bedroom faces the alley.

My therapist cancelled my appointment for today because he is not feeling well, one part of my says, yai lunch nap (WFH) and so sad that he is sick, but the other side says: bummer, I really wanted to have therapy today.

Yesterday was my first time going inside the Wrigley Field, I went with an special request that I was able to fulfill. There was also a booth for first timers to get a pic with the mascot. Even that I left before the game ended, it was kind of fun, but not sure I’ll be doing it again anytime soon.

I am a mouth away to finish the commission painting I’ve been working on… teeth keep being a pain 🥺

A question followed up with follow up questions? Why getting haircuts restores gay people’s powers? And what are those powers? Could it be that doesn’t work with me when I get a haircut/beard trim because I am Bi? 🧐🧐🧐 🤭🤭🤭🤭

Without saying Mrs. Doubtfire, fav Robin Williams film? But also Flubber, Jack, and Aladdin

Y’all know that hands and feet are hard to draw and paint… but I found something even harder, teeth! Making a smile showing teeth, jeeeez! I have restarted that mouth at least 3 times now! After I’m done with this painting, I will have to practice that (traditional painting) digitally is easier.

Small video of my new tattoo 😊💙

Honest question, Is there like an event drop after a kind of small event/thing, like getting a tattoo?

It has been a meh kind of day… 😒😏 Hopefully going to bed with clean bed sheets helps a bit and tomorrow I’m in a better place emotionally

Today is 10 years since I moved to Chicago. Wanted to write something meaningful for the day. Honestly, I have mixed feelings, the main reason I moved ended up in divorce, the 💩political climate, plus other things; there are good things in my life but the bad are big enough that I feel like this. 🙂🥺

It is not sitting well seeing that someone I had a date with posting a story about dating and saying (paraphrasing) that is fking awful out there… I agree, it is awful, but makes me thing I did something really bad enough that he ghosted me… 🤨

Day 70 (more before working on a commission painting) Today was a crazy day, phone failed so a lot of bus rides to get it fixed, still will have to wait until tomorrow to get it back. Bright side, lots of time for drawing, so I made these two, didn’t timed them. Here are these bus riders.

Current mood

I guess that’s why I get for soft brag that since i changed to iPhone I haven’t had an issue I woke up with my phone unable to connect to my cellphone service and unable to update the iOS… but it is the longest I’ve had a phone without the need of service. 🥹

Reskeet the spectacles 🤓

Feeling shinny this morning 😊☀️

Ugh, it is annoying when the Pace bus I take back home from work doesn’t show up. I experienced a new annoyance, being on the platform of the L (longer commute option) and seeing on the distance the bus on its way to the stop but is too far to run towards it… Happy Friyay!!!

A movie from the year you turned 18

Cheers to turning 39! With a drink, a drag queen after hours being loud and Golden Girls. Officially at 4am I have one year to accomplish some of the things I I know I can accomplish by the time I turn 40.

After a nice snack, I’m like to start boarding to be on our way to NYC for my pre-birthday weekend with @czkhdoad.bsky.social. Can’t wait to see you @iangray.bsky.social 😊😊😊

I just read an article review of Moana 2, the writer’s biggest issues were logical if it wasn’t a cartoon/fantasy story, but they go on as if it was telling an historic event… Has people now unable to enjoy children’s fantastic movies without wanting to have a realistic explanation to the movie.

I just finished binging Ghosts (UK version) can’t believe that I am crying so hard after that last episode! Such a good show!

hear hear

On Saturday night I became officially a paid artist. Let get that painting done! 🖼️🎨👨🏽‍🎨

Day 69 (late post from yesterday) Sketch on iPad and @procreate.com, 40 min. Continuation of Cooper (RIP) on my bus ride. I have been working on my branding now that I have a client. The agreement has been signed, I am just waiting on the first payment to start working on the custom painting. ☺️

What are your three favorite musicals? Hard to have a one on each top spot, so these are my top 3 tied favorites 😅😅😅 Company - Merrily We Roll Along SIX - Sweeney Todd Moulin Rouge - Little Shop of Horrors

Over the weekend I worked more on organizing my pictures. I did more talk with the possible client, it is confirmed that will me my first client as an artist, and made a quick idea of how I see the portrait being. So even though I didn’t draw as much I worked on my art in a professional level.

Day 68 Illustration on iPad and @procreate.com, 1 hr. Black man, with reference image. I didn’t wanted to let one more day go without drawing. Now to keep organizing pictures!

Ugh so warm!. This weather change is why my allergies were so rough end of last week and early this week… I already miss the chilly weather 🥺