(learning more about the au for this account and how it's developing makes me really feel like saying this account is based on my 𝑓𝑖𝑟𝑠𝑡 𝑖𝑚𝑝𝑟𝑒𝑠𝑠𝑖𝑜𝑛𝑠. and um, wont be including any of hte newer stuff because quite frankly um… it is sorta getting too confusing for me.)

(I have: ー fucked up irredeemable tv ー fucked up irredeemable mailguy ok)

I’ll engrave you into my body.

After the Kikunuke comes the Kikupipebomb

Do you think… that even the worst person can change? Heh… little late for that.

( *sighs and places my head in my hands* this Woman)

(my point still stands that this one and my coffin tenna are my most fucked up muses)

(god she's so fucked up.)

(this thing and that one spamton are my most messed up muses for very obvious reasons, i think.)

(anyways hi)

(fucked up Shit.)

「* Thinking, thinking. It's been quiet and that's fine. She had what was hers close after all, so why would she want anything else.」

(i keep meaning to remove this account from the autofollow bc i down want to make people uncomfortable wuhg)

You’ll enter, inside me!

I believed it Even though I believed it I loved you Even though I loved you

(oh… death reversed kinda fits actually)

bsky.app/starter-pack... (btw here's all my accounts i run rn incase you want them)

(bird.)

Go ahead. Throw your life away – again, and again, and again. Be drowned by love. Be buried by love. Be consumed by love.

I WAITED TOO LONG FOR YOU. I WILL DEVOUR YOU, LOVE YOU INTO FLAME.

New dead body!?

(thinking about the imagery of silent hill F again. I just really didn't like the trypophobia deaths. heahhae)

ー 𝐀𝐂𝐂𝐎𝐔𝐍𝐓 𝐖𝐀𝐑𝐍𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐒. 𝐷𝐸𝐴𝐷 𝐷𝑂𝑉𝐸: 𝐷𝑂 𝑁𝑂𝑇 𝐸𝐴𝑇.

(i always get nervous using nsfl/dd:dne tags on my accounts that are very horror themed because i know a lot of acutal awful accounts use those terms too and i don't want people to think i'm like that, but i feel a bit more confident bc vanny's doing it.

(Maybe I will, update the account warnings just A Bit)

(But yea despite my horror fixation being the reaon why this account is so special to me along with remembering other versions of past aus I had, i understand if people don't wanna interact bc it's too fucked up / dark)

^). 「* Oh she's very Happy right now.」

Love and love are the result of burning. Boiled thoughts only turn into black poison.

As I gain something, the pain increases as well.

(breatHES)

(haAHAHa *dies*)

A rotting love you, love you, love you!

「* ….」 Hm.

I just need one person. On the dark how am I going to. If.:

I saw you...

make people feel weird!

I wanna be alone, alone with you, does that make sense? I wanna steal your soul and hide you in my treasure chest

(trying to piece together what to do here because: i don't have a spamton for here and idk if kishi's gonna wanna return to it with how it was making them feel (they didn't feel like they could do it well in the end).

Just the fact you thought it was normal tobring that up.

【𝐋𝐈𝐍𝐊𝐄𝐃 𝐀𝐂𝐂𝐎𝐔𝐍𝐓𝐒】

I have questions about your sanity. 「* Says the insane one. Basically.」

(i guess i kinda… don't really know what to do here now. i lost a lot of the things linked to it so 🤷? i mean. i can imply things but idk. i'm not gonna be pissed off at people just for having no motivation for accounts. especially not kishi, bc i get where she's coming from. idk.)

(i'll redo the pinned in a bit.)