(uUUUUGH)

(MY MAIN TENNA WAS MARKED AS SPAM.)

(actually gonna put some time into thinking about this bc i honestly have the thought of the darkner parallel to amalgamates that i wanna try to figure out)

(… would people um hate me if i gave this tenna slight amalgamate traits. like the invulnerability to fighting damage and only able to be pacified via sparing / mercy)

Midori?

well. huh.

oh.

「* Leans against @alwaysherenevernot.bsky.social」

@alwaysherenevernot.bsky.social and him ngl

does the pain weigh out the pride ?

i let my rage control me. / i let my grief dictate me.

@spammymailman.bsky.social (more tenna directed at spamton than vice versa)

(welp i)

(*looks at follower count* oh almost 600 uh)

(I have my heating pad on my elbow area bc that was killing the hell out of me and it's sooo nice I feel so relaxed (I don't want to get up from laying down... )

(this heating pad is a godsend)

(my searing fucking pain from this pinched nerve sure hates meeeEEE)

Midori... did we ever name the new child?

I miss static. I..

The latest circumstance allows zero room for sympathy!

… 「* Hiding his face a bit.」

(that Face that i like a normal amount on tenna)

i'm sorry.

「* He knows she hates it so she's hiding his screen to the best of his ability. Trembling.」

(SORRY FOR VANISHING I'M WORKING ON THE BACKSTORY FOR THIS PORTRAYAL)

(um so.)

perhaps i am no one. true， i have a body and i cannot escape from it. i would like to fly out of my head， but that is out of the question.

i've wasted so much time becoming nothing.

i watch him in the kitchen， and i think of how much it hurts to love somebody. how deep the hurt is， how almost unbearable. it's not the love that hurts; it's the possibility of anything happening to the object of your love.

i feel like i've failed.

1 JU5T . 1 JU5T W4NT 3 33 D T0B3 D3C3N T F0R H3R 1 W4NT3D T0 B3 4BL3 T0… T0…. GHH 「* He… he just is not ok at all. Great. Taking a shaky breath.」 everything that. thatー thatー could have gone wrong. why is it happening, h-haha.

YEAH. YEAH. SURE.

(ohhhg they fight)

(ough the temporary truce that they had is over)

Spamton. Don't 𝑓𝑢𝑐𝑘𝑖𝑛𝑔 make that face at me.

. . . 「* If he had eyes he'd be glaring. The feeling is there.」 Sure.

Yeah they do, 𝑑𝑜𝑛'𝑡 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑦.

What a brutal world we live in, indeed!

(his icons probably gonna remain this for quite awhile. He sorta isn't emotionally too great and is abit fragile rn in that way and I wanna portray that.)

MIDORI

great.

this pain? no, it's different. loneliness. yes. loneliness.

@wiredinthecrt.bsky.social / @miku.being.baby

@alwaysherenevernot.bsky.social / @wiredinthecrt.bsky.social

It crumbles, it crumbles down.

…. 「* the hatred he felt for him was getting a bit stronger again now.」

(um guys i'm actually getting Emotional about this (good))