Good morning 🫶 #nature #photography

Sumi and Gale for @brainrotalterego.bsky.social 📚

i always thought i was an unfathomable pit， until you jumped in and i felt your feet touch the bottom of me. you never feared the abyss.

After a good day, I simply pretend that I never had any symptoms.

Tomorrow I have a meeting with the person who made it possible for me to face my traumas in the first place... I would love to say: Thank you for making me jump into the abyss voluntarily... and now get me the hell out of there!!!

I'm now addicted to playing guitar, but today I can't play for long because my fingers hurt so much... It's so unfair 🥲

Fuck everything, I'm learning to play guitar! I have no control over what therapists do with all the information I give them, but that doesn't mean I can't fulfil my childhood dream in the meantime 😤

I am extremely concerned that the fact that the therapists did not recognise the actual problem has now made everything worse. I can hardly remember what I did today, yesterday or before, and that is... I don't know. But I am hopeful that things will get better again.

CW: trauma Please take care of yourselves if you know that you have suffered early childhood attachment trauma. I can only speak for myself, but there is a high risk that you will confuse love with the feeling of mortal fear. This knowledge was hard for me to swallow...

I miss the days when you could just repost art without worrying that it was AI...

Commissioned piece based on the 16th century motif of death as the great equalizer. Death doesn't care about earthly possessions or status, death can't be be bargained with. Before death we are all equal at last. #WerewolfWednesday #werewolf #art

AND at long last my part of the art trade with the wonderful @tacticiankate.bsky.social ! The beautiful Emerald 🥺💚 Perfect first piece to complete in 2026, if you ask me 👍 #art

🩸 Petra, Dark Urge ✦ Portrait Commission #art #digitalpainting #bg3

hi, I paint detailed scenes in gouache / poster colour #PortfolioDay

Wolf! Raven is a lucky girl... #art #OC

You are absolutely worth getting help. You don't have to ask yourself whether your symptoms are bad enough. The important question is: Can I and do I want to continue as before? If the answer is no, please seek help asap!!! There are certainly crisis services in your country that you can contact 🫂🫶

Hi #PortfolioDay I'm Korraiko, a freelance Illustrator who loves creating book covers and illustrations for dark fantasy and horror. I'm looking for work in Publishing, TTRPGs, TCGs or any other projects Email: [email protected] Portfolio: korraiko.carrd.co

I'm fine... I'm okay... I thought all this positive transfer-emotion-overwhelm-crap was over. I mean... How long have I been here now? Two weeks? And nothing happened... And suddenly it's all back, everything is back... 😭💔

Good news: I had another therapy session today and for the first time I feel like I'm being taken seriously here. My therapist is now involving more people in the diagnosis who can provide more detailed information 😊

Is it Monday again already? Where did the weekend go, or last week? I think I should organise my days better...

embrace 🩸🕯️ (Astarion and my Tav, Iiyola) #BG3 #Astarion #baldursgate3

I can't talk about the past, but I can write about it. Certain songs are a good way to access memories. So in my therapy sessions, I always hand out song lyrics and the thoughts I've written down about them, which can sometimes get quite out of hand. My poor therapist always has a lot to do then. 😂

Sometimes I feel a strong urge to write a book about all my experiences and how I discovered that there are many unresolved questions about my life that I had forgotten. It was no coincidence... all of this was meant to remain undiscovered until I had the strength to see it.

I feel that all the discussions in psychology lead to even more suffering for patients. Therapists are torn between legal aspects and validating the patient's perception. Patients often feel hurt and withdraw, which can block the healing process. 1/2

This started as “just a quick sketch.” It did not stay a quick sketch. Will maybe add things like clothing later. #Solavellan #DragonAge #ArtistProblems

I don't know exactly how I did it, but I had quite a big sense of achievement today. Miracles really do happen, and that gives me back a little bit of hope.

It never stops snowing here... I seem to be living in the wrong city if I want to experience a truly white Christmas and a winter with lots of snow. Outside, it looks like something out of a fairy tale.

I have been seriously considering changing my name for some time now... as far back as I can remember, I have found my name to be a burden, and it does not help me to be constantly reminded of my past.

Was in the forest again and wanted to share this beautiful moment with you. Please always remember to show yourself as much compassion and acceptance as you show your friends. #nature #photography

Zelda #digitalart #illustration

I still find it incredible how two completely random encounters could turn my whole life upside down. It's hard to put into words. Even though the truth hurts so much, I now have the chance to lead a more self-determined and fulfilling life. I wish these two special people didn't live so far away.

I will face the truth... in order to heal, major changes will be necessary. I realise that I have built a life for myself that keeps me trapped in my childhood. If I continue like this, no therapy in the world will be able to help me.

I think I now know why I never seriously kept a diary.

Also made Bellara ❤️ #DragonAge

Apparently, the heating in the clinic has broken down. I only noticed this when a therapist mentioned it. Sometimes there has to be something positive about my symptoms. Cold? What's that? 😅

Sometimes I really wish there was something that could shorten the diagnosis of mental illness and rule out misdiagnosis.

👑 lil doodle as a break from comms. havent painted him in a while <3 #gortash #bg3 #bg3art

The therapists really make me look in every conceivable direction. "Perhaps there are more logical and simpler explanations that better explain your behaviour." It's extremely difficult to engage with this and it reopens even more wounds. What lengths one goes to in order to get the right treatment.

I fulfilled a long-awaited wish because I really don't care what others think of my hobbies anymore, and I bought myself a pretty tarot deck. It always helped me in my youth, so why not now? The card I found most appealing was the 7 of Swords... surprise haha

I just read my therapy journal from the summer and found a description of a dream I had that made absolutely no sense at the time... but now... I could really start crying. My psyche is always one step ahead of me 🤯

Old comm for DivineShoob on VGen! #VGenComm #illustration

Wolf.🐺 #wolf #drawing #artsky #artist #art #artwork

Vielleicht hilft es mir, wenn ich mal auf deutsch schreibe: Ich fühle mich total verrückt, obwohl mein Leben jetzt erklärbar ist. Aber ich will nicht, dass das alles passiert ist. Warum musste ich nur meinem Psychiater vertrauen? Warum glaubt er mir? Warum lobt er meine gute Beobachtungsgabe? 😮‍💨

Why does being honest with therapists feel so dangerous? They now know more about me than my closest friends do...

Energy to take into 2026 ✏️✨ [ #cuteart #traditionalart #sketchbook ]

repost to give those 2 or 3 followers who always like your weird posts a little forehead kiss & a grilled cheese cut diagonally

Denial is good, I guess, because maybe I am wrong after all, since I don't have these symptoms all the time and I can stop it if I want to, right?!?

I spoke with a doctor today about my experiences from today, and we had a long discussion about what I found out. After a while, he indirectly suggested what he thinks I have... 1/2

Hi, I’m Sarah!👋 I’m an artist who loves Astarion and Adam Frankenstein a totally normal amount lol. This post has all my art for this year in a thread below! All my comm info and other sites can be found here: linktr.ee/reyl0s #astarion #bg3 #art #digitalart #Frankenstein2025