you're in every part of me， down to every single cell. i consist of you， my heart beats as if we share the same soul. i wouldn't ever get rid of you， not even if i wanted to.

remember who i was before? i used to be so pure， so protected.

you know her by her laugh and the shine of her knife.

to know the pain of too much tenderness. to be wounded by your own understanding of love.

do you think it's easy， not biting the one you love? try loving someone so much your mouth is only at home in the place where your teeth meet the flesh of your beloved.

what goes unsaid: that only one remains. what also goes unsaid: the wrong one.

he will be my companion and he will see the end of the scenario.

there are times when i am convinced i am unfit for any human relationship.

i did not like to be touched， but it was a strange dislike. i did not like to be touched because i craved it too much. i wanted to be held very tight so i would not break.

standing quietly by the window， still hungry for i don’t know what.

of course i’ll hurt you. of course you’ll hurt me. we will hurt each other. but this is the very condition of existence. to become spring means accepting the risk of winter. to become presence means accepting the risk of absence.

i will only let you touch me if your hands are so full of intention that every brush of your palms feels like you're writing a novel on my skin.

i gave up everything. everything. so why? why? why?

but i'm the fool， i'm the idiot. because half the songs i write still start out as duets.

every daughter has a cage around her head and a mother on the cross. i always hope to take it off， and rarely do. instead， i climb up， like a child into the bed. i nail myself beside you.

my love is selfish. i cannot breathe without you.

so why do i still feel so goddamn inferior?

when i'm with you there is no one else i get heaven to myself

i shall pray that you may continue to exist somewhere， too.

i can't be your love 'cause i'm afraid i'll ruin your life.

oh， i will ruin you. it's a habit， i can't help it. i know that you mean so well， but i am not a vessel for your good intent.

i finally caught you. i won't leave you alone.

i have always loved everything about you. even what i didn't understand.

in the most biblical sense， i am beyond repentance.

are you happy?

all i did was dream， and that's what you found guilty?

mine has been a life of much shame. i can't even guess myself what it must be to live the life of a human being.

and then i go and spoil it all by saying something stupid like i love you.

i won’t change my mind. ᛤ and i won’t let you go.

when i am dead， i charge you to mingle our ashes and bury us together.

my body's missing pieces ᛤ can't pull it all together ᛤ my body's missing pieces ᛤ i wish i could remember.

even if time rewinds and you decide not to look for me， i'll certainly always look for you.

let’s admit， without apology， what we do to each other.

i will take a crowbar and pry out the broken pieces of god in me.

the real me doesn’t exist. there’s nothing that’s ‘like me’ or ‘not like me’. since you all are begging me like this， you must each have your own ideas about who i am. they’re all wrong; there’s no right answer.

falling in love with a human will only bring you misfortune， i know that well.

i want you to know that it is okay not to love me. i want you to know that you are not the first person who found it a little too tough， who took two steps back when my jaws started snapping.

it seems i’m unwelcome no matter where i go.

whichever road i take， they all turn into you ᛤ someday you'll know it too.

there is blood everywhere and i am lost in it. i breathe blood， not air.

i’m glad to have lost everything. it would have been better had i remained oblivious. like how you’ve always done， it’s fine if you keep lying to me forever.

i have spent all my life resisting the desire to end it.

i've done the math， there’s no solution， we’ll never last. why can’t i let go of this?

let’s embrace each other， even if we are doomed.

he's more myself than i am. whatever our souls are made of， his and mine are the same.

you have changed me， gently， unknowingly. you have changed me with your love.

you're right， you're not my daughter. and i sure as hell ain't your dad. and we are going our separate ways.

can’t you see? the sky is crying，it’s crying because of my loneliness. don’t you know how long i’ve looked for you?

seriously， why? it makes no sense to me. i don't understand anyone! why are adults like this? why is everyone like this? someone， just tell me why!

my heart thinks of you often， that i'm afraid you've become my heart.