the sun came out today. but i still ache all over.

i hope we can all watch the sunset again together some day ...

this is what it means to love someone. this is what it means to grieve someone. it’s a little bit like a black hole. it’s a little bit like infinity.

wrong yet again ... but that's kinda your thing now anyway， right?

i'll be waiting. you used to say that to me almost every day. i think now， i might just understand how you felt in that shaded garden， all those years. till we meet again.

i am not even a religious person. i am hardly a person at all， except when i look at you and think that this life with you must go on forever because it is so perfect， with all its imperfections.

the god of fire descends to light the forest， to fill you with what hollows. everyone you meet you scorch.

i adored you. you were so soft， so diabolically angelic looking.

i look at you， and i just love you， and it terrifies me. it terrifies me what i would do for you.

where you go， i go. what you see， i see. i know i'd never be me without the security of your loving arms keeping me from harm.

you seem nice. i'd hate to kill you.

the reason it hurts so much to separate is because our souls are connected.

how long ago did i die? where was i buried?

come love， make me better than i was. come teach me a kinder way to say my own name.

the reason it hurts so much to separate is because our souls are connected.

there's something wrong with me， and it reads nothing like poetry. so will you love me in spite of these tics and inconsistencies?

i tried to save us. i really wanted to tell you that i tried. but it was too late. you resent me not for the things i did... but for the things i did not. how can i try to save us… when there is no more us?

something is strange. are you really captain?

love，for you，is larger than the usual romantic love. it’s like a religion.

if it's you i'll be fine， i don't care how many times it takes to kill me ... hurry and do it.

i love you. i abhor that i love you.

i'm willing to be whatever you want me to be， whether it's friends， lovers， or both. i just know that i want to be in your life， exist in your orbit， as long as you'll have me.

hurry up and go， you fool.

to come to you willingly— even now i ask for this ache.

i can’t stop you putting roots in my dreamland. ᛤ my house of stone，your ivy grows，and now i’m covered in you.

just because you did something bad， doesn't make you a bad person.

the world was on fire and no one could save me but you. it's strange what desire will make foolish people do. i'd never dreamed that i'd meet somebody like you， and i'd never dreamed that i'd lose somebody like you.

in my dreams，i come home to you and you come home to me，and for a split second every hardship i ever endured has meaning.

i look at you， and i just love you， and it terrifies me. it terrifies me what i would do for you.

grieving， grieving， constantly grieving. i mourn what could have been， what will not be， what i can't save.

i loved those guys， but they didn't love me back.

looking half a corpse and half a god.

my darling， you will never be unloved by me. you are too well tangled in my soul.

i've wasted so much time becoming nothing.

if it's for my partner， i'll gladly conquer any hell we come across.

i'm a heartless puppet， just moving around until i break.

i will leave such an imprint on your heart that anyone you entertain after me will have to know me in order to understand you.

i know your heart， and you mine.

he will be my companion and he will see the end of the scenario.

and i've tried having faith， but i'll rot like a dog， because i've always been scared of loving someone just a little bit more than i'm loved.

i have become so like him that i might be his ghost.

i might be a killer but i don’t want to become a monster.

you are light. sometimes you shine so brightly i must look away. but even so，is it still okay if i stay at your side?

who's the real you? the person who did something awful， or the one who's horrified by the awful thing you did? is one part of you allowed to forgive the other?

that weight in my heart is never gonna go away. it's why i hate everything. every living， breathing thing just rubs me the wrong way. so why not destroy it all? why not destroy everything?

tell me that you chose me. that you love me. that you crave the darkness.

did i live with you in a past life? was i your lifelong partner? is that why the idea of losing you torments me so much? how long have i been without you?

something is strange. are you really captain?

it must be nice having someone care enough to cry over you.

no matter what you say，i will never leave their side.