When I think of God, I think of hiding. The way a child hides. In hopes of being found.

All my love gone for nothing. Days of my love, years of my love.

The birds are bleeding upside-down Their feathers congeal to form my crown And though I stand here, cruciform I am no martyr, I will not be reborn

Forget the horror here Forget the horror here Leave it all down here It's future rust and it's future dust

We made plans to kiss the sun at night Hopeless dreamers, hopeless types Shedding skin, you show your beauty scars Don't forget me or who you are

To be alone with you To be alone with you To be alone with you To be alone with you

You've already been here before You already know where it goes You chose this, you know it's supposed to be over

But you were broken bad yourself And you were mad as hell, you felt If you had done anything with anyone else It would have worked out so well

I can't call you a stranger But I can't call you I know you think that I erased you You may hate me, but I can't hate you And I won't replace you

I'm not fucking around I'm not, I'm not I'm not fucking around I'm not, I'm not, I'm not

can I suffer? I won't make a sound

Go to sleep. In the absolute darkness. Don't do aaaanything. Don't see anyone. Just sleep. It'll be oh, so much fun......! Ohohohoho!

I'll do the push-ups, I'll wear the makeup I'll do whatever he wants all night

MY BONES ARE TOO BRITTLE TO SURVIVE YOUR LOVE

I guess I got too caught up in confidence to feel confident

HONK IF YOU DON'T EXIST

Is the sun shining? Do you have love for others?

Do you know that one day I'll kill you? I won't do it because I'm no longer in love with you, or because I'm jealous, but -- I'll just kill you for no better reason than I sometimes long to devour you.

If I've got to suffer, it might as be at your hands, your pretty hands.

How does one go about dying? Who on earth is going to teach me-- The world is filled with people who have never died

Your hair, it's everywhere Screaming infidelities, and taking its wear Your hair, it's everywhere Screaming infidelities, and taking its wear

Hey, just put your faith in family Maybe they'll be there when you need Yeah, or stand around and watch you bleed Yeah, there's no guarantee

Do we simply stare at what's horrible at forgive it?

The universe may end today, but know this ...I will always love you... Forever.

In every window, I pass Your reflection in the glass Makes me wonder if my mind is going

To guide someone through the halls of hell is not the same as love.

I don't care if I'm losing myself in the garden of earthly delights I could drop dead right where I stand, and I wouldn't mind I wouldn't mind

IT SERVES YOU RIGHT

Little faith, follow me I set a fire in a blackberry field Make us laugh, or nothing will I set a fire just to see what it kills

You speak in therapy. Every statement begins, I feel--, even when you mean, why are you hurting me? You'd rather be a simpler animal.

I used to find solace in knowing that other relationships fell to the same fate as mine because at least the pain I carried wasn't an experience unique to our unhealthy dynamic. These days, that concept does nothing for me because knowing someone else is injured does nothing for my bleeding heart.

Everything's a cavity The last three months especially But all of that's behind me now

It's funny how you can forget everything except people loving you.

Waiting for the night to crawl into your heart A party in a warehouse loft to keep you calm But this is not the way it always used to seem And this isn't original for you and me

I was less lonely when you weren't with me.

I scream and shout like this Just to prove to the world that I still exist I don't believe in life And I won't believe in death 'til I die

Does it feel like a trial? Does it trouble your mind the way you trouble mine?

You want your independence But you won't let me let you go You wanna test the waters And leave it on the empty shores

Long ago, I was wounded. I lived to revenge myself against my father, not for what he was-- for what I was: from the beginning of time, in childhood, I thought that pain meant I was not loved. It meant I loved.

Isn't it funny. I'm enjoying my hatred so much more than I ever enjoyed love.

The once-coddled Lucas is now on his way to becoming a brilliant, young sun.

What do you do from morning to night? I endure myself.

Better hide your love, hide your love Don't let it slip away, don't let it slip away You better hide your love Hide your love

Jack Bright has never been more sure in his life that he is not wanted then he is in this moment in October of 1973.

When will I give up my love of pain? When I am equal to the whole world. When I roll over, and the empty sky is perfect.

God damn, I'm breaking up the bands To save me Like maybe, I I deserve to die I killed a friend in my heart

The world was only beautiful for so long We tore the walls down We reveal everything

If I told you where my car is right now, I don't think I'd be able to leave, I think I would have to stay here just in case you changed your mind about everything.

Your true brother has betrayed you over and over And looked you in the eye

Sometimes I think I must enjoy suffering. But I know I'd really prefer something else.