We walk the same streets, but have different views You see change, I see cavalier youth

I ask this one thing: let me go mad in my own way.

confession: the want to die is not always the want not to live, but sometimes the want to live somewhere softer.

and if it should very well happen, that I will never be embraced, then I will accept it wholeheartedly, somehow.

The place on the floor where my body decayed left a stain on your memory. That's the signature of my love for you. You can't forget me without losing yourself. I'll never die.

If I could have done it all again, I would have loved you better. But I could not have loved you more.

I have written down the words I have long not dared to speak. Dully the head beats, This body is not my own.

Each night I lie down in a graveyard of memories. Moonlight spins a shroud about me.

so it's summer, so it's suicide, so we're helpless in sleep and struggling at the bottom of the pool.

They tied me to the chain link fence And beat me down, I've no defense I always knew I'd die in... I always knew I'd die in... I always knew...

I am trying to stop doing things that don’t make any sense. Body, forgive me. I am trying. I am trying. I am still trying.

This is what I thought I thought you'd need me This is what I thought So think me naive

My summer days are spent forgetting you.

Everything is sacrificial. Sometimes I wonder if there will be anybody left to sacrifice.

I wanted to be chosen, maybe loved. I wanted out of my life, out of my skin,

I AM CRYING HARD THERE WAS BLOOD NO ONE TOLD ME NO ONE KNEW MY MOTHER KNOWS I FORGET YOUR NAME

The heart’s deepest affections will equally be devoured. And still we go ankle deep into that carnage

I keep thinking that if I could just unzip my skin, step out of this body, then I would see who I really am.

I would wait a life time And I would wait for you And I would wait the life time And I would wait for you

THE CROWS ARE LOOKING AFTER YOU.

I will eat you alive I will eat you alive I will eat you alive I will eat you alive There'll be no more lies There'll be no more lies There'll be no more lies There'll be no more lies

I kneel into a dream where I am good and loved. I am good. I am loved. My hands have made some good mistakes. They can always make better ones.

Listen how your heart pounds inside me.

Why do we sometimes see things that aren't there anymore?

I was higher than a biplane Then you hit me like a hurricane I bailed out, hit the ground Washed up in a storm drain

A common man is a common cold You know I'm bigger than a body and I'm sweeter than gold I got swords for hands, detective eyes You never known something quite like the back of my thighs

Mutually assured destruction, maybe, or mutual deification.

I'll see whatever doesn't make me stronger kills me But it's gonna be a long year Till the hospital can find hope in me

.................. You're scary. You're you're you're you're you're TOO TOO TOO TOO TOO ssss ssss sssscary scary.

But I stay down with my demons I stay down with my demons

You are a broken heart tattoo I'll have forever on my chest For a love that I have lost But never could forget

Have you ever thought about the violence you commit against yourself?

What I want is what I've always wanted. What I want is to be changed.

Do it from love. Not for love.

The end is near. Make preparations.

I resent you for being raised right I resent you for being tall I resent you for never getting any opposition at all

Now I'm stuck in New York And the rain's coming down I don't feel like we'll go anywhere

YOU ARE NO LONGER THE IDEA OF A BODY BUT A BODY

IF I'M TOO MUCH, MAYBE YOU'RE NOT ENOUGH?

We're so close To something better left unknown We're so close To something better left unknown I can feel it in my bones

I wanna be that person again The one that I am right now, again For the rest of my life, again I wanna lay down in the leaf pile, but I can't

The rain is speaking quietly, you can sleep now.

Live on coffee and flowers Try not to wonder what the weather will be I figured out what we're missing I tell you miserable things after you are asleep

we have never seen a man or woman not slightly deranged by either anxiety or grief. we have never seen a totally sane human being.

God said: GOD MADE YOU. GOD DOES NOT CARE IF YOU ARE 'GUILTY' OR NOT. I said: I CARE IF I AM GUILTY! I CARE IF I AM GUILTY!… God was silent. Everything was SILENT.

TO BE NOT ALONE EVEN FOR A FEW MOMENTS IS WORTH THE PAIN AND THE DANGER

Have I endured loneliness with grace?

Ugh, all my money's run out I blew it all on a cumulus cloud That dissipated so fast, seems the good times never last

Do not shut love out of your life by saying it is impossible to find.

In the dark times, will there also be singing? Yes, there will be singing. About the dark times.