Gained fucking loads of weight because my boyfriend smashed my scales and hid my food scales trying to force me to recover while I was staying with him.. so now I’m doing a liquid fast :)) I don’t need anything but my aloe water and my vape!!!!!! I WILL hit a new lw. I don’t care anymore!! :D

Literally all I can think about is food

Fuck it, some casual body checks and a not so casual body check 👁️👅👁️ TW: my body is gross 🫶🏻 (please don’t be mean)

Redid because I’m 26 now (I turned 26 in august I am just shit at being active on social media)

──────୨ৎIntro୨ৎ────── Hi I’m Zan!💖 ✿ 26 ✿ she/her ✿ UK ✿ High SW ✰ I post occasional body checks, lots of nonsense and pink stuff ✰ ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀:¨ ·.· ¨: ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ `· . 𐙚 Fatphobes and minors DNI #edsky #shsky #drugsky ────────୨ৎ────────

I’m a cup of water away from being in bmi 20’s again but yeehaw I’m finally bmi 19(.9) Come a long way since bmi 45

I don’t even post anymore I just be LURKIN

Hi guys unfortunately I’m back lol

I ate two meals today

I wish I could take my organs out and wash them under a sink or shower. that would fix me

can my weight stop going up ffs

Changed my theme from pink to white and red bc I took a selfie and my legs look tea lmao (I’ll change it back when I feel insecure again)

Went to Seaton to walk down the beach during sunset, it was so pretty until I got splashed by a huge wave.. then suddenly it wasn’t so great 🥲

Haven’t weighed myself in like a week, been restricting like crazy, barely even showered or been on my phone other than the occasional menty b Now to top off this PIT that I’m stuck in, I just got my period! I want to die! 😋

*takes 10kg from you as you scroll*

Me in about 0.2 seconds so I can finally shut the fuck up

Ok I need to actually put my phone down, why am I live tweeting a breakdown heheh

I’m low-key losing my mind a little bit, the doctors scales said I was way less than mine so I’m going to go ahead and assume they need new scales lol

Started weighing myself in my snoodie and dressing gown because I knew I had gained and didn’t want to face the reality of it, so now I can pretend it’s because of how heavy my clothes were

the food noise is always louder the few days after a maintenance day, which means i fr fr need to lock in. i already made stupid choices for breakfast but it’s not too late to reign it in and be below my cal goal for the day 🙌

Punching myself in the stomach because it rumbled while I was splitting because it’s better than punching myself in the head 😭✌🏻

When people are mean to me online

[VENT] My health is declining quite a bit recently, I haven’t even been able to keep water down and it’s getting to the 3 day mark now.. I’ve called my GP and booked an emergency app for tomorrow morning and they’re going to take blood and urine samples. I don’t know what’s wrong with me or if it’s

Don’t usually post my omad but I got the cutest plate today and it’s taken away a lot of the fear of big portions bc it’s a toddler plate so I can have a full plate with like zero guilt Sounds a little strange but honestly it’s worth trying if you haven’t already!! Cals in alt 💖

Been so poorly the last few days I couldn’t even keep water down, even threw up the residue of toothpaste after brushing my teeth lmao It’s been brutal Probably still bloody gained though 😂😭

Losing weight used to make me feel so good about myself, but now I just get disappointed when I haven’t lost a crazy amount All progress is progress but I want it nowwwwww

I haven’t weighed myself in like 5 days because I haven’t been to the bathroom hahaha why aren’t lax working ahahha 😃🔫

I might not post, but I’m always here. Always lurking on you moots 👀

Next month I’m going back to omad, these bars are so awful and I’m already sick of them.. I miss veggies and rice cakes wtf

Going to talk to my doctors about pain relief medication so that I can start exercising because staying under 350 cals a day is making me so grumpy Also a thread of my daily mfp food diary because I’m too lazy to remember to do a tracker lol

I have lost exactly 100lbs since late Jan/early feb last year

Recently found out I’m actually 5’9 not 5’10, day ruined

Love being poorly for the weight loss low-key My total cals yesterday was 172cals and I still managed to throw it all up anyway Natures b/p I guess

MY WEIGHT STARTS WITH A 1 NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I never use Bluesky anymore, I promise I’m alive moots I’m just locked tf in 2025 is UGW year, I can feel it

Ordered my new diet plan for 2025, meal supplement bars so that’s 250 cals a day instead of 400-700 And going to try and go for a walk at least once a day even if it’s only around my house Excited to try it and excited for winter to end so my chronic pains can stop preventing me from locking in

I NO EAT I ANOREXIA

Just realised my current bmi is what my sw was 289lbs and bmi 28.9 🤭

[RANT] Omg Christmas with my boyfriend was low-key hell because I couldn’t use Edtwt or edsky, I ate like a pig and I couldn’t weigh myself so was convinced I’d gained weight I couldn’t even enjoy myself properly as nice as it was but I ended up losing somehow jskshskakaba also hi I’m back now frfr

Omg I forgot my Bluesky password HI GUYS !!!!!!!!!! I missed you!!

How much weight do you think I would lose if I cut off my toes.. do I really need the little ones? I’m 4lbs away from my first gw and I’m a week away from the deadline I gave myself

Personally I don’t think I’ve ever said ‘don’ but we move Is it alarming or embarrassing that my most said word is edsky

I feel so bad whenever I like an emotional post, I promise I don’t like it I’m just sending love 😣

Finally fixed my scales but now they’re stuck in kg 😭😭 idc at least the number is the same every time I stand on it now

MY SCALES ARE BROKEN!!!! I don’t think I gained at all!! I just stood on my scale this morning (did it my usual 4 times) and it ranged from 203-212!!!! They’re broken I probably didn’t gain oh my god I am so happy Just to be safe I’m keeping myself at 212 just until I get new batteries but omg

Do you ever feel like you need time off music cause you're burnt out of all your songs?

My two moods #edsky #caterpillarsky