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uncharacteristically off discord for a while... dont try to reach me there with anything urgent, pls

{very_old}-year-old neuroatypical w/ OCD & depression here. this is a fact. until i got treatment for my OCD, i assumed, for the last {several_decades} years - as far back as i can remember, that i was captial-e Evil. i spent _most_ of my time & energy keeping myself "in check" to keep others safe.

executive dysfunction being dogshit at micro, having 200+ macro apm, but your brain keeps going "spawn more overlords"

white house has joined bluesky click here to block all official us government accounts instantly bsky.app/profile/did:...

ditto for misgendering horrible people to dunk on them they wont care, but your trans friends will know youre not safe, and a fair-weather "ally"

tfym paypal is a gigabyte?

i yoinkded it but im not a reador (or an artist) so i edited it a bit link to original tweet & to my edited blank in replies (im not an artist so my jar-editing is a bit scuffed lmao)

the best thing jwong has done was lose against daigo 20 years ago

genius

TRUST ME ONT HIS ONE - dashare.zone ADMIN

nah i aint got what it takes see you when i dont feel like this anymore oh, hbd to me ig

mightve just done something incredibly stupid going to be before i fuck up anything else...

Give folks their flowers No, I mean right now. Go tell someone you loved their work right now. They're on social media just say it, it has never been easier "They know how much people love--" no they don't go say it right now to a composer or artist or game dev or writer or anyone AAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH

post something random or have an awful horrorween month

gonna break into sam altmans house and steal 50 bucks from his wallet once a week unless he opts out of my cash relief service for rich ai simp assholes

"misinformation" well, since Code Mystics was kind enough to provide the PSD so the shit layered on top of the genAI slop can be hidden:

goddess i wish this is true

when you have one HUGE existential threat youre dreading that takes all your focus, your mind can easily get primed for a false sense of relief once thats been dealt with its been a bit, and its stating to sink in now "oh yeah... all that other stuff is still there, huh?" out of the frying pan...

lukewarm take: artists who do commissions raise your rates as high as you ´can while still getting in enough comms in - there are always artists in all price tiers, and there are NO independent commission artists making "too much", ever every one of you deserves every cent you can get fr fr

tfw you definitely understand what the word "organization" means and for sure arent a fascist

when The Midnight's Syndicate drops next week (a day before my bd) you can quote this post when The Right Way becomes a huge hit because its an absolute gd banger

made it will be online in a few til then, thanks to everyone who helped

(contex b/c quote-of-a-quote: Germany has moved to opposing the EU chat control law) a _LOT_ of the people supporting this dont have a good grasp of the implications or technical limitations/challenges; many can be swayed if challenged, and made aware how big of a deal this is to their constituents

Sharing this entirely for other people who don’t want to get tricked into witnessing a close-up shooting. This is the first frame of the extremely close-up version that I saw spliced into a now-deleted cat photo. If you see this, get the fuck out, you’re about to witness death.

yall turn off gif and video autoplay today and for the next whole week

this will come in handy

whenever anyone seem to believe that homeless people that might be mentally unwell are divinely evil and they Must Be Taken Care Of to ensure societal peace, i just wish they’d ask themselves why they think homeless people want to be homeless

hey quick heads up if this looks good to you youre actually objectively wrong i know it sounds harsh and thats not usually how opinions and taste work im sorry i dont make the rules your opinion is bad and you should feel bad

listen i love vtubers… and i understand difficult situations making hard choices to survive but can we fucking stop it with the "their agency is FORCING them" & "japan doesnt have lgbtq" shit when famous corpo vtubers do shit like stream hogwarts legacy? just say you dont care about trans people…

no new music for #bandcampfriday i tried but im too dysfunctional rn to finish anything if you want to help me out, all my old stuff is available PWYW/NYOP at shinmai.bandcamp.com

dreamt id woken up to all my friends having finally responded/reached out had a happy cry in my dream … actually woke up to my only notif being an angry email from my hosting provider about an overdue bill they werent happy tears but the crying part was accurate

i know i havent been posting much anyway lately but things just keep getting harder and worse and more painful so im stepping further back at least for now ill be reachable where ive always been, iykyk

pain day. physical and emotional. dont see much getting done today.

quote post with your favourite gorillaz track www.youtube.com/watch?v=5qJp...

i am sad and feeling badly, and unreasonably angry about everything as a result :(

there are always losers replying their "simple 18 step guide for how to disable copilot (until next Windows Update)" the AI isnt even the ONLY issue! look at all that bloat! here: heres notepad.exe - a text editor & wordpad.exe - a word processor w/ formatting, headings, etc. see the difference?

Post a movie gif from the year you were born

this beast also, speaking of the C64: you could put a fork into the expansion port, and if you lined it up right, it'd function as a reset switch

please for the love of goddess just learn how to use ffmpeg and imagemagick instead of paying fourty bucks for a GUI fronted some smuck vibe-coded with AI im begging you donate $20 to FOSS projects and treat yourself to nuggies with the other twenty instead

If you see this qrt with your favorite mascot

EMERGENCY COMMS BACK ON (but for a different friend)! Furthermore, I've now got "fuller piece" comms open! Info on my Strawpage! voxelroguery.straw.page/commissions

give Bnuuy some love if you can! seeing Rei and her thicc tail on my TL occasionally is one of the things that keeps me going, so if my opinion is of any value to you, consider signal-boosting the quoted post if nothing else

Heyo! I’ve opened up chibi comms over on vgen! There are also sketch pinup commissions available, and surprise me pay what you like pinup sketch options available as well for any interested vgen.co/clericstance Expenses keep popping up so any submissions, shares, or anything is appreciated 💜

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1. 100% agreed 2. unlikely to happen due to how the entire platform is built, by design (everything is open) - not saying this is a bad thing to want, just being realistic 3. media attachments and link embeds in DMs, its SO annoying sending scuffed imgur links w/o previews