imma be straight up i get that cis people don't understand us but i'm kinda tired of the "i don't really understand, it must be so hard for them" thing because lowkey gender dysphoria isn't that bad because it's actually easily treatable. what's soul crushing/mind breaking is how society treats us.

did my shot finally better a day late than skipping a dose

it's so fucking loud inside my head ugh

this fate of meduka, fate of all meguca

being trans is a kind of retrocausality I wasn't trans until I transitioned, but then after I transitioned I realized that I always was trans

if they say something and you say that's not true, your response is still shaped like their frame Your frame has to *contain and explain* their frame, not just contradict it. You have to eat their frame. Like Kirby

goodnight youtu.be/shJ5y-uo4qU

a good sermon for this sunday youtu.be/4Wsmnn0rm-A

this video is important I think youtu.be/ojlbve82DzQ

what if minesweeper, but in 3D? WIP

important reminder: food banks usually prefer money to direct food donations because they can buy at discounted rates check with your local food bank to be sure but now is the time to help out

it is darkly funny that "trillion dollar computer oracle that will never work" is good and inevitable technology and "inexpensive hormonal treatments which completely transform the human body" is bad technology to be banished like witchcraft

Amazing art from @iamtysonreed.bsky.social of me in my butch form

in light of SNAP benefits being cancelled this month, please donate to your local food bank as someone who grew up with food insecurity, I know personally how important food banks are even more so without SNAP

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what senses should a disembodied AI system have? obviously it should have text I/O for communication, but it should also be able to sense the passage of time. perhaps CPU utilization and memory as well should it sense key presses directly, or only receive text input? what about network senses?

star trek in particular was only made possible because of direct intervention by Lucille Ball like, fans aside, star trek exists because a woman saw its potential where men did not

There's a type who cosplays madness based on their myths of it without actually including real mad people into their fold, like the ones who want to adopt being wild & crazy lunatic women who can't be tamed who'd recoil at the people in an actual psych ward & insist they're not that kind of crazy.

ok this looks amazing I have to try this out

which is more cruel? turning someone inside-out, or burying them alive? forcing them to accept a painful truth, or suffocating them behind a mask that you made? is there mercy in succumbing to a phantasm when the alternative is so dire?

sincerely, i think that the certain intimacy with death among transsexuals is much greater than any special relationship we may have with gender. the trans experience is not being a boy or being a girl or being beyond what is human — the "trans experience" is the struggle of life where death visits.

there is no such thing as a humane deportation displacement is violence, same as imprisonment is there's a reason that exile has historically been considered a fairly extreme punishment

fully-automated entertainment industry on-demand algorithm-generated slop for the masses optimized to keep people watching as we become optimized to consume it

i don't think this is what you're looking for (and i hope you find it, because i'm Interested) but this definitely seems relevant

its notable that with abusers, simply clearly stating what they have done is perceived as an attack, not just by them, but by onlookers

I need someone to gut me like a fish

so I've finally started reading Industrial Society and Its Future right off the bat its not what I expected I'm not sure I agree with everything so far, but it's insightful

starship troopers is a documentary it perfectly captures the vibe of what it's like to serve in the US military

The fixation on household gardening as a food supplement is a form of capitalist alienation. People don't feel a real connection to the miracles of wisdom and know-how that allow laborers to sustain our societies. the laborers who triumph over famine and feed the world are being abused—it's related.

The best kind of friend you can have is one who can disagree with you to your face. having human connections with REAL people takes effort but it's everything. Chatbots and ai are not friends... computer is not ur friend. When my friends gently call me out on stuff that's how I know they really care

there's way too much fucking slop out there, in every medium it didn't start with gen AI, but that has definitely accelerated the slop accumulation I wish society valued quality over quantity more it is worth the time and effort to produce something well-made, and hone one's skills in the process

I feel like we've gotten so used to politicians who don't even say what we want to hear that we've forgotten that politicians lie all the time platner might be running on good policies, but why should anyone trust him to follow through? based on his past, I would not expect anything good

"despite everything, it's still you" wrong. i took over their body like a parasite

goodnight

I'm working on something

A lone oak sits atop a hill in a field. It's surrounded by brush. If this is a gravesite, it has not been tended. There is no gravestone or marker. "Are you sure this is the spot?" "Sure as the sun sets. This is the spot. Got your shovel?" "It doesn't seem right, digging up the grave of a Saint."

you are not Christ. you cannot absolve them of their sins by letting them crucify you and then forgiving them for it even if they have only sinned against you. they must face the consequences of their actions for the sake of your soul and for theirs

so she got back together with her rapist bf this was one or two weeks ago. i told her i wouldn't be able to see her for a while. we haven't really spoken since I miss her every day, but I ultimately cannot save her if she will not accept my help and I don't want to be around who she is with him

I have also heard this, SF and Oakland. We must do everything in our power to protect our communities.

I must warn you; for this mission, you're going to have to give up your humanity. Are you prepared for that? 1) I already gave up my humanity when I took up The Gun. 2) That's an immense sacrifice, but it's one I'm willing to make. 3) I don't care about that, just get me back in the field!

Assuming trans people's physiology based on our birth certificates is potentially unsafe

Black Homeowners Receive Higher Appraisal After Displaying Pictures Of Klan Members

time is a fractal the same patterns repeat into the future and the past at different scales, rotated and translated as above, so below

men being evil is so normalized that when a man does something terrible it is easy to brush it off as "an honest mistake" ironically, misandry feeds into and supports this

time to start learning mandarin

woke up on the wrong side of the bed today I guess I'm just at a low point but it still sucks I hate waking up alone

there are psyops everywhere for those with eyes to see