not the chenford engagement backing music talking about "two steps forward one step back" and "what's next? i heard it all fades to black" like... well-played 🙄

finally sitting down to watch the episode in full (though you best believe i'm skipping *that* scene, i have no need for that negativity in my life AGAIN!!!!) ngl this wesley storyline makes zero sense to me, even knowing what angela says later, for the first time ever i find myself disliking wes 🫠

also, the way we've seen three different couples move towards end game over the course of the show and all three of them have had something go wrong at a different marriage-related stage... wopez wedding abduction, the mess of a honeymoon that bailan went on, and now this for chenford 😭

watched spoilers bc i couldn't wait and i'm giggling is this my body's way of laughing so i don't cry or telling me i'm too disassociated rn to take this seriously oop

started and ended the season with the sun 😭🫶🏼 CHENFORD SUN

random thought: what if the chenford proposal ends up giving s5e5 energy???? 1. tim in a hospital bed 2. lucy freaking out: you thought you might be paralyzed but you were worried about me -> you thought you might be *insert mortal peril here* but you were worried about proposing

tim visiting the ring on a daily basis LOVE 🥹 won't be able to focus on ANYTHING tomorrow until i finally watch the episode

she’s insane

CLOUD EMOJI FROM TAYLOR NATION IT'S REAL

no thoughts, just vibes 🌞 staying still 🌝 willing and able ⬆️ dashboard

show of hands if you’re a proud member of the never slept on reputation club

this offseason is just wild news after wild news... chris taking over for jordyn???? why 😳

god i hate glasser... why do the male asshats get to live and the female ones always die on this show

20 years 🥺

started the day out somewhat productive with chores but now i'm just sleepy and in general physical discomfort and unproductive agh 😔 trying hard not to be annoyed or disappointed with myself right now

she's so me, i also have a thing about the same letter being close together 🤪

BESTIES WAKE UP ALERT 🚨🚨 WE HAVE A BRAND NEW TAYLOR SWIFT INTERVIEW THAT IS 30 MF MINUTES LONG!! WITH NEW YORK TIMESSS

just saw the sneak peak and the quote pictures... i'm gonna cackle if lucy is misled into thinking rodge is proposing 👀🙈

definitely still fathoming but i think my initial favourites are: 🐞 staying still 🐞 willing and able 🐞 porch light 🐞 deny deny deny 🐞 we go way back 🐞 all them horses *not in order!! besties which ones have you been loving? 👀

five weeks until i'm finally home? already pre-stressed about the logistics of everything but it's been a long time comingggg 🥺

THE DEATH OF MY DOG THE STRETCH OF MY SKIN IT’S ALL WASHING OVER ME I’M ANGRY AGAIN THE THINGS THAT I LOST HERE THE PEOPLE I KNEW THEY GOT ME SURROUNDED FOR A MILE OR TWO THE CAR’S IN REVERSE I’M GRIPPING THE WHEEL I’M BACK BETWEEN VILLAGES AND EVERYTHING’S STILL 🍂🌲

one more sleep until the great divide + wishbone deluxe?!?!

the chenford kitchen scene might be one of the cutest things i've seen in a long while

starting on the night we met... i love me a good abby jimenez but why do so many of the maternal characters she writes trigger me 😭 (re-read just for the summer a little too recently, it's fresh in my brain)

is it just me or does the stick season -> great divide pipeline give folklore -> evermore energy? either way... it's noah week & i'm ready to cry this fridayyyy 🫣🤡

taking matters into my own hands by lugging my shit to a post office (still no response from dhl!!!!) and the buses are NOT cooperating... the bus two buses ago is delayed (aka still has not arrived!!!!), the last one has magically disappeared from tracking... the next one is 10 mins away 😭

trying to post through it rn

so i'm planning on mailing stuff home now that i'm moving out and i paid for pickup when i ordered the shipping label online, but then customer service told me over email my building isn't suited for it, which is annoying, but whatever

i got a ticket!!!! thank fuck 😭 the least ideal date and in the upper bowl (the site crashed every time i tried a lower bowl)... still!!!! i'll be there, see you noahhhh

is the queue paused for anyone else???? axs what the fuck is this 😭 it directed me to the accessible queue even though i didn't ask for it and now i can't get in the normal one????

today's has re-confirmed the documentary episodes are not my cup of tea 😬 presumably they're part of how they keep the season in budget since the on-location shots are limited-ish? but the only episode of those i've ever liked is the dim/juicy one

off to eat my sad little consolation lunch bc axs stressed me the fuck out today for no reason and didn't even let me get my fucking tickets 😭

just say axs hates single people bc wtf is this two tickets bundled bs!!!! i lost the war bc of this shit

my queue id got reset even though i did NOTHING fuck this

i will get noah kahan tickets i will get noah kahan tickets i will get noah kahan tickets i will get noah kahan tickets i will get

why does axs keep kicking me out after five minutes omg

finally!!!!

NOAH EUROPE DATES!!!!

respectfully, what the FUCK was that high potential season finale cliffhanger? i haven't even decided if i like and/or trust the dude and now...? 😦

so i just got home today and i think my heater is officially broken... thankfully we're starting to exit winter but yikes it's barely been six months?

not *technically* an eldest daughter but this song hit so hard on first listen anyway 🥲

anyways stream Life of a Showgirl and why not try and make reputation get a chart bump too, she rose up from the dead and it is Easter weekend after all

heard the great divide on the radio out and about for the first time today 😌

five shows to get to know me 1. the rookie 2. high potential 3. station 19 4. the good place 5. brooklyn 99

❤️‍🔥 the fate of ophelia ❤️‍🔥 opalite ❤️‍🔥 wood ❤️‍🔥 ruin the friendship eldest daughter ❤️‍🔥 honey ❤️‍🔥

the high potential music selection person has been *excellent* at their job this season

Not to alarm anyone but this is on Noah’s website

the only album short enough that i feel i can properly rank 😅 1. eldest daughter 2. opalite 3. showgirl 4. ophelia 5. wood 6. ruin the friendship 7. father figure 8. cancelled 9. actually romantic 10. honey 11. wish list 12. elizabeth taylor

i love that so many of us got to experience the ophelia mv together, not just on here but irl in cinemas too 🫶🏻

a few listens in with the best & i really like it so far! it's giving film end credits track for me... love! can't believe my show is less than two months away now 🥹