What is it called when you are having a good day or moment BUT then your brain wants to ruin it by thinking a very morbid thought? Because this happens right as I am falling asleep every night and I do not like it. 😐

I really love that I looked at this photo and said, “Yes. A dark wash on a pair of jeans does make it a bit more formal.” And now I’m sitting here like, “Andre 3000 got special occasions jeans!” 😂🫠

This why I started saying, “I’m not hungry, but I should probably eat something.” Because I do, in fact, be hungry. My Brain just won’t tell me until I am actually eating the food. 🫠

My patience so damn thin. My Cousin reached out to me to say my “dad” (read: court-sanctioned kidnapper) really wishes I would talk to him. And I responded reflexively and said, “Damn. He ain’t gone yet?!”

Yeah. Lemme go wash my hair and cry a lil bit.

I don’t know why I even bother being honest and vulnerable about some things. No, scratch that. I do know why. I just think I gotta stop?

We’re stalling out with 1 week before we return to court. We received 1 $50 donation yesterday. We need to raise another $18000 before November 12. Can you help by amplifying or donating to keep my family housed? We’re doing all the things we can on this end...

I know everyone is in need right now. If you can, please continue to amplify & donate to this fundraiser. We’re doing our part, both on earth, and in heaven. Amen. We’re almost there. gofund.me/bf0e28217

I bet if i wash my hair, I’ll get sleepy.

I been trying to go back to sleep since I got up this AM because I am ✨exhausted✨. I AIN’T BEEN BACK TO SLEEP YET!

So it wasn’t enough that Black People boycotted en masse. They want everyone else to leave them alone too? Lol

Free Walk-up grocery market at Chicago Chicken & Waffles,3933 S. King Drive (in the adjacent parking lot) happening right now. Bring your own bags.

Me: *has a terrible morning because of some family shenanigans and cries my face off* God & Co. via TikTok: You know they make wearable heated blankets, Lil Miss Cold Feet? Me: WHAT!?! They do! And now I’m not sad because I’ve been laughing at that instead. 😂😂😂

I’m wanna sponsor two families with children affected by the SNAP benefits cutoff and one family where one or both parents are federal workers impacted by the shutdown. Please reach out if you know anyone in Miami.

I remembered to eat something on my own. And I’m stretching. Hopefully sleep shows up soon. 😴

It’s almost here. (I’ll take it!!!!)

The other day? I told my Friend I was going to Urgent Care because my chest hurt for a few days. Today she asked if I was still going & I was like, “No! Ain’t nothing wrong with me. Wait. What I said was wrong with me?” When she told me, I bust out laughing because who knew hope was so powerful. 😂

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🎶And they say that a hero could save us I'm not gonna stand here and wait I'll hold on to the wings of the eagles Watch as they all fly away🎶

lol. Some people move like any app is a dating app. I just had to block a man on LinkedIn for trying to network to nakedness. 😂

Others have said it, but I’ll say it too: A living wage.

A living wage!! You could always just stay home and make it yourself!

I have an opportunity on Tuesday for something that would really help a lot. I would like to look & feel as “put together” as possible for it. So if anyone feels inclined to donate a lil monies to me to get a nice shirt, light makeup, and pain meds, please send it to my CashApp: $CJayneH. 💗

One Black Friday? A lady threw a hanger at me over Forever21 clothing. I need compensation. And I have the unfortunate circumstance to work in a Call Center that won’t say it’s a Call Center now. lol

Me at 8:30 AM: I’m going to listen to Gospel music today at work to keep my spirit peaceful. Me at 5:24 PM: WHAT DO YOU MEAN I GOT AN HOUR AND A HALF LEFT?!?! I gotta turn on something else. Please! God & Co. just gotta understand. 😂😂😂

Phone in question:

It was them or the Golden Arches folk.

All things considered? I’ve been having a really good day. Lol

a man was just found not guilty by jury lollification

Sandwich Guy beat the wrap!

Attn folks in Delaware, Nevada, New Hampshire, Maine, & Michigan! Your Dem Senators are also getting a LOT of pressure to cut a deal to end the shutdown- by ditching healthcare. Reach out & let them know healthcare must be fixed first! Names & phone numbers below.

*looks at camera 3* I guess you could say the meat of the Justice Department's argument.....was bologna

Okay. Well this is me trying to find a silver lining here: At least it’s a new topic and people are being encouraged to take their health seriously. 🙂

This entire country is wholly unserious! 😂🥳

But not just that… why leave it up THAT long? I saw it when it started getting traction because a mutual wrote AND I QUOTE, “I don’t know the question I want to ask here.” AND THAT WAS NEARLY THREE HOURS AGO! It was just deleted after the back and forth started with you.

Y’all ever been in a moment where everything is funny because people finally realizing they had you fucked up… But it’s not going the way they expect because you’re not “reacting”?

Someone tell them folk down at that paper: “Well, of course not. You gotta have money. And that’s the thing people don’t have.” Lol

This goes for everything, by the way. Lol

LMAO! This is me (the person who stops responding). And it’s why I tell people in my messages if I’m sleepy or about to fall asleep.

Good night. Let’s try this sleep thing again.

I am awake right now because earlier when I tried to eat? I was too sleepy for a full meal. But then I started crying about some things and now I’m hungry AND wide awake. 🫠

It’s pretty much any airport with an international hub.

From CBS News:

Still trying to raise this money so I can continue to work and make a way. I have come too far to turn back now—especially after 905 days of unemployment.

Every time! lol

Correct! I don’t even defend thousand-aires because people have their minds made up about things when they hit post. Let them get it off they chest. 😂

Doing my budget for 2026. Because I want to get back to me and things I liked doing. And I’m praying that’s possible. Sick of life being a constant cycle of BS.

Wooooo! Today was a day of letting me know it will all work out. 💗🥳

I’m trying to set up as many payment arrangements as possible so I can feel like I have money for one check in December.