history repeats itself

How it feels waiting for the day to roll over to injection day

Getting mascara off afterwards is such a pain Can't it be permanent?

YOU - "But I'm afraid, Kim." KIM KITSURAGI - "Afraid of what, detective?" INLAND EMPIRE - A little rhyme jingling in your mind's attic... "Of the future, of the past/Of all that is not made to last"...

Seraph in the Headlights

Never had a good handle on the feelings from the vessel I call a body There's a word for it but I've always had that autistic thing where I have trouble identifying and dealing with the sensations of every day life

I'm whirling down the half-light Shivers down my spine Don't know who I'm becoming But I know I'll make it mine

Lotta times there's a nice song in my head but today, just sad stuff like this I guess it's sort of hauntingly beautiful youtu.be/2fKgnqFQ81o

Woke up feeling inconsolably sad

HAPPY 23RD ANNIVERSARY TO THE GREATEST GAME OF ALL TIME

It's always All Kinks Are Valid until I want my wife to strangle me with a belt until I black out this is what woke is doing to the planet

Learning electrical stuff is a thing more people should get into just imagine what you can do for the world with some engineering know how, a cell phone, and a fucking dream baby

Technology use in ways not intended or expected; entirely organic and uncontrolled. What those freak silicon valley bio hackers wished their scene looked like; but real and living and vital and crying out for freedom and love and the expression of the human spirit unchained.

Being trans is not transhumanism; it's very human, arguably. *Doing* transness by changing your sex *is* transhumanism; the best type of transhumanism, too: unsanctioned use of technology designed for use by the societally powerful and dominant, for the ends and benefit of the marginalized.

HEV suit that monitors your hormone levels and periodically injects you

buddy it's a wonderful way to play pretend

Fuck you, Capcom

me & this fuck ass belt against the world (i wear it everyday)

sensupara but with guns

finally got around uploading breakdowns for these at the secret club! included some scrapped designs as well, go check it out 🥀

have you checked these out yet? ✨

In honor of intl. women's day, my chest hurts

Happy International Women's Day to the original International Woman

Rude ass fucking people at the Caribbean restaurant talking about my appearance is a great way to start this evening's run 🙁

Stickers!!!

Sorry, everyone Deleted most of the sadposting

You ever wanna believe something so much you lose sight of everything

I can't do anything appreciable in the time I have left so I don't much see the point of struggling so hard

"You can just be a girl! Do what you've always wanted to! Be the real you!" These should all come with asterisks

Everybody screams at you from a hundred different directions to "just transition already" but nobody thinks about what that's like at my age

Injection day and feeling like "I dunno if I wanna do this anymore" is a great vibe, thanks

Wanting to be weird but also understood is the sort of dissonance that can tear somebody apart It's sort of like the way my desire for attention clashes with my need to not be perceived in public

Made a pronounspage for myself Now you can all get confirmation that it's cool to call me "mademoiselle": en.pronouns.page/@TrishMartinaise

I did not expect to live past 30 and here I am in my 40s, just now trying to exist as me They would be mad with future me for taking so long, sad that I'm only going to get a glimpse of who I could be, just as I guess I am

the thing no one warns you about with transition is just how much more time you spend getting ready before you go out

Prolly gonna cool it with the selfies a bit and just let the juice do its thing for awhile

Nothing helps clear up a trans womans stress quite like a fresh shot of estrogen, getting back on my progesterone fucking finally, getting unreasonably high as fuck, and a nice fat wife cock to shut my brain off followed by back to back to back orgasms honestly can't recommend it enough

Doing a thought exercise where you think about what your younger self would have to say about post-transition you and it's supposed to be affirming where you envision your younger self proud of you and eager to be you one day But when I do it, they're just sad and angry with me :(

When life gives you lemons

Moushley throwback (2023) #residentevil #moushley

Mina dressing like she's 15 years younger

Hello down there~ 💜 Since this skirt fits again, thought I'd take some fun pics with it and my nice boots too #selfie #trans

Of course, I'm all of these >_< www.youtube.com/shorts/niTig...

right now it's the cis people who have the power, cis people who have the platforms, and this needs to happen more often. it's not going to matter to society-at-large if I speak up. It's gonna matter if YOU, cis person, YOU SPEAK UP. Please use your damn voice because i'm losing mine.

Oh yeah, forgot about the new socks on here~ Pretty cute 💜😺

Average trans womans recovery nest

Those dirt heathens just don't understand blowing up dozens of children and dying for ronald mcdonald is the one true pure way to live yes sir mr mcdonald sir I will die for my playpens wait what do you mean you got rid of those wait what am I doing here oh god is that blood oh fuck please god medic