And then the Israeli soldier guy talking about his fellow soldiers killing Palestinian children after luring them out DID NO ONE PAY ATTENTION TO THE TV SHOWS AT LEAST!?

Kate is the only one making sense in the President’s secretary’s office. The episode in Gaza where Fitzwallace is killed and Donna is injured is more upsetting now, seeing the blind pro-Israel propaganda of that time (this time still).

TRYING TO SLEEP BUT I CANT BREATHE THRU MA NOSE HELP

Tonight we are overwhelmed by sadness. And thinking of these words passed down through centuries of grief. Goodnight 💚

Me: ok I’m gonna work on this fic My brain: what if we wrote several paragraphs but then also went back and added several paragraphs to fics you stopped writing as well? Me: I mean thanks I guess My brain: excellent now you have 3 active ideas to think about all the time ye 😌 Me: 🥴

If you see the video from Minneapolis, and you can’t get it out of your mind, play some Tetris. It’ll help

Need a haircut so bad I’m literally fighting my brain to not reach for the scissors and hack it all off

I’m feeling particularly miserable about life today and trying to truck on. If I am snippy today I apologize in advance. Except to @djcati.bsky.social, they deserve my snippy as my longest known friend online (ily bb kiss kiss bang bang etc etc)

Hence my breakdown about medication prices on Friday. I think I’ll be unable to continue my pain clinic help and unable to continue the patches that take my pain from a constant 10 to about a 6. Hopefully my PCP will let me get my oral meds from him but if not lol I guess I’ll die!!

Yeah me too but no one ever listens

I cannot donate right now bc of my income issues BUT if you have a spare fiver, consider! They’re not only a great foundation, but so kind and lovely too! At every event I go to, Palmetto State Abortion Fund is there, educating and giving away Plan B❤️

Finally forced myself up and into something more than a PTA shower, feel like a human again…should do that more often but alas

I spent all day drawing smut bc of one of my fave fics, Terms & Conditions (archiveofourown.org/works/686068...) One scene from the fic and then some idk…inspo? 🤣

My rosacea is so bad my face feels like Rudolph’s nose looks

Hazard: You are sent to the bug planet.

Stood up…passed out face first onto the ground. Rig burned my face. Also—standing, passed out backwards, caught by the man behind me from cracking my head open but still managed to sublux a limb and be wheelchaired out of zoo.

Even so, the deepening entanglement of AI with traditional writing apps is a net bad for writers and everyone who values human work. The enshittification wheel keeps on turning (next step, removing the "Opt-out" feature entirely 🤪).

Drawing while exhausted and I’m like

There’s so much Miller on the timeline, cleansing with Dolly Parton and a cat ✨

Blearily: I have been awake since before the sun bloodied the sky 😴

As of this morning, Starbucks workers across the country are officially ON STRIKE. And we're prepared for this to become the biggest and longest ULP strike in Starbucks history. Say #NoContractNoCoffee with us: DON'T BUY STARBUCKS for the duration of our open-ended ULP strike! $SBUX

Anyway look at my giant baby

My cousin’s baby is due in April. He’s a marine…his dad sucked and my dad involved him as much as he could with my brothers. My grandfather paid him special attention. I sometimes wonder if they are who shaped his decision to join the military. I worry war is on the horizon and he won’t be there (1)

Cool how Gen Z get to experience 2003 and 2008 at the same time. Speed running the Millennial Experience.

Best of 2025 : peace and tranquility.

(To messenger) Go now! Tarry not! (Looking out the castle window moments later) This mf tarrying

Chavez in 2009, while being labelled as paranoid, outlines exactly what is happening today.

Thinking of Evelyn (and how Ferelden/the Free Marches are totally fine fuck you Solas and the elven gods Evelyn is safe at home with Cullen and the kids and a book mocking her husband’s culture) and soon it might be time to replay all of dragon age. Unless @nightincarnate.bsky.social wants 2 watch

Is there a haven for my heart but you? And when pain fills me, what will I do? You are my comfort and my safe abode, The purest meaning and the pen’s ode. (Mustapha El Hajj)

How do artists not accidentally miss color overlap or tiny little missed dots of coloring? 🤣 I feel like all my art has something overlapped I missed. Maybe I’m coloring wrong. It’s very likely.

Through every hard moment, I am reminded of the kindness of friends both here at home and across the internet. Without friends, I would have been gone long before meeting new ones. I love you guys—to the moon and back.

I’m sure everyone is sick of me lol. I’m sick of me. Gonna go watch some fallout and be weepy or whatever. 🙄

I just think it’s bullshit that I got handed a fucked up mental state and a fucked up body in a country where being alive costs so fucking much. I can’t win! Something is always bigger than I can overcome and maybe that’s the sort of mental attitude I’ll just have to adopt. Apathy! Joy is 4 the rich

Back to $75 a month for meds. Paid for today by Mona bc I definitely didn’t have it. Tired of it!!!!

I’m so glad I woke up earlier to be weighed on the scale of “can I still be a patient here” bc my deductible is $120 for the fucking pain doctor who isn’t going to listen to me anyway. Weighing the cost of this process against just never moving again. I’m so tired.

This year I’m going to be kinder, more positive, work harder, and put more faith in myself until the very first minor obstacle throws me off for the next 350+ days

Wait no that’s what I’m trying to do less of—

Hi, I’m being born!

A message for you all to carry through the year

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Have a couple little drinks and then Caitlin says the sweetest things possible and I start wailing like a baby. 😭

Came home to cat vomit in my bed. Every goddamn time I try to have a good time with friends it feels like I’m punished. Whatever. Goodnight I’m over being awake.

The full dress. And now I go back to bed shortly 😭🤣

Happy NYE from the EST.

“Oh good you got rum. That’ll go well with the Dr. Publix”

My earrings have dinosaurs on them 🤣

it’s all i’ve got

You can’t really tell bc of the light but the hair is purple ish and I’ve put makeup on for the first time in months lol