3 diet cokes and an expired adderall i found in my room for dinner

i left my blade in my grandpas bathroom

I WOULD GIVE ANYTHING TO FUCK THIS LESBIAN LOOKIN MAN ANYTHIIINNNGGGG

hunger pains r ok until its nighttime and i cant sleep 😔

i just think these are pretty 🌸 #caterpillarsky #ednotsheeran #lemonwatersky

i hate that even when i restrict it never feels good enough. i feel guilty over every little thing i eat but two weeks ago i was eating 3000 cals a day no problem ts so stupid.

how many calories r in a croc

i lowk love edgar haircuts its givings microbangs

i think like 99% of my problems stem from the fact that i'm chronically online

trying to use the word fat as a neutral descriptor instead of avoiding it completely and it feels so weirddddd like i have fat friends and if its relevant to the conversation i ought to be able to say so but in my mind i still have that “never call anyone fat” lesson from childhood

im so scared to go home and see how much ive gained after this vacation

It’s amazing how when I ⭐️ve myself I actually lose weight 🤯

my body feels so heavy and cumbersome

i hate when guys give one word dry responses to everything i feel like im talking to myself ☹️

i hate when ppl dont match my freak this is so awkward 😔

how tf do my blades keep walking away i cant find shit

i need to suffer more actually

eating normal is worse then binging sometimes bc i dont even have any bad behavior to romanticize at that point like wow im so normal look at me maintaining a healthy weight 😞

I FEEL SO VAMPIRE

wumuti makes me so parasocial

caffeine hesrt palpitations i need to stop

the worst thing you can do while cleaning is sit down for a minute

I get nauseated looking at my body

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300 cals today who am i??

why is it so hard to make online friends nowadays. in 2020 i met ppl from a bts crackfic on WATTPAD and now i dont even have the balls to dm ppl.

back to omad this is the way

i need to get a job or smth having this much freetime is fucked all i do is eat and goon and watch tv

i would shove my tongue so far up timmy timepieces ass it'd be coming out his mouth. i would break his back so hard hes only right twice a day. i need him to POUNCE on me neowwwww.

god i wish i could sleep. god i wish i could sleep. i cant wait to sleep god please let me sleep. but i cant today. because theres babies dying on the fucking street. a baby on the street. who adopted another baby on the street. TWO HOMELESS BABIES ADOPTING EACH OTHER ON THE STREET.

im nocturnal again 🫩

hi gang ive been in the worst binge cycle of my life <3 might kms

i was fat at the beach and it wasnt that bad

IM TRYING SO HARD NOT TO CRY IN THE CAR

2000s style but not 2000s skinny 💔

shopping for clothes makes me cry every time im so much bigger than i thought i was

i cringe so hard at sh it lowk makes me nauseous but i still keep looking at it and doing it bc i like blood and scars

IM GONNA BE FAT ON VACATIONN AARGGHHH BARK ABKR BARK GRRRR AAHAHAHAHAHHHHHHHHHHHH I HATE MY LIFE WHAT THE FUCK

im a femboy MAGNET actually

i fumbled a femboy

IM SO JEALOUS OF PPL WHO FORGET TO EAT

i cant believe im gonna be fat on vacation 😔

a little cocktail of left over liquere a bit of weed im too sensitive to and possibly adderall and suddenly feeling lonely is the least of my problems

looking at mountains brings me to tears they r the most awe inspiring things ever

i have so many random bruises i lauv it #shedsky #slitsky #shsky