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okie doing better a bit now
26 days ago
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punched my arm a lot n now its swollen and i fucked up a knuckle like legit has reduced range of motion and its purpling oopsie
26 days ago
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26 days ago
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i want to kill myself so badly rn
26 days ago
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n e ways im perfectly set up timing-wise to take lax b4 our valentines date so ill be looking snatched af and sexy
27 days ago
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so its looking very likely that im bipolar and i say this now bc im currently in a super fucking irritable phase and i just wanna cut so badly but i CANT because valentines is soon and even tho my gf knows abt my scars i will NOT subject her to fresh sh
27 days ago
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ive been clean for a month and a half and its so unbearably strong right now oh my god im likehitting my head but i really wish i could do more
about 1 month ago
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wrist pain going mega mode tonight
about 1 month ago
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gotta track email collection at work now bc i don’t get enough and im gen struggling to not self harm rn over it
about 1 month ago
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prepared some eggs last night, gonna use the marinade on some rice
about 1 month ago
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im gonna practice feminine makeup over the next few days as my pre-shower fun so i can make her look pretty. i can do eyeshadow and stuff but contouring i almost never bother with and i dont wanna make her look weird. cause shes trusting me with this it needs to be good
about 1 month ago
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🪩 ʟʏᴘsᴏ who 🫧
about 1 month ago
It's funny how straight girl centric th1nsp0 quotes are. "So he can lift you~~" lmao I could be 40 pounds and my fiancé's twink arms still aren't lifting shit
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locking in at least for now because: 1. ive gained a bit of weight 2. the lingerie barely fit me before, and probably wont at all now 3. i likely get to blow my gf on valentines, and i want to wear the lingerie during 4. i just want to
about 1 month ago
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one awesome thing is we were cuddling/kissing a lot today and she said she might be comfortable enough for me to give her head on valentines!!!!! i wanna please her so badly
about 2 months ago
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boyfriend is trans, i have girlfriend now which is so super awesome im genuinely so happy. i cried a LOT out of happiness and having general other stressors in my life
about 2 months ago
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yall know what’s up
about 2 months ago
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finally got lubricant for my treadmill so im taking a cheeky midnight walk before i head to bed
about 2 months ago
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last two nights ive felt close to vomiting…. this morning i was starving to the point of nausea too. i hate it.
2 months ago
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my atomach hurtsssds we had takeout for dinner
2 months ago
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not doing horribly irt food today. finished some chips, had a small lunch, dinner will just be a muffin and drink (high cals but oh well)
2 months ago
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slept in a lot, played overwatch for like 5 hours right after getting out of bed. waiting for hot water so i can shower. probably gonna paint my nails tomorrow
2 months ago
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little bit of pasta so im not braindead when bf gets here
2 months ago
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its literally 2:30am and my boyfriend is coming over tomorrow AND im having other friends later oh my god i need to go to bed
2 months ago
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i had TWOOOOO of those malibus!! idek how many cals they are ugh. tracked everything else and im at 1,000ish
2 months ago
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🌙dawn🌙
2 months ago
im such a fat fucking chud
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soup for dinner which is good for mee
2 months ago
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yummm
2 months ago
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finally get to start dropping stock yippee shift has been boringggg and i havent been able to burn off breakfast yet
2 months ago
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✧₊⁺ neyla ✧₊⁺
2 months ago
may the spirit of locking in possess me as january 1st approaches
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ive hit a new HW….. dear god
2 months ago
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done my christmas candy already lol
2 months ago
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instead of making it just for new years im gonna lock in now. prepare myself for a party quantity of food, then stick to my diet in the new year. i know i can do this
2 months ago
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i feel like im doing good today despite working retail
2 months ago
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i actually controlled myself during dinner today…
2 months ago
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got a face palette its sooo cute
3 months ago
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i literally need to shut my fucking mouth and stop eating omg
3 months ago
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society if i could just ask my boyfriend how fat i can get before he hates me without consequences:
3 months ago
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might be getting gel nail stuff for christmas which is yaay yippee bc i can finally start doing cute nails and art. and dont worry itll be good quality stuff not generic amäzòn kits
3 months ago
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despite eating and drinking stuff today i weigh less at the end after using the bathroom wowza crisis averted
3 months ago
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tummy ache right as my shift starts auugghhhhh
3 months ago
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do we think if i truly lock in that i can lose 15lbs by chrǐstmãs
3 months ago
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studying is so boringgggg
3 months ago
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ugh ok i dont work for like 3 more hours but im gonna go get food and study and then buy the retinol because everything is closed basically when im off
3 months ago
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up an entire bmi point since last weigj in…. fuck my baka life
3 months ago
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gonna buy some retinol today
3 months ago
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my wrapped
3 months ago
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had a nightmare i was shoveling down bread and cookies, plus in a different scene i made a fool of myself playing ddr and ended up being super broke
3 months ago
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at least theres enough sunlight today i can do makeup before i leave, otherwise id just do it at tims lmfao
3 months ago
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anyways house has no power bc its being worked on finally so i wanna go out but it means i have to brave bľǎck friďãý crowds at the mall…. but damn i want hot food for bfast + i need to do shopping + i wanna go to the arcade
3 months ago
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ugh i slept so bad last night i went to bed early at like 10pm and then i woke up at 2 and literally couldnt go back to bed, i had to swap pillows, kick off a blanket, and turn on a livestream and even then it took agessss
3 months ago
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