every day it gets a little easier. but you gotta do it every day, that’s the hard part. but it does get easier.

there's still christmas presents from her sitting on the counter. i don't know if i want to open them.

she struggled with cancer for years but she can finally rest easy. that's all i can say

i don't know what's going to happen over the next few days and it's really scary

mom passed last night.

WOW haven hot chicken does not fuck around with their spice levels. i went one level up from usual and it's kicking my ass

for the love of everything fraggable it's farking cold in here

Im the coldest and saddest girl on earth but i am, in fact, home

landed in new fackin yawk baby

landed in chicago! i am free from bluesky jail

Sleeping on your back feels sooooo good but you mustnt be tricked because that's the trick of the night hag

sometimes someone i look up to will follow me and i immediately go "i have to stop posting right now" and then thanks to the wonders of the discovery tab someone normal will follow me and i immediately go "i have to show hole right this second"

to whoever dmed me give me a couple hours and ill be out of ohio to check it

初カキコ…ども…

a gaggle of french tgirl dolls

i've basically done nothing but cry and watch shorts to block out the mental noise for two days

thinking about the time i saw a wienermobile while working a gas station in the middle of nowhere. there's only 6 of those things yaknow. like seein a unicorn in a cornfield

The scourge of party card games where the only goal is to make the must uncomfortable pair of sentences possible must be stopped

at my parents' house and being reminded that i own this super jx that i got for like half price at a thrift store. i will be back for you. some day.

HELL NIGHTMARE

The obsession with numpad-less keyboards drives me insane. There are games I literally can't play without a numpad. I don't want an external numpad when it should be part of the keyboard. Are you insane

vince mcmahon is so funny. imagine being one of the world's most cartoonishly corrupt and mean entertainment moguls to the point where your own appearances as a character in your properties are as a cartoonishly corrupt and mean entertainment mogul. gotta give him props for knowing what he's about

When the polite, cultured Dr. Pepper consumes a special draught, he turns into the brutish, monstrous Mr. Pibb.

fuck you all and fuck me as well. merry christmas. check your bathroom now.

[jerma voice] how about you suck a faht outta my ass

Ky Kiske - Greed Sever #guiltygear #kykiske

I spent more money on clothes for dolls than clothes for me today but at least BB looks stylish

BB Clause wishes you a very merry Christmas!! #aotk #anthologyofthekiller #plushie

It cracks me up and for what

yap

sorry for posting so much about this i hope it's forgivable given the circumstances

she was the only person in my family who knew i was trans. fuck

i made it home to see her one more time. i don't know if she even knows im here but i like to think she does. i hope she does. that's all i need.

every day it gets a little easier. but you gotta do it every day, that’s the hard part. but it does get easier.

fuck

landed in ohio

this is one of the worst days of my life

i had my tray table up and my seat back in the full upright position

im kind of doing some hallmark movie shit. rough and tumble girl from the country has to fly back home from her new fancy city life on christmas day to see her sick mother

i've never gotten through tsa that fast, wow

merry fucking christmas

i'm like if they invented a mutual that got put through greek myth levels of torture once every so often

I had no idea Patchouli Knowledge could do that

everything is about to get real scary real fast

tetoette

graph

getting a flight back to ohio tomorrow morning

selling fishes #art #cat