shine bright to death.

Actually fuck it, its whatever. Say whatever about me. I'll be fine. I cant be in control of this. Im used to this anxiety and it will pass. It flares up on the regular -- I felt extra vulnerable this morning. Im sorry. Thank you all for being so cool and kind

Hey so back in the day I got harassed/abused off of my platform. And I still get regularly abused and content farmed. Please don't go in the comments and say she goes by softlysteph now while hundreds of people are actively joking about killing me. Gods im so anxious :(.

Time to introduce you our mascot, Elly the bee! 🐝 VRCharity Event is: ➤ 40+ streamers. ➤ 12 musical artists. ➤ 8 VRChat communities. ➤ 7 brands. ➤ 6 avatars creators. ➤ 48 hours. One mission: raising funds to support the trans community. 📅Live on Twitch | Nov 15–16

Hey, don't let the visualization station in Kaleidosky scare you. There really isn't any way you can ever "fuck anything up". You are creating art in real time. "Mistakes" end up looking really cool. Experiment and have fun. If you see me around I don't mind helping explain it.

Vampire techno poetry... go!! Made a new video celebrating the VR club scene where I've found a home with likeminded people. I wrote an original poem and track in addition to filming and acting the video myself!! I hope you all enjoy:) www.youtube.com/watch?v=jgvA... #vrchat #vtuber #vampire

Func-kin... Or Func-o-lantern.. 🎃

I'm going to Twitchcon for work! Say hi if you're coming through? <3

Don't try to hold me down or you'll hurt us both.

🐝VRCharity Event, 1st edition 40 streamers united to raise funds for the Trans Community! 🤍🩷💙 Live performances, VRC communities workshops, lots of giveaways, talk shows, and much-much more! In benefit of @transacademy.bsky.social and @translifeline.org 📅Live on Twitch | Nov 15–16

oh sorry did i forget to conform to your arbitrary standards again?

Tonight! I want *you* to come see about providing visuals! I know you've been wanting to try it out, play with the camera system! Now come see me! Community led visuals are a part of Kaleidosky, and you should come see how easy it is to create something beautiful! See you all tonight!

I can't promise that everything is going to be ok. I can't say "don't worry, we will get thru this". I'm done asking my queer community how they are, I already know the answer. What I can promise is there will always be people fighting for you. People who love and care for you.

leave the petty shit behind, it’s not gonna matter. saying sorry and feeling vulnerable for a moment is way less painful than you think

PLAYING TONIGHT 11:30PM ET

🎵 you've got dreams and i wanna make them with you 🎵 📷 from @lesse.bsky.social 's birthday event earlier this week~

I'll be releasing the volumetric video lighting system used for Cathedral of Witches, Aurora Lights, & Sahaal for anyone to use soon. Works with anything that outputs to a RenderTexture (ProTV/TXL/in-world cams). Doing a lot of work to try to make it as easy to drop into your world as possible.

Went back to my roots

Thank you DJ @windward.music VJ @softlysteph.bsky.social World devs @driima.com @appleblossomvr.bsky.social & @lesse.bsky.social Happy birthday sweety 💓

My original soundtrack for Natura's Queendom is out on Bandcamp!! 🥀♥️✨ Featuring a brand new track (Mushroom Forest), 2 expanded tracks, and fully remixed and mastered for the soundtrack release!! Spotify and other streaming services on Tuesday the 16th fallingstarheart.bandcamp.com/album/natura...

New track/Music video with Rose. Free on bandcamp too🐬

Say the truth, but don't hurt more than the unavoidable. Criticism without amicability is weak. It's easy to be rude, harsh, and unwieldy. Kill with kindness. They'll remember it longer.

oh my god i totally forgot feeling a sudden lack of CAT MEN? display showing far too few BUNNY DUDES? is your internet MMO narrative role playing fashion simulator unexpectedly lacking 11 foot tall armored SHIRTLESS ELFIN BEEFCAKES?? oh boy do i have the app for you

forgot i had a picture of the deer @softlysteph.bsky.social doing her magic

🏝️SURVIVOR VR🏝️ THE BIGGEST REALITY TV SHOW PRODUCTION EVER FILMED IN VR. ✨GRAND PRIZE 1 YEAR OF VRC+. (sponsored by Nox Vitae) 🎥~Filming on Sat Sept 20th - Sun Sept 21st~ ‼️APPLY NOW: forms.gle/HjMPHM24kqFY...

Choose love over hate whenever you can, if not for them, then for you -- you'll heal with less scars. Protect your peace with boundaries, not hatefulness -- You deserve absolute control over how much of yourself you allow others to have access to. You can be nice and still say no.

"Please watch out for each other and love and forgive everybody. It's a good life, enjoy it." 🤍

I can hardly believe how good this video is -- www.youtube.com/watch?v=JfLQ... captures a whole class of nostalgia for me

Let's be more soft. Not docile, but defiant.

@softlysteph.bsky.social FULL MOON:20250808 DJ: @xiavrc.com VJ: FelixYoung #VRChatPhotography #VRChat

Doors in an hour! if you're a mutual that wants to dance let me know, we have a very special dance cage available ^_^ ✨️

Return of the Xia x Steph x Felix wombo combo for the full moon

Under tomorrow's full moon -- A celebration of connection and the art we create together. The electric nervousness of new beginnings even within those veiled as familiar, with the grace to forgive the selves we've left behind. We vibe~ Sensual/Empowering/Creative/Discover/Be Free DEER.9508

Hate this mentality. If i love someone, it takes a lot more than a relationship not working out to change that. If i give ya part of my heart I'm not taking it back. It takes some real serious deliberate hurt for me to stop feeling love, but i won't ever act like i never did.

Don't under appreciate the people who come into your life who desire deep connections genuinely. Those are rare, know who is being kind to use you and who is being kind because they deeply want to connect with you. It makes Today being Friday in California more enjoyable.

hey you i revamped my merch store to be based around the new commissioned logo art from @babyjack.bsky.social :) for the first two weeks, a percentage of all purchases using the new logos will go to her as a thank you for the amazing artwork shop.imnaku.com

The effect was very doable in Unity using the Poiyomi shader. Set up the alpha using the panning texture from the quoted post and did the tips of the planes using vertex alpha to hide the ends of the texture to give it that taper effect. #vrchat All texture work done in #Blender3d.

hope is distinct from expectation. hopes are abstract, but expectations are more real. it's always good and healthy to have hopes, but expectations you should check. it's easy to conflate the two, because missing them seems to result in the same feeling: disappointment

The euphoria of functioning AC ^_^ 🙏✨️❄️ -- we survived!

She's dead. Needs a top off of refrigerant from 1997 which would be both expensive and a crime against nature. What's a little more debt on home? xd lol

AC died so my fun night in VR has become a quest for habitable shelter 💀 , wish me luck 🙏

Opening up VRChat world, and 3D asset commissions.

I released a small tool which updates a media source url in #OBS with the currently playing video/stream from #VRChat. Having different Audio lines for socializing and recordings was such a game changer for me last night. github.com/Hackebein/Va...

Natura's Queendom has won Best Art World at Raindance Immersive 2025! I'm happy to have been able to tell my story and express that through my art - thank you @starheart.bsky.social for bringing your own story and magic to the world! ✨ #RaindanceImmersive #VRChat 📸 @bastkaerun.bsky.social

Like water~ Live VR dancing to @wtfischee.bsky.social at @sheltervr.club Thank you shelter :) 📷: @gummidot.bsky.social

STEPS. AND. SPINS. ✨️ @sheltervr.club 2025.06.28 📽 @gummidot.bsky.social 🎹 @machinedrum.bsky.social

Dancers ✨ #VRChatPhotography

@sheltervr.club 6/28/25. DANCERS: @softlysteph.bsky.social @kitsuzo.gay @sayorain.bsky.social @archangel.film