Guh... when I wrote the FNaF4 video, I recognized the... sheer completeness of what I was saying. The satisfaction in having something so perfectly articulated. When I write about Chara... I feel the same way. Having something so widely debated put to rest, even if in only so many hearts

it's a living

Sorry to keep you waiting! www.youtube.com/watch?v=gJPe...

UGHHHHHHH why is it so hard to accept my own issues with things being justified WRAHHHHH

is the moment of age of ultron where ultron decides to drop a rock on earth and kill everyone for no reason despite up until this point being correct about literally everything he has said so far the funniest example of trying to weave social critique into your comic book movie villain

This might be the hardest I have ever laughed at this game which I have laughed at consistently for 18 years.

Sometimes I get enough full self-awareness to see my own potential outwardly and it really gives me a lot of hope :3

Sorry to keep you waiting! www.youtube.com/watch?v=gJPe...

Ugh... yeah this heat is killing us. Nother bout of Amber thoughts but oof. It's weird being affirmed about things you feel sad about. It's like the feeling of someone disappointing you. I tend not to be happy about the things I'm right about. Another thing that makes others angry at my confidence

Subjecting myself to 0.2 seconds of Twitter in order to get the motivation to go "no wait people DON'T get this" about UTDR themes

Talking about myself a little bit: I struggle with a lot of executive dysfunction due to my depression and unique trauma. A lot of things that can be changed in time are gonna make it easier to have a whole structure I abide by... and I hope talking about it informs others about how it works

what if the deltarune flowers had their own game

Jevil and Pink being the two secret bosses to have the dont forget leitmotif in their songs #noticing

I stopped using reddit a long time ago but the fact the Deltarune subreddit is banning transfem ralsei discussion is like so easy a thing for me to be cynical about when thinking about the community as a whole

Feeling some things tonight. I feel like as people right now there's so much tension in the way of... fighting for any amount of niceness, clinging desperately to what we have, the feeling of simple goodness versus complicated reality. It's something to be restrained about in the right ways, but...

if I speak….

ralsei is so cuuuteeeee </3333 i hope they don't go bald or die [ drawing streak: 488 || full ralsei archive: bit.ly/dailyralsei || #deltarune #ralsei ]

Aqua's Secret #deltarune

One of the reasons it's so smart to make Deltarune about this, this "interesting" sensation about people who don't "get" it, is that it's building on those ideas present in Undertale about distance, about how once you know the ins and outs of something, it becomes a "SOULLESS" experience.

woke is when stuff costs less

Alright depression spike mostly over hehe. Should be getting back to good things in the following days. With what I talked about yesterday involving the Weird Route I may make another video about it because it's such an important message (after the Kris video though I think)

Heard about the situation from my bf about the new Avatar movie and show and stuff and it makes me really sad. Executives are always out of touch but it's especially frustrating when there isn't even an understanding about what properties they have which will make money

I really like this thread. I've run into some who think that Deltarune doesn't really have a message or moral to it of any kind, and I can feel you know sort of elitist sometimes, there's a lot of worry in my heart about how to be and so on. I really really relate to what these games are saying...

i'd like to sincerely apologize for missing the mark with the satire in this post. the lack of clarity and purpose has led to it being mistaken for and contributing to that which it intended to criticize. i've since learned how the pyramids were built: very carefully

I know a lot of people don't talk about Deltarune from this perspective but the place Weird Route Chapter 5 takes Noelle, I really relate to. I really relate to both of these games a lot. "No one else has noticed... because they don't want to!" How it almost seems to justify being this way.

Another preview of this video. Been difficult recording new voiceover, but I'm really happy with this script and what else I been writing. It might take longer than expected to post another video, but we'll see how I feel, I think the heat wave has been really hurting my motivation.

Feeling about our current administration and such are kinda getting to me at the moment. I've had a lot of issues these past few years, and it's sad feeling like such a unique person who favors honesty and receptiveness when there are such genuine incentives to be cruel out there, socially

Hurm. www.youtube.com/watch?v=won3...

Grrrrr I'm going insane right now cause I'm sick and can't record voiceover for the next Deltarune video I'm making and ALSO have had to wait on the copyright appeal to expire for my Invincible video. I'm really excited to talk about Pink and Flowery and have people hear it like gawddddd

I read all of Yellow's dialogue in Tom Hanks's voice so Blue being so gentle makes for the funniest fucking pair ever I love them with my whole heart

Gaster has always been trans.

Marvel vs Capcom promotional artwork (1998) #retro #art #gaming #Capcom

Late night thoughts, reflecting on a good amount. It's a struggle when your grief is such a large part of who you are, to relate to other people properly. People don't really go away, unless the worst happens. My art's going to keep being the focus of my life. I've always vowed for honesty.

Alright, spoiler period over. My final say: Finally... they made a chapter boss for me!

Just finished Chapter 5, and it was lovely! Every time it's a different step up. I'm still holding my breath from the ending. Just makes me imagine how everything is going to ramp up for future chapters, all the existing things, coming together...

see you all tomorrow morning #deltarune #artpost

This video is now available for access early on my Ko-Fi! I'm very excited about people seeing it, though right now I'm battling some fair use claims, which hopefully won't push the video back too far for when I want to upload it. ko-fi.com/post/Hurm-is...

Gonna of course be liveposting about Chapter 5, though I'll try to be sorta vagueposting haha. Maybe be like how it was for Chapter 1, gonna give it like 24 hours to really get into detail

She was never the type to go out with a bang. Deltarune Tomorrow !! #deltarune #deltaruneoc

Deltarune tomorrow. www.youtube.com/watch?v=0v4p...

How long would you hold your head under water before finally coming up for air? www.youtube.com/watch?v=2L8L...

I'm going to go into it more in a post on YouTube, but a lot's been changing lately, and it's helping me get a better perspective on how to make content and make it all... more polished. The takeaways of my videos, I'm proud of, and still believe in. Yet, I understand the flaws

If you try to play "Piano that may not be played that well" before obtaining the Sheet Music or letting Kris play the song on their own, Kris will always fail on the final note. #Deltarune #DeltaruneChapter4 #Kris

You who lived in service to god, who then took away your pride and joy, and crippled your body. How can it be that you still aim to heal the world? How can it be that you still provide, still teach, despite the absence of a set of rules to follow? Persevere somehow even still, the Curée.

Posting on my Ko-Fi regularly... hopefully. Progress is well underway with different videos. Check out this scrapped version of the next video's intro, if you'd like! ko-fi.com/post/Scrappe...

Preparing fruitcake for dad #deltarune

The omega flowey nod was cool.... lol