i need a big pot of pasta to feel happy again

i took my mom with me to the gym and safe to say i’m not a fan of having her there with me

i’m very surprised that i haven’t had an actual binge in like a month or so bc i usually don’t last this long without doing it at least once or twice

i’m so demotivated and just tired all i want right now is 10 wendy’s chocolate chip cookies with a large cherry dr pepper

i have had a hard past two days

i have a lot of hate in my heart

i wish i could bully politicians into suicide

i had a rest day from the gym today and god i needed it but i do hate the not counteracting my consumption thing

if i don’t lose a lb by the morning im going to amputate something

hot take maybe but pilates is probably the most difficult kind of exercise someone can do and no i’m not exaggerating. i can weight train for 20~ minutes, do cardio for 1hr+ i can even do standing hiit for around 30~ but pilates…im lucky to get to 5 minutes….

i did not enough calories before i went to the gym and now the world is genuinely spinning even while im sitting still 😔

i’m like if a boy was a lesbian

my sibling drank all my fucking almond milk

going to the gym: 💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗 having to shower after: ☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️

fem th1nsp0

masc th1nsp0

i’m just gonna spam my pinterest th1nsp0 here before pinterest takes down anymore of them hold on

My p1nterest is being so rude todau

oh i could so go for a pepsi max rn

we will be losing at least 5lb this month TRUST ME (manifesting)

i love that i look forward to going to the gym everyday it’s honestly a highlight of my day

setting up my podcast playlist for the gym bc i’m not listening to music for an hour straight i’ll get too into my own thoughts

also i forgot to mention I BROKE MY PLATEAU TODAY!!! hopefully i does not return 🥲

ooooo don’t play with me bitch

i want to dye my hair dark red

i always think i’m not disordered until i have to eat maintenance cals and all the sudden eating is the hardest thing in the world

i just blew on my very not hot protein shake as if it was soup what’s up with me today

i’m going to be eating at maintenance until monday….sigh…

going to the gym the morning after a night shower feels illegal

i want to fucking k m s i hate my body so bad

eunuchs these days don't scheme and plot like they used to. it's all "most excellent choice madam" with nary a hint of sinister undertones

weight workouts suck i feel like im going to throw up and die everytime

internet says wl plateaus can last up to 12 weeks!!! that’s 3 fucking MONTHS !!!!! 😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😃😀😃😃

hypothyroidism be damned that nonbinary sure can struggle losing weight all on their own

IM A BEAST IM A BEAST!!!!!!

W meal plan for today chat

i have had such a bad headache for hours now idk why

i’ve tried so many food tracking apps and i can assure you no one is doing it like loseit